itsshadowhuntersangel

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3x05 / 3x08 

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What’s your fantasy?

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sometimes i want to pull my hair out because i want to see just ONE female character i can relate to in terms of their romantic/sex life

i want to see a girl in her mid twenties who has never been kissed

i want to see a girl who is confused because she has literally no experience

a girl that has panic attacks when she thinks of sex and cant stop thinking about what kissing is like while also being terrified of it

a girl who cant figure out her sexuality because she’s never gotten to try

a girl who self destructs because shes terrified of how bigger her baggage gets with age

i’m sick of seeing woman in tv and movies who date and have sex and still have relationship hangups, not because that doesnt exist but because i cant relate to those women

i want to turn on the tv and see a 25 year old woman who has never been with anyone, was genuinely not looked at for a long time and has become terrified of attention, who’s anxiety cheats them out of dating, who greets every birthday with this feeling of dread in the pit of their stomach because they’re getting older and older and it feels weirder and more wrong with every passing year

i know i’m not the only woman like this, but with the way the media is, it’s maybe the most alienating baggage i carry. everywhere i look, it’s weird that this is my experience. i feel ashamed and i feel scared that i one day have to tell a person to their face that i’m am adult who has never had a first kiss. its terrifying and consuming and confusing and awful. you start to believe it isnt meant for you - not just sex, or intimacy, but fucking love itself. because you dont turn on the tv and see people like you. “unlucky in love” means slightly clumsy and loud on dates and fear of commitment. its a quirky girl who probably has had sex with multiple people and just ~cant figure it out~!!!!!

i want a girl who feels so alone because she literally always has been

that’s what i wanna see

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“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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I just started crying listening to someone you loved by Lewis capaldi because it got me thinking about post Robert's exit robron

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I cant even watch emmerdale anymore I'm literally so stressed

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this is the text of good fortune, reblog in 60 seconds and $1200 will spontaneously materialize in your bank account🙏🙌💪🏻😤

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I am 20 years old and crying over Disney's first canon developed gay couple, this is the representation I needed as a child

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I can't believe I started this year loving soaps and their main lgbt relationships, and now my love for them has been so crushed I can't even think about watching them anymore

Like, we've had characters get killed off, become twisted and abusive, act completely out of character, conform to ridiculous stereotypes, and all for seemingly awful storylines they are not the focus of?? 

I think last year we had some great moments, and I feel like in the last few months everything has gone completely terrible. It sucks the joy out of watching these shows when characters you care about are completely destroyed and it is really disheartening to see such progress being undone with a few simultaneous stupid writing decisions.

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reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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Hollyoaks is really going to say it was "God's plan" for Breda to kill a young gay man huh?

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How to character assassinate, destroy your reputation and lose half your viewers in less than a month: a guide by Hollyoaks

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i hope that one day i will finally be ok….i’ll make a cherry pie when it is all over

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HEY SOAPS CAN WE STOP WITH BISEXUAL CHARACTERS CHEATING ON THEIR SAME SEX PARTNERS TO BRING BABIES INTO THEIR LIVES!!

We need meaningful storylines when bringing children into lgbt relationships like surrogacy and adoption, it's getting ridiculous how much this has happened recently.

It's NOT shocking

It's NOT for the drama

It's offensive

It's harmful

It needs to stop

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im so ready to be in a relationship so whenever the universe is ready hmu with a keeper

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may you get a sign this week that shows you that you’re on the right path and that things are flowing and moving in your favor. may the sign be evident, clear, and direct