itwascasper

[itwascasper]

bro i had a really old thsp0 playlist on pinterest that i made when i was like 12 AND IT DISAPPEARED. like i’ve searched every one of my boards to see if the name glitched or changed or something but it’s gone and i’m so sad all the pics i had used for thsp0 are gone they were so iconic

[itwascasper]

gained 10 pounds in the summer. i’ll kms

[itwascasper]

gained back all my weight, back to my sw

[itwascasper]

why cant you just be fucking skinny you stupid fat fuck

[itwascasper]

i just want to be skinny

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Why is this so true tho 😩😂

[itwascasper]

me im mfs UGHHHH seriously im around 3 hours in bed already

[itwascasper]

mmmm hip bones

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fuck i’m fat. like genuinely seeing myself in the mirror i can’t see what i want to see anymore. all i see is layers and layers of fat and i hate myself. looking in the mirror makes me want to puke

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i’m so close to breaking 130

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5/7: 131.0

12/30: 138.2

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i don’t know how to love myself and it’s destroying me

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the number on the scale is going down. slowly, but surely. i won’t let it get back up this time. i cant

[itwascasper]

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imagine waking up and seeing this in the mirror

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lost two pounds but i’m pretty sure it was muscle and not fat :/

[itwascasper]

bye i was so skinny in 2019