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(more coming soon!)

𝓣𝓲𝓶𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓮 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓶𝓮𝓽

I’m Not Avoiding You

𝓙𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓗𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓸𝔀

Yours All The Time

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top gun won something but elvis didn’t???

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thinking of actually taking this account seriously and start writing more. im gonna be posting timothee chalamet, jack harlow, danny ramirez, vinnie hacker etc💗

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𝓘’𝓶 𝓝𝓸𝓽 𝓐𝓿𝓸𝓲𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓨𝓸𝓾

a/n/ no warnings, just enjoy!

After the long months of filming, it’s finally time for a good ole press tour.

You were excited nonetheless. You’ve acted in movies before, even had a few parts in a couple of tv shows. But this was way bigger than anything you’ve ever done

Walking onto set for the first time was intimidating. Sitting down for the first table read was also very intimidating. But after a while you settled in, with the help of Timothée.

You and him instantly connected.

He could sense that you were new to all of this so he took it upon himself to help out.

By reading lines, helping you remember your mark or even just having lunch with you. He was always there for support. But you’re not gonna lie, it did make you catch just a few little feelings for him.

You decided to keep your feelings to yourself for the sake of you and the movie. The last thing you need is you being rejected by a guy you have to work with everyday.

But you’re glad to have started the press tour. Anxious for people to watch the movie, and especially anxious about the critic reviews. They can be brutal.

Going into this, you also decided to make the decision of keeping your distance from Timothée. Nothing bad happened, you just thought it was the safe thing to do. Like you said before, you didn’t need anyone meddling into your private life, and you didn’t need anyone making assumptions based off of intersections.

You thought you were being subtle, but tim definitely noticed something was off. You went from talking to him everyday to a simple “𝒉𝒊” or “𝒉𝒆𝒚”.

———

The last interview had finally wrapped. That was it for the day

You made your way back to your hotel room and plopped down onto the bed. The bed you haven’t seen since 6 am that morning. You were about to doze off until you heard a knock at your door

You got up and looked through the peep hole and by your surprise it was tim. Well you weren’t that surprised, you knew this conversation was coming.

You opened the door. Before he could get a word out, you pulled him and and quickly closed the door and locked it

“𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕’𝒔 𝒖𝒑? 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆?” you spoke

“𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕’𝒔 𝒖𝒑? 𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕’𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒚/𝒏. 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕’𝒔 𝒖𝒑 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒍𝒆𝒅𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆?” he said as he crossed his arms

And there it was

“𝑯𝒖𝒉? 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒅𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒊 𝒕𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒅𝒂𝒚” you say playing dumb

“𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏. 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒐𝒖𝒓. 𝑰𝒕’𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆. 𝑴𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒓 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒊𝒕 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆. 𝑫𝒊𝒅 𝑰 𝒅𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈?” he said with a sad, confused tone

What is wrong with me? Why not telling him the truth instead of making him feel like this. You sighed and sat on the edge of the bed

“𝑶𝒇 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒕, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏’𝒕 𝒅𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈. 𝒀𝒐𝒖’𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒈𝒖𝒚 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘. 𝑰𝒕’𝒔 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒑𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒖𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒍𝒚 𝒊𝒔 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒍 𝒕𝒚𝒑𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒆” you said looking down

He sat down on the bed next to you

“𝑺𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓? 𝑰𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕?” he questioned

You looked into his beautiful brown eyes and nodded yes.

““𝑰 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒂 𝒃𝒊𝒈 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒊𝒇 𝒘𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓?” he asked

You felt a warmth in your stomach. You didn’t think he would say that, you just though he would tell you off and eventually leave.

But not you feel stupid. If only you had expressed to him how you felt, you would’ve been and got this answer

“𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒆?” you asked

“𝑰 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒐𝒃𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔. 𝑾𝒆 𝒉𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒐𝒏 𝒔𝒆𝒕, 𝒘𝒆 𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓. 𝑾𝒆’𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒏𝒐𝒏-𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑. 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔” he said while giggling

You leaned in and kissed him, something you’ve been wanting to do for the longest time. And boy was it great

He pulled you in closer by cupping your cheek gently. It was a long passionate kiss. Your tongues fighting for dominance, him grabbing your thigh. You eventually broke up the kiss before things got too steamy

“𝑵𝒐𝒘 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅’𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔” he said

You playfully punched him in the arm

But he was right

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it can be 90 degrees in the building and jack would come out wearing a puffer jacket😭

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𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼 𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓣𝓲𝓶𝓮

an/no warnings, just fluff

You lucked out. No you really lucked out when it came to romance. Although dating a celebrity who is constantly on the go 24/7 can be extremely difficult, the both of you manage

Whenever you traveled with him to events, he always made sure to put you first

“Are you ok?”

“We can leave early if you want”

“I don’t have to go out with the guys, I’d rather stay home with you”

“Do you need anything”

And whenever you decided you didn’t feel up to traveling with him, he didn’t push or make you feel bad about it. Instead he would make sure you knew just how much he loved you. Sending you bouquets, ordering you dinner, sending care packages and facetiming you all the time just so you could see what was going on

But everyone once in a while you would have thoughts. Negative thoughts

What if this all ends tomorrow? What if his superstar life becomes too much for you? What if he slowly starts to distance himself out of your life. You know how stupid it sounds, but you can’t help to think it. You can’t help to constantly compare your relationship to others, but you see it happen all the time

Before you knew it, you were snapped out of you thoughts with a incoming call from Jack.

“Hey”, you said trying your best to sound positive. But it failed. This was jack you were talking to, he could instantly pick up that something was wrong

“Hey, what’s wrong? Did something happen?” he asked with his concerned yet comforting tone

“Nothing, nothing at all. Just sitting here, thinking”

“Thinking about what? You know I’m not gonna let you get off this phone unless you tell me what’s up”, he says

“I know. It’s just- You’re Jack Harlow. You’re incredibly good looking and incredibly talented. You’ve been and performed to i don’t know how many places” you say

“Uh huh. I don’t really know what you’re getting at” he says

“I guess what I’m trying to say is, why me? When we go out, I see how other girls look at you and flirt with you. You could have easily had them, but you chose…me? I don’t want to make you feel stuck I guess, or another obligation. I know I sound stupid so let me just stop” you said

He was silent for a minute, I guess trying to collect he thoughts for what he was about to say

“No, i don’t want you to feel bad for having those thoughts. I understand, I guess it just comes with the territory” he says

“But let me just say, I chose you for a reason. I love you. You’re the only girl I see. This is the best relationship I’ve been in hands down. I enjoy being with you, i enjoy spending time with you. Don’t say that you don’t want me to feel “stuck”. I chose this ok?” he says

“Yeah, I know. Now I feel bad” you say

“Don’t feel bad. I’m just glad you let me in. But are you sure you’re ok? I can drop what I’m doing and book a flight in like 5 mins” he says

“No, stay there. I’m good, I promise. Focus on your work. I’ll be here waiting when you. I love you” you say smiling

“I love you too. And don’t forget, I’m yours all the time” he says

God, how could someone be so perfect?