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Sooo guess what my bff is currently hanging out with my ex (who isn’t really my ex but still is and also my former best friend) and his new gf at HIS house that he never invited me to when originally she had plans with me FUN TIMES, welcome to pain ville 🙃🙃🙃

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Time to reblog this because damn it still hits too close to home

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Damn I just want someone to love me unconditionally and give me constant assurance and affection, is that too much to ask

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You lied to me. You hurt my feelings. And yet for some reason I was walking on eggshells around you. I was apologizing for how I was feeling because of your actions. Like I did something wrong? Fuck you for making me apologize when you were the one who ripped my heart into two and handed it to me.

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Shit.

If thinking about you and replaying our memories in my head is the closest thing to having you then I’ll do it no matter how much it hurts me.

I’ve always been a masochist.

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t h i s

“I suppose, truthfully, I miss the idea of him. Not actually him.”

— nvmwriting

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I wish you’d grab my face and kiss me hard like your life depended on it.

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Note to self: don’t fuck ur best friend

Another note to self: don’t fall for your best friend

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Advice of the day

Don’t fall for ur best friend

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okay but when will i get to kiss a girl and fall in love while she loves me back and be the stupid happy couple together that everyone else hates being around

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Sometimes i miss being your friend and then I remember you’re an idiot and i still miss you

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I have nothing to add except that I’m really proud of how far you’ve come. Not as a singer - even tho we all know you reformed music business - but as a human person. A person who had so many obstacles in their way, who fought so bravely and who wasn’t scared to share their experiences and struggles and sorrows to reach out for those who suffer from the same misery. Jonghyun, i am so proud of you and even tho i wish you had seen another way to get out of that living hell i will never ever judge you because i still have no idea what you’ve been through and because I have faith that you are better now and that’s all that matters to me. You were so strong. Now have the long awaited rest you deserve. 사랑해 종현아. 수고했어 종현아.

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hey you. yes you

you’re valid

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The best part about liking someone

Falling into them and not even stopping yourself because everything just feels right. The more you get to know them, the harder you begin to fall. It’s such a beautiful process. Once you begin to like someone, everything just sort of falls in line with it. And you see no flaws, no mistakes, no imperfections, all you see is beauty.. Just beauty, in its simplest form, but also at its most amplified.

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Most of all, I hate you because I think of you. Often. It’s disgusting, and I can’t stop.

Holly black, The Cruel Prince

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Magnus and Alec invented true love. You can’t convince me otherwise.

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Hey. I was doing just fine before I met you. I drink too much and that's an issue but I'm okay.

Closer - the chainsmokers