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Kazuha x gn!reader

"Your sitting alone,why are you sitting alone?"

Warnings: kinda sad at the start, verbal, emotional and slight physical abuse at the start(by ex boyfriend) TRAUMA

[Angstyfluff! Roughly based off right here my chase atlantic AND USE OF Y/N BUT ONLY LIKE ONCE]

[Basically kazuha is the only person there for you through a bad break up]

Edited status: unedited

You never really understood love. As a child you weren't abused but you also weren't really love just cared for enough to get by.

When you started your first year college you you didn't have many friends eventually you made friends with a guy you sat with in your history class. You became close then started dating after 4 months.

He was nice and introduced you to his friend and they took you in and treated you well. But thay didn't last long one you all got comfortable they started treating you like a pet of course not all of them.

It got so bad that one of his friends named kazuha pulled you aside and told you no begged you to break up with him. He said he couldn't stand watching you slowly wither away at the hands of someone who couldn't appreciate your kindness. You refused and told him not to meddle in your relationship ship.soon after he stopped talking to the friend group.

And then it got unbearable. He would hit you then love bomb you almost everyday. Your mental state was like a wasteland and the only thing that you could see for miles was your "boyfriend".

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"ARE YOU REALLY THAT STUPID" your boyfriend yelled as he threw a beer bottle by your head at the wall behind you. The glass shattered ricocheting and cutting your shoulder.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean-" you tried to reason with him as the rest of his friend sat watching from around the table snickering. You shrunk into yourself feeling yourself tensing up.

"If you want to keep being a fuck up you can get the fuck out of my house" he said before going back to chatting back with his friends. You were scared to leave. He was your life line despite you paying the bills he had you wrapped around his fingers. You didnt own a phone and you were only allowed to go to your classes and home. Tears ran down your face as you realized you would do anything to be free even if it possible ment being homeless or worse.

"I'll leave" you backed up from the table but he got up. He walked around the table angrily grabbed your hair and threw you to the ground "if you want to leave so bad do so but leave with nothing you got that?" he said in a angry tone ripping your sweater off leaving you in jist a shirt , sweatpants and your beat up converse you got your senior year of highschool. He dragged you by the arm and threw you onto the porch. Into the rain. The door slammed in your face.

It was around 8pm raining and cold your were sobbing. You walked around the nearest park looking for somewhere to sleep. You were relived you were finally out, but something in you wanted to run back and apologize. You were soaked and it was so cold you soon gave up on finding somewhere to sleep you then sat on a beach defeated. The sting of the harsh rain on your fresh cuts on the shoulder as well as the other littered all over your body from the months of torture by the hands of someone who was supposed to love you.

You cried, and cried, and cried. Curling yourself up on the bench maybe an hour passed. You heard foot steps although you didn't look it didnt matter.

"Hey are you ok?" You heard a raspy voice say as the rain stopped abruptly for a second. You slowly looked up seeing a familiar man with platinum hair. You just stared not uttering a single word

"(Y/n)?" He asked as You looked up realizing he was holding his umbrella over you you tried wiping your tears but they just kept pouring out you managed to choke up a faint "..hi." before continuing to sob.

"Your sitting alone.., why are you witting alone" he said concerned since normally your boyfriend had someone around you if he wasn't so you didn't try to leave him. "We broke up.. I think" you said between sobs as he sat down beside you. You sat in scilence and you pondered your relationship with your now ex you wanted to disappear.

"I tried calling but you never answered.." there was a thick scilence you didn't answer for a minute "I'm sorry" you said quietly as you looked over and him and he looked back at you solemnly "we both know it's not your fault. I have been worried about you I'm sorry i wasent able to help you."

He looked down at the ground then back up at you. There was a comfortable scilence before he abruptly dropped the umbrella and hugged you, you shyed away at first but eventually melted in. He hugged you like he was trying to stop you from going back. Like it was the last thing he was going to do. "Come to my house you can stay with me till you figure things out I don't want you going back to him" he played with you hair while still hugging you trying to calm you down "but my friends and him-"

She stopped hugging you grabbing your shoulder and look you in the eyes in sad but also angry manner "I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR FRIENDs.. they aren't your friends and they never were, they are his. They never tried to help you and they were never going to can't you see that. Im the only one hasent walked out. I'm right here just let me help you"

.... it was scilent and then it all crashed onto you the gravity of the life yo have been living. You collapsed into his arms sobbing. He held you tight for a long while eventually he was also just as soaked as you. Without any exchange of words we walked you to his car and sat you in the passenger seat before walking around to the other side and getting in. Once again you sat in scilence before he started driving. It was about 10:30 when you got to his house. He held your hand as he led to his front door and through his house. He gave you clothes and ran you a bath still with no words said. No words were needed. He wanted you to relax. While you bathed in the main bathroom he showered in his rinsing off the rain water. He got out put on pajamas and got you a snack and a glass of water for after you got out and set it on his bedside table. He walked to the main bathroom door and raised his hand to knock right as you opened the door.

"Oh good your done come with me"he grabbed your hand and led you to his dimly lit room where he let you settle in as he put Netflix on the TV and let you settle in. You sat at a distance from eachotber on his bed. You figited with the sweater well trying not to focus on the stinging of your puffy eyes

"we don't have to talk about it tonight just relax we can watch something and there's a snack right there for you" he said with a faint smile she took a sip of the water and grabbed the snack movie closer on the bed to him without saying anything. You jist leaned you head on his shoulder and sat in scilence. For the first time in a long time you felt peace. You ended up falling asleep on him so he laid you down properly and tucked you in he rested his arm over you to keep you warm since you had been in the cold for so long but also to keep you close so you would know that he was right there for you and that you could run to him instead of the abusive asshole you had been with.

The end OR NOT?? (PERCHANCE PART 2)

[Once again... stoned probly won't edit I only write when stoned because I feel more connected with what I'm writing but yk if ya enjoyed feel free to leave a request]

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Scara x reader modern au

Meeting him at a party

[I had this idea in my head for awhile but I have never really written anything like this EVER so I thought I would give it a try ]

♤warnings: intoxication, alittle spicy fem presenting reader allthough I try to keep it gender neutral♤

Between the alcohol and the noise you couldn't tell what was giving you more of a head ache. The music vibrated through you body as you walked amongst the crowd of the party you came to with your friends who were now long gone. You wouldn't say your fond of partys but you didnt particularly dislike them. Walking thought the room you eventually found the bar area again and refilled your cup red solo cup before finding your way outside. When you reached the door you were hit by fresh air. You stumbled out and sat yourself down on the stairs while sipping your cup and breathing in the night's breeze.

"Can I join you?"

A purple haired male asked with a blank expression. You look up at him in a haze and replied

"Uh yea sure.."

The scilence was comfortable as you sipped on your bevrage and he stole glances at you. You recognized him as a friend of childe who often was the host of the parties so you had seen him around and have exchanged glances but nothing more.

"How's your night been so far" he asked breaking the tranquil scilence that you had been sitting in.

"Well I was ditched by my friends I came here with an hour in so I'm trying to get as drunk as possible before I have to walk 2 hours home"

You responded with a defeated sounding sigh drinking what was left in your cup before setting it down on the stone stairs you sat on with the pale indigo haired male

"I have seen you at so many parties but I never got your name" you said turing your head towards him with a puzzled look.

"My name is scaramouche but you can just call me scara... do you need a ride home?"

He replied you stayed silent for a second unsure of how to respond you looked him up and down. you haven't slept with many guys at partys or in general but the way he was looking down at you was making you feel something.

"My names (y/n)... i'm not ready to go home yet but it would be appreciated if your still available later"

You said as you turned to look at him. As you made eye contact it felt like you were communicating with your eyes. You felt a feeling you have never felt before and it hit you like a wall but you tried not to dwell on it.

For the next hour or two you guys talked about little things like childes sex life and your favorite foods. You started sobering up you were ready to go home but first you decided to flirt with him alittle bit.

"You have really nice hands" you said with a giggle as you brought you hand to your mouth in a flirty manner.

"Yea? Well I can name 3 places on you where my hands would fit perfectly"

He said closely to your ear in a more sultry tone. he got closer to you next thing you knew you were on your way home in his car with his hand on your thigh. Your found it hard not to squirm the whole ride home as he was circling his thumb on your inner thigh. The feeling in your stomach was enough to drown out the radio. The minute you arrived to your house you and the man who was still a stranger hours before stumbled in all over eachother. After the door had shut he had lifted you up pinning you against it as he attacked your neck nipping at it in all the right places as you made little sounds in response. He then kissed your lips passionatly biting them every one and awhile while making sure to feel every inch of skin on your body. You could feel lust beginning to pool in your stomach and you slid your hands under his shirt onto his chilled pale skin. The further you led him into your house the more clothes were shed onto the floor.

You never thought that you would actually have a one night stand after going to a party but here you were and you could tell that you were in for a very long night.

AN: So this is not as good as I hoped but I have to experience in writing stuff like this sooooo yea I am also stoned so not proof read or edited but hope you enjoyed (yet?)