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Missing you, too.
To the intern:
I want you to know that you are sorely missed. Time has slowed to a halt - the days feel like months. I cannot find you but I *know* you're still out there somewhere. I just have to find a way to bring you back.... in due time.
Always yours, Your prince charming š®
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Missing You.
Mario - How Do I Breathe?
Sometimes, I canāt sleep at night knowing that when I wake itāll be another day where Iāll be living without you.Ā
Your absence is the abyss I never anticipated coming. Youāre gone and it still doesnāt feel real. 3 years and ~1 month and it hasnāt gotten any easier. Iām constantly on the verge of breaking down and just folding and itās strictly because youāre not here.
V said your favorite holiday was Valentineās Day.Ā We both know thatās probably just something you made her believe lol we both know Halloween was your shit, K. Either way - thatās the reason youāre weighing heavily on me today. I didnāt have time to process it yesterday but today it hurts more than ever. I see your children and my heart begins to ache terribly. It hurts so much to know that 2 little girls wonāt ever get to know the most incredible person to ever grace this planet was their father. Their loss makes mine cut even deeper.
Some days are easier than others, however, that massive hole in my existence, that vacancy in my universe never gets any smaller. I see your face every day but not in the way that I want to. I see you and hear you in my dreams but when Iām awake I am faced with the harsh reality that we wonāt be creating anymore new memories of you.Ā
Lifeās not fair. Iāve always known that.Ā Itās always been extremely difficult for me. The salmon swimming upstream theory applies completely and yet no task life has presented has ever been more arduous than having the face the aftermath of that fateful Sunday morning.
I need you here to guide me. You always gave me strength, especially during my most vulnerable moments. The times where it felt like nothing was going right, I still always had you to lean on. I knew I could just come home in time for that 9pm or 930pm tip off, tune in, and watch poetry in motion. Nothing else mattered when you had that Spalding in your hands. You could never do any wrong in my eyes - and you still canāt. You were my best friend, my big brother, my mentor, my father figure, my shining light. I absolutely will never be the same without you.Ā
But I also know that you have taught me so much in our 24 years together that I will be able to summon the strength and courage to proceed and... āstay the course.āĀ
Iāll never forget you. Until we meet again. Your biggest fan and a friend forever.Ā Iāll see you soon.
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I look in the mf mirror when I need some help.
Itās just you and only you.
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āDescribe yourself. What are you like? Whatās important to you?ā
Pretty easy going guy. I like to relax, mostly by myself, but enjoy company from friends and family from time to time. Super motivated, super ambitious, very driven. Constantly striving for self-improvement and seeking purpose. People describe me as outgoing and charismatic, although I don't necessarily see myself as that. I value truth, loyalty, respect. It's important for me to see things from a long-term perspective and stay focused on 'the bigger picture' when it comes to my life.
Age 33.9whateverĀ
Thoughts?
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Your peace is more important than proving a point
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Dey Know
Fucked yo bitch, n_a I ain't ask She pitched it to me like Sosa (Oh God) What the fuck was I s'posed do? Deny that, rather try that, but I never fly that Keep hoes bi-coastal And they buy postals, ain't shit for free Dick the only thing that they get from me
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Another pass at it.
Here I am, 3 months later.
Started to feel the same thing. Got lost... āthe ultimate balancing actā
At least part of the detour involved diving deep nose and nuts first into the market. Retirement lookin extremely better today than it did 6 months ago. So thatās a major dub.
Trying this no Vids thing.Ā Weāll see how it goes. And if it achieves what Iām aiming for.
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I messed up but Iām back.
The ultimate balancing act.
Iām back but better than ever. Just need to re-focus on what really matters and get away from the mainstreamers.Ā
The bag correct thus itās all gravy.Ā
Back in the days, acura days.
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everything my health being a human I found the love of my life I have the strength and courage to tackle anything I donāt quit I keep improving I continue to figure it out I have all the resources I need to succeed āit could always be worseā I have a great life
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my health my girl roof over my head Iām alive Iām a human, a great one I have control over so much the way the lord speaks to me Iām a lucky man I have abundance Iām just blessed
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my health my girl my people life.. being alive my tenacity no quit in me roof over my head food on the table Iām free everything honestly
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my health my girl today tomorrow the people close to me I have everything I need Iām happy I keep growing I am the master of my domain there is no stopping me
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1. My health 2. My girl 3. My growth 4. My intelligence 5. My perseverance 6. My lack of reliance on others 7. I have everything I need 8. Abundance mindset 9. No more rearview mirror 10. I accept my past and now I control my future
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my health my woman my perseveranceĀ the fight in me my highly plastic brain my ability to keep on learning Iām alive I couldāve been an ant my youth my looks
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1. my health 2. my resilienceĀ 3. my buds 4. my girl 5. the gym 6. my persistence 7. #neversettle 8. my growth 9. my inquisitive nature 10. I will never ever ever give up
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