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Drugs&Candy chapter 02

Chapter 02

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Alex noticed Jack and shay standing at the doorway where it lead to the bunk area as they closed the door and he hummed passing them by as they stood in front and made his way to the back seeing the lounge door close..

After a few seconds he could hear yelling from behind the door and opened the door seeing rose yelling at someone outside who was trying to get in "you fucking cheated on me Chris, in our bed!" she yelled at him and shook her head upset

Alex walked in fully and closed the door behind him as he made his way over stood in front of them both "your supposed to be gone." Alex said looking at Chris. "Rose go back with the others " He said before looking at her "who the hell are you? Chris snapped before he looked at rose as he looked through the window at them both

"I don't have to listen to you, this is between me and Rose." he scuffed and rolled his eyes as she stayed behind Alex

Alex rolled his eyes "dude leave clearly she doesn't want to talk with you...ill call security have them escort you away if you don t leave." He said

He glared at Alex and huffed "fine but I'll be back." he said glancing at rose before he jumped down from the window and walked away

Alex sighed and turned to face rose "He's gone for now at least." He gave her a small smile

"thank you, for helping me." rose said looking up at him before she got a text from shay "shay and Jack and got a hotel room for the night and got me one as well."

Alex,nods with a smile. "Good youll,be safer in the room, wsnt.me.to walk  you,up?" He asked

Rose nodded and gave him a small smile "Yeah, please." she said before she went and grabbed a few things putting them in a bag

Alex nods.wirh a smile. "I'll tell Zack to end the party soon now that shay and Jack have disappeared." He snickered already knowing what those two were up to and went over to reach for roses bag so she didn't have to carry it and lead her off the bus after letting Zack know what's going on. Rose walked beside Alex the whole time looking over her shoulder like Chris was going to pop up

Alex noticed what she was doing and he hummed. "He won't show up I think I scared him off with the whole security guard thing." He chuckled opening the door for her.

"thank you again." rose said as they went inside. Rose went over and got the key before they started to head up to her room "Alex I have a weird favor to ask."

Alex looked at her a moment and chuckled raising an eyebrow "What favor.would that be?" He asked

"can you stay with me tonight?" she asked as they stepped into the elevator and pressed the floor they needed

Alex looked at her a moment thinking about it for a second before he nodded with a small smile. "Yeah, I can." He said not seeing anything wrong with it.

"thank you." rose said glancing up at him for a second before the elevator opened and they headed down to the room. She opened the door and they went inside before Alex closed the door and sat her bag down as rose sat on the bed emotionally and physically drained from the past three months

Alex looked at her and sighed a little "Maybe it's time for a small break?" He questioned tilting his head as he came over and sighed. "Like a mini vacation I'm sure shay could figure something out for you." He said with a little smile.

"I really need it." rose sighed and looked up at him biting her little seeing his smile

Alex noticed the lip bite.and he raised an eyebrow with a little chuckle. "Whst?" He asked curious

Rose hummed and shook her head "nothing." she mumbled before she looked away from him and over at the window.

Alex raised an eyebrow for a moment and he shook his head letting it go for now before he sat down himself and glanced around the room, "Okay, so what now?" he asked awkwardly.

"um I guess we could order food and watch a movie." rose shrugged before she reached back for the phone letting her shirt rise up her side

Alex watched her a moment noticing how her skin showed a bit as she reached back and he cleared his thoat a bit before he nodded, "Yeah sounds good," he said reaching for the remote and switched the tv on to find something they would both like not quiet sure what she liked to watch.

Rose ordered food for them both and wine before Alex settled in a Disney movie and Rose sat a pillow in her lap feeling relaxed with Alex there.

Alex put the remote back down on the side table as they picked out a movie to watch and relaxed afterwards he glanced over at Rose a moment before he put his attention back onto the tv.

Once the food got there rose and Alex ate drank wine and watched the movie together. Every now and then rose noticed Alex glancing over at her but didn't mind it until the last time when he didn't turn away making her look over at him

Alex bit his lip lightly not sure what it was that he  couldnt take his eyes off her but once he realized their eyes locked he hummed and bit his lip lightly

Rose bit the inside of her lip as she put her glass down letting her eyes drift down to his lips for a second before she looked down at his hands then back into his eyes not sure what it was about him

Alex felt her watching him and he bit his lip lightly tilting his head. "What are you thinking about?" He asked curiously

Rose blinked a few times and hummed "I don't know." she said not really having anything running through her mind at that time.

Alex tilted his head a little bit and hummed with a small nod as he continued to eat his food this time it was his turn to steal a few glances at her.

"what are you thinking about?" rose asked wanting to know as she kept looking at him

Alex looked at her a moment and he shook his head with a small chuckle, "It's nothing," he said knowing he couldn't possibly tell her what he was thinking.

"I know you're lying, tell me." rose said turning on to face him a bit better

Alex looked at her and hummed again, "Honest truth? You, i don't get it... why would someone cheat on you like he did? Your to beautiful for that you deserve so much better." he blurted out giving her the truth.

"someone like you?" she asked looking at him as their eyes locked against before she sighed and shook her head "I gave him everything but I don't know, some people just can't stay faithful." she said looking down at her lap as she bit her bottom lip

Alex looked at her a moment as she asked that question, "I wasn't really pointing toward myself, but i know what your going through he did a shitty thing and he won't let it go which he should, there are some people who can still say faithful you just need to find that right person." he said honestly.

"you were honest so I'll be honest, I was thinking about kissing you." rose said looking at him before she grabbed her wine glass again and took a sip

Alex looked at her a moment and bit his lip as she said that and tilted his head, "you were?" he asked

Rose nodded "if we're being honest." she said before she finished her wine.

Alex bit his lip lightly looking at her for a moment wondering if he should not wanting to rush things and knew she just got out of a relationship and didn't want to make it worse but he went with his instinct and started to slowly lean in to kiss her.

Rose bit her bottom lip not expecting him to actually do anything but relaxed and met him half way until their lips touched instantly molding together perfectly

Alex hummed not expecting this feeling their lips mod perfectly together and he kissed her softly as their lips moved in sync with each others.

Rose got a bit closer as she placed one of her hands on his cheek smiling a bit into their kiss not wanting to pull back first…..Alex smiled and continued kissing her for a bit longer before he had to pull back for a little bit of air and looked at her biting his lip a little.

Rose looked at him as she caught her breath and gave him a small smile as she ran her thumb over his cheek softly…..Alex smiled his eyes never elaving hers and he bit his lip lightly before he kissed the tip of her nose and her lips once more for a second, "Maybe a kiss is as far as we should take it for tonight," he said watching her.

Rose blinked a few times from the last kiss feeling butterflies in her stomach "that's up to you." she mumbled knowing it's been awhile since she's done anything.

Alex looked at her and bit his lip a little as she said that and he hummed not exactly sure what had gotten over him but he leaned back down without warning and kissed her again.

Rose hummed as she cupped his face in her hands and kissed him back this time feeling a small spark between them

Alex continued to kiss her not feeling it at first but he leaned her back gently not wanting to rush things between them but at that moment he didn't want to pull back not yet.

Rose shifted as she wrapped her arms around his neck pulling her one leg up close to his hip.

Alex smiled and continued kissing her as she did that not moving and not wanting to make the wrong move but he did place his hand on her side gently as their lips continued to move in sync

Rose smiled nipping at his bottom lip as she deepened their kiss letting it get a bit heated

Alex hummed and soon pulled back as it got a little heated between them and pulled back again. "Maybe we should wait for the next step, I don't want you to think that's all I want." He mumbled

"I don't want you thinking the same thing either." rose breathed panting slightly as she looked up at him "it's been awhile."

Alex nods with a small smile, "Its been a while for me too, but lets wait a while i want to but we should both get some sleep." he said.

Rose shrugged and nodded "not really tired but I guess and I deepened the kiss by the way." she said shifting her hips slightly

Alex chuckled and looked at her with a small smile on his face, "Even if you did we're waiting." he pointed out kissing her forehead gently and smiled shifting himself to where he was alying down now holding out his arm for Rose so she could lay next to him.

Rose looked at him and hesitated for a second before she shifted and moved closer curling up into his side resting her head on his chest and her leg over his getting comfortable but feeling a bit awkward at the same time…..Alex smiled and looked at her, "You alright?" he asked knowing this was the first for them and not knowing a single thing about each other yet and knew it made it awkward.

"Yeah I'm alright, I'm actually not used to this." rose admitted looking up at him "it wasn't a normal thing for me and Chris to do."

Alex gave her a little smile and sighed. "Well with me around if you want me arou nd you'll have to get used to it." He chuckled

Rose hummed and shifted again thinking about it for a few seconds "I think I could get used to it." she said before she pulled the blankets up

Alex chuckled softly with a smile on his face. "I suppose we will see about that then." He hummed.

"I guess we will." rose said kissing his jaw softly before she sighed and rested her head on his chest again.

Alex smiled and looked at the clock and yawned. "We should get some sleep." He mumbled

"we should." rose nodded and yawned before she peaceful fell asleep for the first time in weeks

[jacksdirtylittlesecret]

Drugs&Candy ALL time low fanfic

We were on tour once again in the beginning of May and I could tell something was off with rose. She wasn't putting everything in the shows anymore, she she was keeping to herself more. Jack my boyfriend of two years was in tour with us keeping me company and helping me keep everything in order and even he noticed things were off.

I sighed softly watching rose wishing I knew what was bothering her, "I don't know what to do she won't talk to me hardly at all." I mumbled to Jack

Jack looked at me and sighed "maybe she's home sick?" He said like a question knowing we've been gone for over three months

I tilted my head raising an eyebrow and hummed. "Possible, I might be able to work something out for her." I said

"well we have a few days off." he shrugged looking at me as we sat on the couch going through paperwork for the rest of tour

I smiled and nodded tapping my pen on the notebook I had then over at rose. "Ill get us a flight home, and I'll give her the news soon." I said

"why weren't you our manager?" Jack chuckled before he leaned down pressing his lips to mine softly for a second

I laughed and rolled my eyes kissing him back with a smile on my face. "Because you needed someone that would keep you guys in line on tour." I mumbled against his lips.

"true." He chuckled smiling and pulled back before we noticed rose walked off the bus

I sighed a lottle and put my things down and stood up following her off it for a moment  catching up to her. "Hey Rose, we have three days off why don t we just go home those three days?" I asked

Rose shook her head instantly and looked at me "I don't want to go home I can't." she mumbled before she looked down at her feet

I sighed with a.frown never seeing her this way, "You can talk to me about anything you know that,  what's wrong?" I asked

Rose wrapped her arms around herself and sighed "Chris was cheating on me." she said before she bit her bottom lip "I caught him, in our bed."

I sighed deeply and frowned, "I'm so sorry rose, but you can't let him get you down like this..is there anything I can do?" I asked knowing there weren't to many things to say to help this situation

She shook her head and sighed before she wiped her eyes "no, I just want to get this your over with and move him out of my house."

I nod with a small smile and looked at her. "We can do that, how about a small party with a few people and get your mind off it?" I suggested

Rose looked at me and bit her bottom lip again before she wiggled her nose thinking about it "I guess it wouldn't hurt."

I chuckled with a small smile "I'll get Jack to call up some people and anyone you can think of you can call and we will get it set up." I assured her

"I can't think of anyone I really want to see right now." rose said before she looked around and wrapped her arms around herself again

I sighed softly biting my lip lightly. "Okay, well let's get back inside at least." I said with a little.smile knowing it was cold out. "I'll get back to call up a few people it won't be anything to big.' I said

Rose nodded before we headed back onto the bus "I'm going to lay down for a bit." she said as she passed Jack and headed back to the bunks

I sighed and sat back down once I had closed the door as rose went to the bunk area. "She'll be okay," I mumbled.nestling into Jack

"what happened?" He asked wrapping his arm around me again

"Chris cheated on her," I mumbled leaving the other out nestling my nose in the crook of his neck.

"what scum would do that?" He mumbled pressing his lips to my temple softly and sighed

I sighed and stayed that way for a moment. "I don't know." I mumbled. "But I did tell her that we could throw a little party tonight." I hummed pressing my lips just below his ear.

He shivered and hummed "okay, how many people are we talking?" He asked looking at me before he started to get his phone out

I hummed thinking abou t it for a moment. "Fifteen May be twenty?" I said giving him a slight idea on what,to go by.

"I'll see that I can do." he smiled before he kissed my forehead softly and started typing away on his phone

I smiled and shifted a little before standing up to put up the paperwork for the next few days as he typed away on his cell phone sending out.an invite.

"okay I've sent out a group invite and byob." Jack said Watching me for a moment

I looked .novee my shoulder and smiled nodding as I stopped once j got some papers put away looking back at the bunk area before walkikg.over and straddled his lap putting my hand on his chest and smiled. "Perfect, maybe it'll cheer her up some." I said

"let's hope, this tour hasn't gone that well." he said wrapping his arms around me pulling me closer to him.

I nod and gave a little smile. "Maybe seeing familiar faces will cheer her up." I said biting my lip as he pulled me closer.

"maybe, I also invited Alex." he said knowing they haven't met officially yet.

I hummed and looked at him for a moment with a small smile. "Maybe meeting him will get her mind off chris." I said only wanting to see rose happy again.

After about an hour the bus was filled with familiar.faces I had managed to get rose to come out to join the crowd my eyes scannij g the place.to find Jack talking with Vic and a cup in hand knowing he would be drunk after the party was over me having to be the sober.one to make sure everything would be okay soon my eyes landed on Alex and I smiled. "Well look who showed up." I,said to rose pointing toward Alex.

Rose looked over and Rose an eyebrow before she looked at me "I'm not even in the mood to talk to anyone."

I sighed softly as I got that reply from her. "It'll get your mind off things if you do." I pointed out giving her a small smile noticing some other people showing up on the bus and I raised an eyebrow seeing one of the girls going over to Jack.

"I guess it wouldn't hurt." rose said before we noticed someone come on the bus making rose freeze

I looked over and raised an eyebrow biting my lip lightly. "I'll get someone to get him out just go to the back right now." I told her with a little smile. "Don't let anyone back there." I said

Rose nodded and glanced over at Chris for a second then headed back to the bunks and closed the door

I made my way over to where jack was at and glared at the girl clinging on him and I smiled at Jack going over and put my hand on his chest making him look at.me meeting my eyes before I placed my hand at the nape of his neck bringing him down and kissed him softly tasting the alchaol on his lips. "We have a slight problem." I mumbled against his lips hearing the girl huff and walk away

"what's the problem?" He asked after he kissed me back then looking at me worried

I looked at him then pointed toward Chris. "He somehow found out and he's here." I whispered

"I'll see what I can do." Jack said looking over at him before he kissed my cheek softly before he weaved his way over to Chris grabbing Zack in his way over.

I watched him and sighed as I stood there a.momemt before weaving around the crowd as well to get away to make sure rose was okay with the spare key to unlock the doors in the back.

Rose was sitting in her bunk before she heard the door open seeing it was just shay "did he leave?" she asked standing up

I shook my head with a dad smile. "Not yet, Jack and Zack are taking care of it." I explained hoping Jack eould.come back soon.

"Good." rose sighed out of relief and sat back down before Jack came up behind me "he's gone." he said placing his hand on my hip

I looked up and nod with a small smile kissing under his jaw lightly. "Thanks love," I mumbled looking back at rose again. "Its safe to come out now," I told her feeling where jacks hand was at.

"actually I'm just going to stay back here I'm not in the mood anymore." rose said looking up at us for a second

I bit my lip a little and nodded. "Alright, if anything happens please find one of us or call." I told her knowij f we couldn't force her to go out and have fun.

"I will." rose nodded and bit her bottom lip before she grabbed something from her bunk and headed back to the lounge as Jack and I closed the door.

I turned to face Jack and smelt the alchaol on his breath and hummed. "God it's torture I can't drink tonight" I chuckled

"well you could." he hummed leaning down slightly pressing his lips to mine softly

I hummed into the kiss as I kissed him back getting just a little taste of alchaol on his lips and soon pulled back. "I could but might cause a small scene." I chuckled biting my lip.

"how so?" He asked looking down at me with that small smirk playing on his lips

I chuckled quietly and looked into his eyes standing on my tippy toes and nipped at his lower lip. "I think you know," I whispered and pulled back

"you may have to remind me." he purred reaching for me to pull me in closer again

I smirked at his words and hummed as he pulled me closer closing my eyes, “Well then maybe we should get a hotel room first for the night...” I whispered.

"I guess we should." he mumbled before he pulled back and looked around seeing Rian had this under control then grabbed my hand and started to pull me off the bus

I giggled and followed behind him as we weaved through the crowd of people and made our way off the bus and went into the hotel to get rooms booked for Jack and I as well as for rose once they were paid for I sent rose a text letting her know that she had a room, just as we got into the elevator I put my phone away and pressed the button we needed as Jack leaned against the wall for balance and I went over standing in front of him and smiled innocently biting my lip before leaning up and pressed my lips to his

He Instantly wrapped his arms around me tight closing the gap between us and kissed me back with a hunger to it like he's been needing this

I smiled and continued to kiss him wrapping my arms around his neck playing with the lose hairs before running a hand down the back of his shirt.

"tease, if I could take you here I would." he mumbled against my lips as he ran his hands over my skin just before the elevator stopped and we had to pull apart

I giggled and stepped back looking at him  " but it's one of the many reasons why you love me," I pointed out and walked out of the elevator feeling him right behind me close by. I eventually found our room and swiped the card to unlock the door instantly feeling jacks hands on either of my side's and his lips on my shoulder as I pushed the door opened making me giggle as he pulled us inside closing the door instantly pushing me against the wall.

"enough teasing." he mumbled before he leaned down pressing his lips to mine softly as he ran his hands down my sides

He smiled before he suddenly picked me up and Carried me over to the bed laying me down running his hands up under my shirt

I arched my back a bit so he could pull my bra off easier and tilted my head slightly biting my lip with the touch of his lips against my skin as he found my weak spot and I moaned softly in his ear as I began to lift his shirt up to take it off.

He pulled back long enough to pull my shirt off before he tossed it to the floor along with my bra then started on my jeans as he kissed his way down my neck

I continued.to bite down on my lower lip as he kissed.down further and shifted as he started on my jeans and I let my hand run down his chest.all the way down to his jeans and began to undo them

He continued to kiss down my neck nipping at my skin as he got down to collar bone before he started to push down my jeans

I hummed and lifted my hip up a bit so it would be better for him to get them down just as i started on his own getting them down far enough before i ran my hand down teasingly running my fingertip over the hem of his boxers before pushing them down aswell.

He pulled my jeans down and tossed them in the floor before he slipped his hand into my underwear cupping me in his hand and used his middle finger on me as he started to kiss back up to my lips

I bit my lip trying to hold back a moan that had got stuck in the back of my throat from his touch knowing it's been a while for the both of us knowing that with me working on his times off were hard especially when he had to go back on tour and i couldn't go with him i let my hand trail down taking him in my hand wrapping it around his member knowing with just one touch it would instantly get him as i felt the heat between us both rising.

He groaned against my skin again before he kissed my lips moving his fingers in just the right way before he suddenly pulled back and pulled off our last bit of clothes and pushed into me roughly.

I moaned feeling him inside me letting my hand go back around his neck making sure my nails ran over his skin in the process as i ran them in his hair our kiss heating up and our lips moving in sync.

He groaned and shivered from my touch as he set a slow loving pace placing his one hand on my hip while his other was by my head to keep him steady

I moaned against his lips as he placed his hand on my hip and nipped at his lower lip as we kissed and slowly ran my tongue over it letting both hands run through his hair gripping and tugging at the lose ends between my fingers.

He growled Slightly as he pulled my hips up a bit getting a better angle before he slipped his tongue in with mine

I giggled from his reaction and let our tongues run over one anothers tasting the alcohol on his tongue moaning in his mouth as he began to hit that one spot letting my hands roam about anywhere they could.

He hummed and nipped at my bottom lip before he broke away from my lips and moved down my neck as his pace started to stutter telling me he was getting close.

I felt the familiar heat rise in the pit of my stomach and i kept my eyes closed biting my lip as his lips attached to my skin again i shifted slightly before i shivered and spilled out around him now gripping the sheets on either side of me.

He moaned against my skin  as he suddenly spilled out into me shivering as he stilled then made his last few thrusts then moved his lips back to mine

I smiled into the kiss and kissed him back running my hand up and down his back soothingly as we both laid there to calm down.

He smiled against my lips as he shifted wrapping his arms around me pulling me closer into his side "I love you."

I smiled as our lips were still connected as he shifted to where i was closer to him, "I love you too," I mumbled knowing that we could both get through anything together.

He smiled and moved hovering over me slightly running his hand up and down my side softly before he pulled back pressing his forehead to mine looking into my eyes with a small smile on his face.  I smiled back as our eyes locked with one another knowing that this is where i belonged and who i am meant to be with feeling it every time he would touch me or kiss me, i nudged my nose with his as he was hovered over me a bit loving how we could just both lay there and enjoy our company quietly,

"well since we have a few days off, we could go for breakfast tomorrow and dinner." Jack suggested laying back down beside me and running his fingers up and down my arm

I hummed and smiled as his fingers reached my hand i laced my own with his under the covers, "I think we could do that... or maybe a little get away for two days." i admitted.

"we can do that to." he smiled and nuzzled his nose in the crook of my neck getting comfortable to sleep "a little vacation for us."

I smiled and hummed shifting a little to get comfortable as i buried my face in his chest and yawned a little, "That would be perfect, it's been to long since we've had actual us time." i admitted biting my lip knowing we've both been extremely busy.

"Yeah it has, plus when tour is over we can go in a longer vacation." he mumbled as he closed his eyes running his fingers up and down my spine soothingly keeping his other hand laced with mine

I nod with a smile and shivered from his touch as he continued running his hand up and down my spine as i felt my eyes get heavy as we talked about vacation, "Maybe for the longer vacation we could go to Paris...." I mumbled sleepily.

"I think we can do Paris, stay in a beautiful hotel looking over the city." he hummed planning it out already as he yawned

I smiled and let my eyes flutter shut, "I could always cancel some upcoming shows ..... I know Rose isn't into finishing them and not putting her all into it, it might be for the best." I  said shifting a little to face him a moment as i opened my eyes. "I think she could use a little vacation too."

"are you sure that's the best thing to do?" He asked looking at me knowing how fans can get.

I sighed a little and knew what he meant by that and i bit my lip a little, "I'll talk to her go through some paper work see what we can come up with, fans are starting to notice that she's not putting her all into it." I admitted knowing i haven't told him that part yet.

"maybe if she explained what happened at the next show or in a video they might understand more about it." he said wanting to help as much as he can

I nodded and bit my lip a little before nestling my nose in the crook of his neck and sighed breathing in his scent, "Possibly, i'll figure it out." i smiled kissing his shoulder lightly pulling the covers over us both more.

"night love." he mumbled and yawned wrapping his arms around me pulling me tight against him.

I smiled and hummed sleepily. "Night," I mumbled closing my eyes already completely relaxed.

I soon heard his softly snores in my ear as he fell asleep, his grip on me getting loose.