jam2dinihari

[jam2dinihari]

#1 is from room 2/6: he's the only one.

she's Mrs. N with acute myeloid leukemia.

an expansion of immature "blast cells" in the peripheral blood and bone marrow resulting in ineffective erythropoiesis and bone marrow failure (Vakiti A, Mewawalla P., 2023).

the first time she came, she had a severe perpebral edema. the whole of her body was full with bruises behind the tattoos she made.

once you see her, you might think she used to be a very brave and strong independent woman before she was diagnosed with that terminal ill.

and she really was.

she raised a boy, an only child, all by herself.

a boy who also express a bravement, strength, and bit mischievous.

to be noted that they also lived near with a bus station on the edge of the town. they strongly have image as people with a though life.

if we refer to how people see this world generally, the woman might seem like a bad mother for what she did to her body and how she's been spending her life;

but look at what she made?

a boy, an only child who treat her very right. who never let her alone at the hospital, he didn't even go to school (cause he isn't adminitered to, I think).

he keep doing his best to treat her mother.

such a very angelic boy I ever met.

her ilness has a very poor prognosist.

but she never give up on it.

also her child.

they trust the doctors, they trust the nurses.

bu, tetep berjuang ya. ibu hebat udah menjalani kerasnya kehidupan sambil tetap membesarkan seorang anak seorang diri. sampai anak ibu jadi sebegitu sayangnya sama ibu.

dan, dik, makasih udah jagain ibu sebegitunya, udah rawat ibu siang-malam dan ngga pernah ngeluh, udah mau lakuin semua hal demi ibu. kamu anak baik. surga buat kamu, dik.

[jam2dinihari]

i love you.

but what should i do when either loving you or leaving you means killing me inside?

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Some people are lucky to meet their soulmate within the person they love.

But some people are not for loving somebody so much while their soul was match in another place.

[jam2dinihari]

pernah gak ngerasa lagi bener-bener sendiri?

bener-bener nggak tau sama siapa harus cerita, rasanya semua orang sedang asyik dengan dunianya dan aku...

terlalu banyak dipenuhi keraguan,

apakah aku layak mendapatkan sedikit waktu mereka?

apakah dengan berbagi beban, pundak ini akan terasa lebih ringan, atau justru...

sebaliknya?

[jam2dinihari]

Xray: shows bone/skull only. Does not show the brain. Best used to detect if there are bone fractures. CT: quick test. Shows brain but detail not great. Shows if any larger bleed, stroke, lesions, or masses. MRI: long test. Shows brain and detail is great. Shows smaller bleeds, stroke, lesions, or masses. MRA: shows the flow of blood in the vasculature system of the brain. If there is vessel narrowing or blockage this test would show it. PET scan: shows how active different parts of the brain is. An active brain uses sugar as energy and pet scan detects how much sugar is being used by lighting up and turning different colors. The more sugar being used the more that area will light up and be different in colors. Cancer cells use the most sugar so cancer cells light up the most. PET scan is used to see if there are cancer cells. (Cancer cells replicate at a very fast and uncontrolled rate hence use a lot of sugar to allow that replication hence why they light up so much).

Via Meddy Bear

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using art to give simple information/ advice on coronavirus/ covid19....delivering something about the painting & the artist who drew it ....Ukraine's ministry of culture & information policy ....awesome