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Are you gonna continue “not so sugar sweet”????

yes!! i am although i wanna get works of other members done first, i'd rather work in an order

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Not so Sugar Sweet - Toxic Huening Kai version

Warnings: Toxic behavior, One-sided feelings, Slight violence, Threatening, Slight Possessiveness, Kai is very harsh, cursing, humiliation (?) (Someone please help me with the warning for the love of god).

3RD PERSON POV

In the midst of the bustling student crowd, she stood. Her heart felt like a broken record, playing a disharmonic melody that not even the liveliest chatter could drown out.

She moved through the world like a shadow; no spotlight ever found her. She was the whisper amidst the crowd, the subtle brushstrokes on the canvas of life's bustling painting. Invisible—that's who she was.

Unfortunately, invisibility never bothered her like it does now.

Unlike her, Huening Kai was made to shine. He was a radiant beacon, a constellation of brilliance in the midst of ordinary constellations.

It was her fault for getting ahead of herself, forgetting her reality. She had always been the forgotten shadow, a spectral echo in the clamor of attention, slipping through life's pages unnoticed. While he was a luminary, a sunlit melody that demanded the spotlight, a presence so vivid it seemed to paint the air around them.

She was the quiet kid, a nobody who only kept to herself and had a few friends.

So, why would anyone believe her story? How could they possibly fathom that she had poured her heart into a night of passion with him, only to awaken to the cruel truth that it was a one-sided dream? A fantasy that dissipated with the morning sun. How could they believe that she didn't willingly give him a piece of her heart; rather, he had snatched it away just to shatter it into a million pieces?

Ah, yes, that's who Huening Kai was. Behind his pretty face lay a harsh truth. Much like a painted porcelain doll with a hidden crack, a facade of beauty veiling the fractures within.

Huening Kai reveled in the attention, relishing how the morning sunlight embraced him and how everything seemed to shape itself according to his desires.

He stood casually, hands tucked into his pockets, his back nonchalantly resting against the wall. A playful smirk danced on his lips as all the girls surrounded him. His physique and height towered over everyone, and his features were so impeccably chiseled that he looked like he didn't belong in this world. His eyes linger, glancing at the crowd of admirers before meeting hers.

In that singular instant, a realization hits her: she's the only one who can see the darkness in his eyes. The monster hidden behind. She notices the twitch in his jaw; he is not happy with her.

She forgets how to breathe as she trembles in her spot. She feels someone shaking her, taking her out of her trance.

"You alright? You seemed as if you'd seen a ghost," her friend asked with concern, her grip on Y/n's arm tightening.

"Y-Yea, it is nothing. I need to get some air; let's leave, yeah?"

She grabs her friend by the hand, almost sprinting out of the hall until they both reach the school's sports hall.

"Come, let's settle by the poolside to ease your mind," her friend proposes, gently guiding her to a seat at the pool's edge. They dangle their feet in the water, its cool touch offering a soothing embrace.

They lingered in silence, savoring the simple presence of each other. For Y/n, these moments were a necessity—a tranquil interval to untangle her thoughts and mend the fragments of her wounded heart.

Twenty minutes unfold in this manner until her friend opts to shatter the quietude. "How about this," she proposes, "I'll dash over to fetch us a bite to eat while you stay here and chill?" Y/n responds with a nod, a gentle smile curving her lips in agreement.

"So, you're avoiding me now?" The silence is short-lived, abruptly replaced by a solemn voice emerging from behind her. Her heart comes to a halt, her body locking in place as she instantly recognizes that voice.

"K-Kai...." Her voice trembles; her gaze meets his. His expression remains unreadable, a cold stare accompanying his deliberate approach. Though she yearns to distance herself from him, her body remains rooted, as if ensnared by an unseen enchantment. Casting a quick glance behind, she realizes her position at the pool's edge. A desperate attempt to retreat is thwarted as Kai closes in, leaving her cornered and defenseless.

He clutches her arm with a vice-like grip, the force leaving behind a vivid imprint of his fingers. "Are you going to cry? Don't bother." His grip tightens, making her cry out in pain. Tears cascade down her cheeks as she remains unmoving.

"You're the one who wants me, so don't even think that you are ignoring me." His fingers press into her skin with increasing intensity, while his other hand ascends to seize a handful of her hair. "W-Why are you doing this, K-Kai?" Her words find a way through the veil of tears.

He remains silent, watching how pathetically she breaks down in front of him, but he doesn't care. He never did.

"Don't act like a victim. What did I tell you about not telling everyone about what happened between us? I told you to act like you don't know me, but did you think I wouldn't notice you looking at me so fucking longingly?" He lowers his head, resting his forehead on hers, his voice taking on a serious tone. The fear that gripped her was beyond measure—a sensation as if her heart had plummeted to the depths of her stomach.

"I-I didn't tell anyone." Amidst her tearful sobs, she stammers, unable to meet his gaze.

"You're a fucking leech, you know that? Even if you did tell someone, they wouldn't believe you. You should be glad I even looked your way in the first place." His lips draw near to her ear, a smirk tugging at his mouth, his tone playful but laced with threat.

"I am sure you wouldn't like it if everyone knew about our little rendezvous, right? They would just think of you as one of the many whores who are willing to spread their legs for me." He backs away slightly, both of his hands firmly clutching her forearm on either side.

"I hope you know what's good for you." He tenderly sweeps her hair aside from her face, his actions at odds with his words as he turns to leave. She stands, head lowered, tears veiling her face, her hair disheveled, staring expressionlessly at the ground.

He arrived solely to dismantle the defenses she had erected against him. That's just what he did. And it was then and there that she realized that light, too, could have dual faces. It wasn't solely brilliance and beauty; concealed within its radiance lurked a darkness far more menacing than the obscurity it illuminated. Lightning isn't just a dazzling streak across the sky; it's a fierce reminder that beauty can also bring pain. That alone defined Huening Kai perfectly.

On the other hand, she was an idiot. She was the one who mistook a storm for a breeze, believing in a calm that was never his nature. In trying to find gentleness, she unwittingly embraced chaos.

Ah, yes, that was the true difference between them. He was the radiant sun, and she, the delicate shadow. His destiny was solitude—a lone brilliance that painted the sky. Yet the shadow found its purpose only when touched by his light, an ethereal dance of existence woven in their contrasts.

It's unfortunate that being lonely fits him, and she was made for begging 'stay'.

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"I'll be coming over tonight, so keep your door open."

A/N: If this does well, what would you like to see next? The back story or what happens next?

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I just opened tumblr after a while and found this. Thank you so much, this was so amazing.

❤️ sasuke x you ❤️

(for @jastheepic)

You are smiling, though a cold ocean is splashing in your eyes. You smile, even though you feel a sharp prick of jealousy inside you. You smile even though you think about how nice it would be to pull the bitch’s hair. You smile, though your anger kills everything human in you. You smile, and your smile makes Suigetsu afraid. 

 Well, you are good. You’ve got a good grip on yourself. You keep repeating in your mind, like an affirmation, that it’s wrong to kill for nothing.

 On the other hand, it’s not just for nothing. 

 Karin is flirting with your man. And okay, the hell with him, you trust Sasuke. But you don’t trust that bitch who practically falls on her knees in front of him. You have no intention of sharing anything of yours. 

 “I think you think too much, honey,” Orochimaru tells you, noticing your condition.

 “You think I’m angry?” 

 “I think I’m the one who would be angry if something happened to silly Karin,” his voice grows firmer. 

 “You think too badly of me.” 

You didn’t hear the answer and headed toward Sasuke. One look was enough to show him your displeasure. He closed his eyes tiredly and put his arm around your waist. Karin snorted. 

“Now do you understand how I feel when you go out with Itachi?” he whispered softly. 

 You hummed and snuggled back up against him. If Karin didn’t soon realize that other people’s toys shouldn’t be touched, it would make sense to break her arms.

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Toxic relationship - Yeonjun version

Warnings: Gaslighting, toxic relationship, and possessiveness etc.

Clamping your mouth shut with both of your hands as you try to muffle your cries. The banging on your bedroom door comes to a halt for a second as your boyfriend rubs his forehead in exasperation. You don't know how much longer you can try to compose yourself and keep praying that everything is gonna be fine before you actually go insane.

Outside your bedroom door, Yeonjun is trying to keep ahold of himself. His hand, once again, begins twisting the doorknob while banging the door with the other.

"Come out of the fucking room and speak to me, Y/n!" He shouts in frustration as he kicks the door. This time, you can't handle it as you break apart in a fit of sobs. He hears your whimpers as he leans against the door.

"I will break this door down if you don't come out."

How did you reach this point? You were tired of his possessiveness, and how he monitored your every move, if you did something he didn't like, he would lash out at you. Unfortunately, you had always been a sensitive person, and he made it seem like everything was your fault which was why you initiated the breakup.

Yet, as soon as those words escaped your mouth hell broke loose. Yeonjun was furious. How dare you try to leave him?

"You think you can leave me? Over my dead body." He growls before kicking the door so hard that it swings open. He glares at you coldly as you try to hide in the corner, wishing to become a part of the wall.

Yeonjun grabs a fistful of your hair, shoving you to his chest. Your heart thumps rapidly in your chest. You look up to meet his eyes as he speaks, "What should I do with you?" You gulp, feeling a lump in your throat. You were thirsty from all the crying.

He loosens the tight grip he has on your hair and instead pulls you into his embrace. He runs his hand gently through your hair like he wasn't just trying to rip it off your scalp a second ago.

"You are so stupid, baby. No one would keep up with you other than me, only I can take care of you. So, don't try to pull this shit on me ever again. I am not letting you go, ever. You should be glad I am even letting you continue your studies. If you disobey me again, you will never see the light of day again."

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masterlist

fluff - 🌸 angst - ☂️

Tomorrow x Together

Yeonjun: Toxic Relationship -☂️

Soobin: Empty

Beomgyu: Empty

Taehyun: Empty

Huening Kai: Not so Sugar Sweet - ☂️