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I shouldn’t be starting another chapter fic, but maybe I could do a really long one shot?

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Basically I really really want to write about Viktor teaching Jayce the four relationship “F’s” and slowly falling in love with him, because I’m cheesy AF

Teach Me

He wasn’t sure how they got here. He and Jayce sitting on the floor, alcohol in hand and stomach. They were celebrating a successful pitch meeting that had finally resulted in an investor stamp of approval to start prototyping.

They had raided their meager stash for drinks and hadn't stopped at just one. His brain, a little fuzzy from the cocktail of whiskeys he’d had so far, heard something so unacceptable he was at a loss for words.

“Ehm what?” He asked, perhaps hearing it again it might start to make sense.

Jayce flashed a small smile around his beer bottle, “It’s true, I’ve never been kissed. Or I guess done the kissing either.” He looked away shyly before taking a swig.

“That’s…” his mind went through a quick succession of words all of which paled for how he felt. Eventually settling on… “wrong.”

Jayce chuckled, “Thats sweet. But still doesn’t change anything.”

Viktor’s mind, a constant churn of problem solving blurted out, “Ech I should just kiss you and get it over it.” Em, wait that wasn’t right, “…over with…”

Jayce was looking at him with a wary sort of awe, and then Viktor realized he must have said something odd. His ears caught up with his mouth and he could feel his face blush furiously. He and Jayce had only been partners for a little shy of a year. Definitely settled into a comfortable enough friendship, but not like this. He couldn’t look Jayce in the eyes.

“I mean… if you wanted to I wouldn’t stop you.” Jayce said slowly. “It’s actually something that weighs on me quite a bit.”

Viktor looked at his partner. What an odd predicament. He certainly thought Jayce was handsome enough, clever, and if he was being honest, totally adorable. He had that rare pure hearted optimism that had been quashed by so much of Zaun. And now he was saying, admitting, he wanted to be kissed by Viktor? Huh. Well, he could do that.

“Come on, then.” Viktor said, gesturing him over with a finger.

Jayce looked a little shocked, but put his beer aside and crawled over on hands and knees. He sat obediently in front of Viktor. A shy sort of excitement present on his face. Oh this beautiful boy, how had no one else been tempted?

He sat up, and because Jayce had still not moved close enough, grabbed his tie, and pulled him in. Up close Jayce was a little trepidatious, eyes roaming Viktor’s face, his tongue darting out to wet his very lovely lips.

He pulled Jayce the last bit forward, their lips unaligned, but easily fixed. His lips were warm and soft, and the barest hint of hops and bitterness clung to them. He stayed that way for just a moment longer before letting Jayce go. Done. Not perfect by any means, but at least Jayce was no longer hung up on something so trivial.

Jayce didn’t pull back right away, lingering, starry-eyed, and blushing. That felt like an accomplishment at least. Viktor leaned back, till his shoulders hit his desk with a thump. A giggle escaped him, here he was, in his late twenties acting just like a school boy. But then again Jayce had only just left university hadn’t he? School was school, so maybe not so strange. At least for one of them.

Jayce sat back, swiping a thumb over his lip, smiling. Jayce was a good one, maybe this would be good for him. Especially if his only references had been books and film, oh speaking of…

“So, have you finished that book I lent you?” Viktor ventured.

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it’s okay babe I know ur doomed by the narrative

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I’m having a lot of fun with procreate :)

Its a wip for Hexbuster’s spending the night in an abandoned hospital :3

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I took part in this years @jayvikgiftexchange and my giftee was @saniaeart I hope you've had a nice Christmas!

Thing is, if you give me any kind of angsty prompt, I will take that and run :3c

So I went with the "melodramatic kiss". I hope you like it.

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Happy Anniversary Crank It!!! Two years is a long time and I love these boys so much! Thanks for all you do @sharpace!

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Pining in a parking lot

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some old jayvik kisses from twitter 🌟

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Too Sweet

Tw: falling out of love, canon references to self harm, mentions of illness

Viktor liked sweet things.

Cake, chocolate, petit fours, bon bons, hard candy, if it was colorful and made with sugar, he probably loved it.

But sugar coating? That was something different. His life was full of harsh truths. “You’ll never run like the other kids.” “You’ll have a hard time finding scholarships.” “You’re lucky to have a job at all.”

Better to know. Better to understand how hard it would be and make a decision, than make a decision based on partial information. Better than to have hope.

So when he started his relationship with Jayce, he thought about it endlessly. He knew it would be hard. But he let himself have that small silver lining, he let himself hope, because against all odds Jayce loved him too.

And it was good. For a time.

Unfortunately, Jayce didn’t share his point of view on harsh news.

Jayce was an ever burning candle, whose emotions swung from enthusiasm to obsession. If he liked something he loved it. If he worked on something he finished it. And if something devastated him… well, Viktor knew that side of him all too well.

So maybe that was why, when the doctor visits started, Jayce became worse than useless.

Everything to Jayce, wasn’t so bad, could be worse, only the best timelines, the best estimates. And it was sickening. Everything he did felt like swallowing handfuls of sugar. Everything too sweet. Too grating. Like sandpaper or ashes on his tongue. It wasn’t useful! It lacked substance! Why? Why!

So he asked him to stop coming.

Unfortunately, that didn’t stop Jayce’s behavior. Everything became framed through the lense of Viktor’s illness. Jayce suddenly took a vested interest in his sleep schedule, his food, his work. New research refocused to braces and surgeries, instead of magic and engineering. Anything and everything to try and force health back into Viktor.

And he knew, knew, that Jayce did it out of love.

But that didn’t make it easier to swallow.

After a particularly bad day, Viktor sat in front of schematics to solve their newest problem with the gate. The whiskey, that he was advised not to drink was off to the side. Spitefully sitting where Jayce could see it.

He heard Jayce move before he felt him. It was their nightly fight, Viktor should go to bed early, Viktor didn’t want to go to bed.

He felt Jayce’s hands fall on his shoulders. He tensed for the argument to come. Like lines in a play the fight was pathetically predictable. Jayce’s fingers dig into his shoulders, feeling more and more like torture.

He heard Jayce sigh, it’s possible he was as sick of this as Viktor was, “Hey, don’t stay up too late. Alright?”

Jayce gave his shoulders one last squeeze, then dropped a kiss on the top of his head, before walking away.

And the relief Viktor felt. Like an all encompassing sigh, they weren’t going to fight anymore. Not tonight. Finally some peace.

And then suddenly

His heart

Felt it

Jayce was no longer his peace.

Jayce’s love had become too sweet for his tastes.

I take my whiskey neat

My coffee black and my bed at three

You're too sweet for me

You're too sweet for me

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I FUXKIN CANT

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I take my whiskey neat

My coffee black and my bed at three

You're too sweet for me

You're too sweet for me

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I take my whiskey neat

My coffee black and my bed at three

You're too sweet for me

You're too sweet for me

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old viktor sketches i still like :)

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Doodle ✨️

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More cowboy!au

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Cowboy!AU for @goddessofgodless and @oddp1ant ❤️ Victor is the new full time vet on the kiramman estate, while Jayce is a ranch hand who herds sheep on occasion.

Yes I traced that horse don’t @ me

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My car's been feeling empty

And my seats, they haven't moved

I can't find a song to play

Keep messin' with the tune

(wip)

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So I opened the idea up to twitter but if any one wants jayvik doodles lmk, I’m in a drawing mood but I’m out of ideas