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i wwant to kill myself

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FUCK NNI JFHRBRNRBR T T OMG NI

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RGSGSHEHEGEGEHGRGG I HATE THEM SK FUCKING MYCH

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suitcase has something very important to say !

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bro absolutely devoured

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My brother took pictures of me and I'm actually so godamn ugly om ah

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grgrgr iI've been gettk g a little too obbsessed with my little cookie game i absolutely destroyed my sleep schedule again barley talking to most of my friends and got my ao3 habbit back oh noes,,, Not to mention the dysphoria has gotten worse because i find kt extremely hard to focus ln the positives in my live because k drown everything out with my thogurhs wow ❗

gdhakamd nnenxndsonejsnx J i k k i really like crk uh :c

I got the package these past few monthes, not eating as much as k shohld, not sleepi g as mhch as k should, havi g mlre SH and hypersecjal thoughgs!!!!!, It's been VEFY hard tk keep the happy and funny persona going kn!!! What if people find out that I'm not actually happy!!!! I need to be the fun loud annoying one because thats sho I've been known as forever k can't just let mental health vet jt the eay noooo bht I've been bottling kt jp tooo long it's starting to show it's starting to really hurt I NEED TK GET OJT LF MY SKIN!!!! GRBAHDHDH

Might've rantwd uahsc. X

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"How much of a people pleaser are you? "

when ever ppeople hurt me wether it be verble or physical I don't want them to feel bad so I pretend I didn't get hurt or apologize or reassure they did nothing wrong which leads to me being used a lot because I get gas lighted extremely easily

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I Feel bad for Richard

I'm starting to think I don't deserve pity.

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"WWhat's your name? " It's not it's not it's NOT what I tell you

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i ddo have gender dysphoria, not in the way most people think, like I'm fine with my body looking feminine, I'm fine with the fact that I look like a women. But the amount of mind gender dysphoria I have is insane, that means that I'm uncomfortable with the fact my mind thinks like a female or that people perceive me as female, growing up treated like a women has got me to think like a women has got me to be thought as a women

BUT II'M NOT A WOMEN I'M NOT A FCKING WOMEN I'M NOT

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i love my dad but I swear if he finds out I'm gay I'm fucking cooked dead

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i love my dad but I swear if he finds out I'm gay I'm fucking cooked dead

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i love my dad but I swear if he finds out I'm gay I'm fucking cooked dead

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i love my dad but I swear if he finds out I'm gay I'm fucking cooked dead

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i love my dad but I swear if he finds out I'm gay I'm fucking cooked dead

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