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A banner was hung above the front doors of Chatfield High School, as Columbine students showed up for their first day of classes there on May 3rd, 1999.

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KIP KINKEL’S THERAPY NOTES

January 20, 1997

Kip is a fourteen-year-old boy with brown hair and blue eyes. He was adequately groomed and casually dressed in a green sweatshirt, black corduroy pants and a black leather jacket. He was oriented as to person, place and time with no evidence of delusional thinking or other thought disorder symptoms. His attention and concentration were adequate for interview purposes. His speech was logical, coherent and goal-directed He was initially sullen but became more cooperative as the interview progressed. He became tearful when discussing his relationship with his father. He reported his mother views him as a “good kid with some bad habits” while his father sees him as “a bad kid with bad habits.” He feels his father expects the worst from him and was not supportive of counseling because of the expense and his belief that it will not be helpful. Kip reported he often feels angry but does not know why he feels this emotion. Kip reported he makes explosives from gasoline and other household items and detonates them at a nearby quarry to vent feelings of anger. He denies intent to harm people or property. If he has a “bad day” at school, he feels better after detonating an explosive. I cautioned Kip that gasoline is very dangerous and advised he not use it for such purposes. When asked with whom he can talk about personal issues he identified his friends and, to a lesser degree, his mother. He cannot discuss his feelings with his father for fear he will become angry with him. He feels he has little in common with his parents and finds talking to them difficult. He is receptive to ongoing therapy. Occasionally tearful when discussing his relationship with his father. Kip is very angry and vents this anger by antisocial acting-out and detonating explosives. He is at risk for accidentally harming himself or others with explosives. He is also high risk for continued antisocial behavior. He is angry toward his father whom he regards as very critical of him and has inadequate strategies for venting this anger. A See in one week with a focus on appropriate strategies for managing anger and improving communication between Kip and his parents.

January 27, 1997

Good week. Temper under good control. Bill making a strong effort to be more positive with Kip and they had a good talk yesterday. No further use of explosives or playing with weapons. Feels less angry and is pleased with his father’s efforts. Less angry and less depressed. See in three weeks.

February 26, 1997

Faith reports Kip is doing very well. Kip is feeling less angry and recently achieved a 104% in math class. He met with Dr. Crumbley this morning who assigned thirty-two hours of community service will require he write an apology letter to owner of car he hit with a rock and pay for damage to car ($50.00). No prosecution planned though, if he is arrested within six months, he will be prosecuted for this event and the rock throwing Faith feels Bill is making an effort to be more positive with Kip though he sometimes continues to add a negative comment after praising Kip. Kip predicts he will be able to stay out of trouble in the future. He is not practicing specific techniques for managing anger Suggested he consider riding his bike, running, shooting baskets or tearing old magazines(old phone books or newspapers) when angry.  Good effort by Kip to manage anger. He continues to feel depressed several days per week but denies suicidal ideation.

April 30, 1997

Kip and Faith in. Kip angry and upset about two suspensions in the past week. Last week he was suspended for two days for kicking a peer in the head after this boy has shoved him. Kip is angry that the other boy, who started the altercation, was not punished. Yesterday, Kip was suspended for three days for throwing a pencil at another boy. The teacher, Mr. Boom, saw this as an assault, therefore the three-day suspension. Both Kip and Faith have questions about how these incidents were handled by school personnel. Recommended parents consult with school officials, perhaps  Mr. Nelson, to inform them of how much progress Kip has made and show them the excellent grades and positive teacher comments from this past term. Kip may have overreacted but feels unfairly treated by school officials. It is important he feels supported by his parents and that school personnel acknowledge his improved behavior and performance.

June 02, 1997

Behavior under good control but his mother is concerned he seems too cynical and disinterested in participating in Summer camps. His father continues to make a strong effort to reach-out to Kip and to be positive with him. Discussion with Faith about possible use of antidepressants. She agrees Kip is having ongoing difficulty with depression symptoms and is receptive to considering a trial of an antidepressant. Kip reports, “Eating is like a chore.” He complains that food doesn’t taste good. He often feels bored and in irritable. He feels tired upon awakening most mornings. He reports there is nothing to which he is looking forward. He denies suicidal ideation, intent or plan of action.

June 18, 1997

PROBLEM: Depression. DATA: Dr. Geisler started him on Prozac 20 mg. A.M. twelve days ago. He is sleeping better and there have been no temper outbursts. Kip is taking the Prozac as prescribed and reports no side-effects. His father is making a good effort to spend time with him and Kip is pleased with this change. ASSESSMENT: Kip appears less depressed though it is certainly too early to assess the usefulness of the Prozac. PLAN: See in three weeks.

July 09, 1997

PROBLEM: Depression. DATA: Faith in with Kip. He missed two days of Prozac while camping with friends but is generally taking it as prescribed. She reports he is less irritable and generally in a better mood with no temper outbursts. His energy remains low but he is sleeping well and his appetite is normal. He is getting long well with his parents and his father continues to make efforts to spend time with him. ASSESSMENT: Kip appears less depressed and is generally doing well. PLAN: See in three weeks.

July 30, 1997

PROBLEM: Depression. DATA: Kip continues to do well. He is taking Prozac 20 mg. A.M. daily with no sideeffects. He does not appear depressed and denies depression symptoms. His mother reports his moods have generally been quite good. He recently returned from a family reunion in San Diego and was very well behaved and seemed to have a good time.

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“All I knew was that I felt a bit different. My way to compensate for that was to say, ‘Well, I don’t go in for those things. I don’t like the drinking. I don’t care for this carrying on, the frivolity. I’m a serious student. I’m above all this.’ To some degree, that was my way of defending myself against something I didn’t want to admit I desired to be a part of.”

 “A lot of my pretensions about being a scholarly type, a person interested in serious studies, was really a defense mechanism. I was accused on a couple of occasions of being aloof, arrogant, and snobby. But it was just a defense mechanism to protect my somewhat introverted nature. I used that to compensate for my outright fear of socializing. Maybe, also, it was a way to protect myself, because I couldn’t achieve those kinds of social goals that I wanted.” 

 “My social life was a big zero. I spent a great deal of time with myself. It was lonely for me…I didn’t feel socially adept enough. I didn’t feel I knew how to function with those people. I felt terribly uncomfortable.” 

 — Ted Bundy 

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First world serial killer problems

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The Night Stalker’s Groupies.

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how many followers do you need to get to the point of anon questions! I need attention!

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Me: “wow, columbine is interesting.” What people hear: “wow, columbine is interesting, I’m sure glad those students are dead, ALL HAIL HARRIS AND KLEBOLD. I wanna murder people. What Eric and Dylan did was awesome, homicide is awesome. KILL MANKIND.

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You see this photo? This is the perpetrator and gunmen of America’s latest school shooting. This is how bad it has gotten. Look at this child. People want to say its disrespectful and inappropriate to talk about Columbine and events like it, they want to put it under the rug and move on.

The longer you look away, the larger the fire grows my friends. Mental illness is not a problem that will treat its self and demonizing those they actively try to understand these events makes you part of the issue.

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On Brooks joining Tumblr...

Columbiners: Brooks, we like you. Get out of here. Go home.

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“A bad hairdo, a black wardrobe, teenage angst-ridden ‘poetry’ … is enough to send you to prison. Death Row, no less.” Damien Echols

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During his High School time, Steven became the boyfriend of a girl named Beth King. The odd thing about this, was that Steven was a “weirdo” and part of the goth group of the school, while Beth was described as a “cute girl who looks like Liv Tyler” which sound to me, like she was maybe more popular. But the relationship didn’t seem to last long and after Beth broke up with Steve, she did spread rumors in school, that Steven has a “small penis” and cant satisfy her in bed. Not long after the breakup, Steve got involved with another girl with the name Kim. But it seems, like this relationship was purely sexual and besides Stevens close friends, nobody knew about it. A friend of Steven described Kim as “a girl your parents wouldn’t want you to date". Steven reportedly also made homosexual experiences during that time and later told his sister once, that he might be gay. Later that year, Steven started to sell all his belongings to friends, who did not know why. On December 14, 1996 Steven took an overdose of Tylenol and called Beth King. He was rushed to the Hospital and survived. He would try to commit suicide several times after this first one. During the following months, Stevens mental condition deteriorated and he was placed in a group home for people with mental health problems. Some time after he arrived there, Steve told his psychiatrist that he had special forces, could read other peoples thoughts and could see his former girlfriend Beth King. So after all that time, she still seemed to stuck in his mind.

Nearly ten years later, on February 14, 2008 (Valentine’s day) Steven Kazmierczak killed five people and himself when he opened fire at Northern Illinois University.

The photo above shows him as a High School Sophomore.