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♡ JENNIE KIM the met gala 2024

[jenubyjane]

♢      —         𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃

trigger warnings for: general angst, general negative behaviors, death and dying. feel free to change phrasing / pronouns to fit scenarios better.

❝ I’m sorry if it upsets you, but I’m going to marry her. ❞

❝ Whatever you’re going to ask, the answer is No! ❞

❝ If you do this, you will be dead to me. ❞

❝ Go to hell . ❞

❝ I hope that what I’ve said hasn’t hurt you too much. ❞

❝ If you leave now, you get nothing. ❞

❝ She doesn’t understand you like I do. ❞

❝ I wish we never met. ❞

❝ Did I make you proud? Did I ever make you proud? ❞

❝ This isn’t just about you. It’s about what’s best for all of us. ❞

❝ Get away from me! ❞

❝ Go. Just… go. ❞

❝ This is my fault. ❞

❝ You promised! You promised you’d stay! ❞

❝ Everyone leaves in the end. They come, and they go. They all go… ❞

❝ I’m not just going to stand by while you destroy everything. ❞

❝ I’m giving up. ❞

❝ I can’t lose you again! ❞

❝ If one of us has to live, I’d rather it was you. ❞

❝ I’ve been lying to you. ❞

❝ Stop acting like you’re happy. I know you’re not. ❞

❝ I’ve moved on. ❞

❝ You don’t understand. ❞

❝ Shut up. I don’t want to hear another word from your mouth. ❞

❝ I never want to see you again! ❞

❝ Don’t touch me! ❞

❝ I’ve never loved you. ❞

❝ I think we should break up. ❞

❝ I’m still in love with you. ❞

❝ I’m a byproduct of a broken promise. ❞

❝ What did you do? ❞

❝ I needed you, and you didn’t care. ❞

❝ We just weren’t meant to be and that was the only problem. ❞  

[jenubyjane]

⠀⠀ ⁎ ˚ ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ 𝒎𝒖𝒍𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆 ⋆ ˚ ｡⋆ ୨୧ ˚ ˚ ⁎

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ jennie as the 𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒍 ☁️ jennie as the 𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒍

carrd. & twitter.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑭𝑳𝑼𝑭𝑭𝒀 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  you look absolutely beautiful/handsome today.  ❜ ❛  i love you more than words can say.  ❜ ❛  i will always be here for you.  ❜ ❛  you are the most important person in my life.  ❜ ❛  i promise to never let you down.  ❜ ❛  come on, let’s get you back to bed.  ❜ ❛  i’m gonna kiss it all better.  ❜ ❛  you’re just like a big cuddly teddy bear.  ❜ ❛  have i ever told you what a beautiful smile you have?  ❜ ❛  shut up and kiss me already.  ❜ ❛  here, i brought you your favorites.  ❜ ❛  just relax and let me take care of everything else.  ❜ ❛  this color really brings out your eyes.  ❜ ❛  will you stay here with me please?  ❜ ❛  do you mind if i use you as a pillow?  ❜ ❛  stop hogging the blanket!  ❜ ❛  i thought you said you wanted to help me with dinner.  ❜ ❛  honey, i’m home!  ❜ ❛  i saw this at the store and thought it would be perfect for you.  ❜ ❛  did i ever tell you how much i love you?  ❜ ❛  you are worth fighting for.  ❜ ❛  i feel like i’m finally where i belong.  ❜ ❛  we should just ditch them and have a night to ourselves.  ❜ ❛  please stay here, i’ve only just started to warm up a little.  ❜ ❛  do you want to go out on a date with me?  ❜ ❛  this right here is why your are my favorite person.  ❜ ❛  you’re so cute when you’re half asleep like this.  ❜ ❛  i prepared breakfast for us.  ❜ ❛  keep it. it looks better on you anyway.  ❜ ❛  go back to sleep. i promise i’ll be there when you wake up.  ❜ ❛  you mean a lot to me.  ❜ ❛  remember we have some plans for later.  ❜ ❛  is it okay if i hold your hand?  ❜ ❛  do you want to stay the night?  ❜ ❛  i think i could live without you … but i don’t want to. i don’t ever want to.  ❜ ❛  only you can make me feel this way.  ❜ ❛  we should just stay in bed today.  ❜ ❛  i’ll come running whenever you need me.  ❜ ❛  you are perfect to me.  ❜ ❛  i think i might need some snuggle time.  ❜

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beautiful jennie in CK vlog <3

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jennie, in all honesty, was hoping for the younger woman to relax— water down the formalities so the two could speak openly but it looked like it may take some time. no matter. she was up for the challenge. after being in the industry as long as she has, jennie was more than ready to shed light on the so-called ins & outs of the world they lived in & give guidance in a way she wished she had from the beginning. “i know you’ll do great,” she raises a fist to encourage ruka.

there wasn’t an ounce of doubt within her. dismissing the topic of joining the new up & coming company was easier said than done. jennie had a newfound admiration towards ruka for being able to speak her mind— even if she seemed to take back her words. the more & more jennie looks at her, the more she sees a resemblance of herself looking back… how could she sway ruka into thinking they aren’t that much different after all?

“ah,” it was plain to see the dedication & confidence ruka had in herself & her group. to believe they could have debuted sooner was easy for anyone to say but when she said it out loud, jennie believed her. these girls were good & worthy of every spotlight they dreamed of being in. “it’ll be overwhelming in the best way possible & nothing, & i mean nothing, beats hearing the cheers from your fans. your moment is coming, ruka, & i can’t wait to see it all unfold.”

her attention is drawn to ruka— it’d been too long since the last recalled meeting and seeing her now was a refreshing sight to behold. before jennie could even react to the mention of that photoshoot, odd atelier was brought up. she scans the young girl, taking any hints that may be lurking. “once i establish myself within the company, i don’t see why we couldn’t talk over the possibility of you joining?” there’s a sheer significant amount of seriousness jennie tries poorly to conceal. a bold move in a place like that. “thank you but i’m not the only one with a congratulations in order! congratulations to you and the rest of the baby monster girls for debuting. how do you feel now that, that part is over?”

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“What you offer is more than enough & I appreciate it. I just hope I provide the same for you when the time comes if you ever need it,” she adds, slipping in a few sips of beer in between words. After a long day’s work, a night in like this to unwind was, indeed, invaluable to her & she can’t find words to express appreciation except offer a grin each time their eyes met. “An adventure every day doesn’t sound so bad. At least she keeps you on your toes, right?”

His question prompts her to pause mid sip while thinking back on the past few weeks. Unfortunately, nothing spectacular happened as of late opposed to the disaster of her attempting to decorate for the upcoming holiday. “Hm, I’ve nothing like traveling to Japan however I’ve been put in charge with decorating the orphanage for valentine’s day— lets just say arts & crafts isn’t my specialty,” she snorts, “how was your trip to Japan though? I haven’t been there for a while now that I think of it.”

@xhxnne

@jenubyjane continued from here!

Sungmin turned down the heat on the stove, and washed and dried his hands to bring her a blanket. The visible tiredness on her face wouldn't fool anyone, and she was aware of it, but he was still committed to feeding her a comforting meal, one that he had mastered over the years because cooking was never fun for him (until he was forced to do it by living alone).

The man laughed when she demanded him to continue, and while he stirred the stew, he resumed the story. "Where was I…? Oh yes, it had started to rain, and I got up from the table I was at. You know, at those food stalls on the street," He recounted as he opened a couple of packages of ramen to place them inside the stew to be cooked. "I grabbed my plate and someone else's beer and left! I was so drunk that time I didn't pay for the meal and left!" He laughed, shaking his head slightly. "I drank a beer that wasn't even mine too."

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𝗃𝖾𝗇𝗇𝗂𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗃𝖺𝖼𝗊𝗎𝖾𝗆𝗎𝗌 𝗀𝗂𝖿𝗌 ☆

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"Happy Birthday! Did you have a good day? I hope you did. I hope you like the gift I have for you, and I'm looking forward to going out to that dinner, not only to celebrate my birthday but also yours."

-Sungmin

"Thanks to all the kids, I had a wonderful day but this? I think this tops everything so far," Jennie carefully observes the gift before gently elbowing his side with a teasing smile, "be honest, was this your idea or your daughter's?"

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starter for @xhxnne

their dinner reservations were made for seven— yet Jennie is sitting in the restaurant’s parking lot an hour early thanks to being a bundle of nerves & excitement altogether! she scrolls through her phone to pass the time until she deems it right to send Sungmin a couple messages.

{ SMS ➔ Sungmin } I’m going to head into the restaurant. { SMS ➔ Sungmin } In case you forgot what I looked like ㅋㅋㅋ I’m wearing the strawberry sweater you bought me :P { SMS ➔ Sungmin } See you soon!

as soon as she’s in, she’s escorted to a table & has a seat while awaiting her friend’s arrival.

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her attention is drawn to ruka— it’d been too long since the last recalled meeting and seeing her now was a refreshing sight to behold. before jennie could even react to the mention of that photoshoot, odd atelier was brought up. she scans the young girl, taking any hints that may be lurking. “once i establish myself within the company, i don’t see why we couldn’t talk over the possibility of you joining?” there’s a sheer significant amount of seriousness jennie tries poorly to conceal. a bold move in a place like that. “thank you but i’m not the only one with a congratulations in order! congratulations to you and the rest of the baby monster girls for debuting. how do you feel now that, that part is over?”

closed starter for @jenubyjane.

face blanched, uncreased eyes started and wild mouth gaped; this was the immediate response whenever ruka found herself in the presence of jennie. she was intimidating, in a good way. the last time ruka had seen her label senior, she still had orange locks flowing down her shoulders. she faltered but a second. "sunb—" at this, she petered out of her own words to correct herself. "unnie!" she beamed and broke into a long look, filling the air with silence until she had noticed the unease marked by her actions. "i saw your, um, coco photoshoot." she followed to clear the mood, but halting a little as a single thought crept into her mind. she wasn't sure whether to bring it up but her mouth had decided for her before she could even think it over. "you should sign me with oa as a solo, too. so we could collab and, you know. we'd make a fire track, i think." there was a lingering timidness in her tone that she was trying hard to play off. she didn't know whether the other would detect the half-meant joke but part of ruka needed jennie to keep the proposition in mind, for the uncertain future. "but really, congratulations! it's such a big step. really inspiring, honestly."

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i swear to you, i don't know how this happened. i followed every single instruction, word for word! "

when the clock struck midnight on new year’s, jennie made a promise to master a new recipe every month with a friend of her choosing. january’s challenge? tiramisu with soojung and after moving a few schedules around— here they were. music fused with laughter rings in the kitchen as the two women dance around one another to get things done. jennie ends up singing nearly all the steps while her companion follows, their end product nigh.

their recipe calls for the lady fingers to be dipped on both sides— not soaked or they will get soggy. however, singing and dancing take precedence over dipping! unfortunately, skimming over a seemingly minute detail makes a big difference. as soon as they’re done, she takes a slice and watches it lean awkwardly to the side. “um.. . eonni, i don’t think it’s supposed to do that?” a flustered jennie looks on at her friend with a lopsided grin. “i— i know you did because i read them to you. well, i sang them but that’s besides the point!”

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the floodgates of embarrassment break free, seeping into every ounce of jennie’s existence. an awkward grin tugs at her lips while she struggles to keep her bout of laughter at bay— to which she fails miserably the second she locks eyes with the last person she served. their face says it all. “um— why don’t we let them finish what they have before serving another round,” she suggests, replacing the bottle in hand with the other. to say she was a wine connoisseur would be a lie, and, it must have been blatantly obvious from the way she observes the bottles. “how often do you cook with wine?”

— » for @jenubyjane continued from this lovely post

soft chatter & musical laughter painted the scene a pretty hue, quaint & lovely like the first snow coating the earth with a blanket of frosty affection. the invitation was well received, yewon more than happy to do her part in the kitchen as a thank you for such an event. used to working alone, in the solitude of the quiet of the dorm, it was a pleasant surprise to toil alongside others as they prepared a feast fit for all. however— there were other surprises, too, like the growing pains of going from one to many. like the easily made mistakes of novice chefs using the cooking wine as an apéritif... a gentle smile, ease & comfort floated to the other as she waved off the apology with a free hand, the other oven mitt pulling the hot pot of galbijjim off the stove-top burner. ❛ it's okay, really! the other bottle for serving is there.❜ she nodded towards the opposite counter where a bottle of a far more fragrant & decadent red stood sentry over the kitchen. ❛ that one is far more appetizing. ❜

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#𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗼𝗳𝘀𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘀 : i’ve been giving this a lot of thought & wondered… would it be weird if i made this muse multiverse? because i have a raging original character idea that keeps poking at me & i’m too lazy to make another muse. at this point, i’m rambling but i could if i really, really wanted to.

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B.P.M. Roll #24

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a sudden rush of guilt outweighs relief when jennie recognizes the familiar tone one usually has when first waking up. her brows tie together, a little apprehensive in baring all when asked if she was okay— even though this phone call was the sole reason of her being anything but. “well,” the pause rings loud with hesitation and a prolonged sigh that draws the silent beat longer, “do you ever have so many thoughts packed in your head you can’t think straight?”

for a second, she rethinks the words that came out, questioning whether or not it would make sense— adding any type of context now just might confuse the poor girl on the other end. usually an attempt to sort her thoughts alone ended with jennie falling asleep… this time around, she reached out to the first person who she believed would understand.

“i’m sorry if i don’t make sense… i don’t know how else to explain it.”

( ♡ : @jenubyjane : continued from here )

a violent vibration from under her pillow yanks momo from her slumber and she jerks into reality, momentarily at a loss of who and where she is. a rare free day, she’d spent most of it in and out of consciousness – awakening only to cook and consume or idly scroll on her phone. most of today’s cat naps had only been thirty minutes to an hour at a stretch – but this last one had shifted from a nap into something far heavier; and so this phone call perhaps was a saving grace, stopping her from messing up her sleeping schedule any further.

her eyes barely open, adjusting to the streak of moonlight that beams through unshrouded windows, dousing the room in a silverly light. she blindly reaches for her phone, groggy and disoriented, though the vibrations refuse to cease. it’s not a notification nor text, not with this consistency. a phone call – but from who? the members rarely rang, and frankly she didn’t speak to many other people in general, especially not over call. finally, she locates it amongst the sheets and the illuminated screen puts such mystery to rest soon enough.

it’s jennie.

she sits ups, propping herself against her pillows as fingers running through the mess of hair to free her face. ‘hey, jennie,’ she answers, voice warm yet thick with remnants of sleep. “no, not a bad time at all, i’m glad you remembered that, of course i’m always here if you need a chat.” her curiousity is piqued, though concern rings louder. through her whispers and reference to momo’s previous offer she knew – something was weighing on her. something was pushing her – and the push was hard enough for her to seek momo out. whatever it was, momo was fully awake and fully ready to give her unwavering attention to the other.

“are you okay? what’s up?”