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‘  So here you are, too foreign for home, too foreign for here, never enough for both.’  

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Gaeul has been moved to my multi-muses blog here. I will not delete the blog here to keep the memories... But I’m starting all over with her there ^^ 

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                                                       Kim Jihae ; 25 years old. Waitress.

                           ‘ nothing can hurt you if you do not dream ’ 

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☼ + Teddy/Gaeul

Send ☼ + a ship and i’ll…

who would be the one to randomly adopt a puppy without consultationIf Gaeul didn’t have her cats she would most likely be the one to randomly adopt a puppy without consulting Teddy first but he wouldn’t mind. He doesn’t care much about pets but he’s good to Gaeul’s cats and pets and plays with them sometimes.

who would force the other to take aesthetic pictures of them Gaeul likes to take pictures for memory’s sake sometimes but Teddy would never admit that he likes it and even makes copies of a picture or two to put them in his wallet.

who would do stuff they think is stupid just to make the other one happy They both respect and trust each other enough that they don’t feel the need to do something they don’t want to just to make the other happy. Gaeul may sometimes act silly to lighten up Teddy’s mood if he’s having a bad day.

who picks out the horror movies to watch just so the other will cling to them Teddy picks them and the creepier the better because he knows it’ll make Gaeul curl up against him without him having to ask her or to initiate it.

who is constantly studying and who is constantly trying to distract them Not really studying but when Gaeul decides to read one of her books while Teddy is around he usually gets bored after a while and starts trying to distract her any way possible.

who initiates the facetime calls whenever they’re separated They don’t really talk on the phone a lot but when they haven’t seen each other for a while and they do talk then Gaeul sometimes asks him to facetime and even though he doesn’t really care much about it he’ll do it for her.

who is more likely to storm out after a fight and who is more likely to cry when they do Teddy is the one to storm out after a fight so he can calm down. He’s prone to violence and he would never be able to forgive himself if he’d just as much as laid a finger on Gaeul. 

who stays up way too late binge-watching their favorite shows Sometimes when Gaeul wants to watch something and Teddy is around she drags him to the couch and makes him sit down with her. It usually doesn’t take long before he falls asleep but that just gives her the chance to curl up in his arms and continue watching TV.

who bites the other’s ear when they’re feeling frisky That depends on who’s in a playful mood even though Teddy is still getting used to those kind of things he sometimes does them as well.

who sprays the other with water when they’re washing the car Gaeul would start but Teddy would get his revenge sooner or later.

who has more fun decorating the house during holidays Definitely Gaeul if she decides to decorate. Teddy doesn’t really care much about holidays in general but he would still help her.

who is more likely to give the silent treatment when they’re mad at the other If Teddy is mad he would usually just disappear for a while until he has calmed down and then return. If he doesn’t have anywhere to go he would most likely be the one to just stay quiet.

who plays with the others’ hair more Gaeul loves to play with Teddy’s hair, sometimes she even does subconsciously when they’re cuddling on the couch or hugging.

who is more likely to climb all over the other one when they’re boredWhen they met and for quite some time after Gaeul kept her distance because she didn’t know whether Teddy was alright with being touched or not but now that they’ve been around and with each other for a while she just grabs his hand, hugs or even climbs into lap whenever she feels like it.

who tries to kiss the other as often as they can Just like with the touching Gaeul was also unsure about kissing Teddy but now she steals kisses whenever given the chance but he does too sometimes.

who pouts when the other one tells them to shut the fuck upThey would never tell each other to shut up, especially Teddy because he knows that it would make Gaeul feel insecure and most likely hurt her because she likes to babble and ramble a lot, which annoyed him at first but he has gotten used to it and now just chuckles whenever she notices that she was babbling.

who initiates the sex and who walks away when the other is riled up  They both do whenever they feel like it but if Teddy is the one to initiate things and Gaeul doesn’t feel like it then he respects it and just takes care of himself.

who always forgets the umbrella and who holds it when they actually have one Teddy never carries an umbrella but Gaeul nags him to take one when he’s going on while it rains, when they’re out together and it’s raining then he’ll carry the umbrella for them.

who demands showering first in the mornings Neither of them demands to be the first to shower, whoever needs to get up and out of the house first is usually the one who showers first and since Gaeul is the one with the job it’s usually her.

who sneaks into the shower with the other one in the mornings Teddy sometimes likes to sneak into the shower with Gaeul when she’s taking a shower which she doesn’t mind unless she’s already late for work because he didn’t want her to get out of bed.

who prefers riding the roller coasters and who prefers playing the gamesTeddy likes riding roller coasters every once in a while because it gives him a certain adrenaline kick. He’ll ask Gaeul to come along but respects if she doesn’t want to. They do play games together though.

who will text the other one thirty times in a row until they respond Neither of them would. They both know that if the other isn’t responding then it’s most likely because they’re busy, don’t hear their phone or don’t feel like talking at the moment. They also know that the other will get back to them.

who always forgets to charge their phone overnight They usually don’t unless they get distracted by other things.

who comes up behind the other and slide their hands into their back pocketsIt took a while before Teddy warmed up to Gaeul enough to do this but now he does it every once in a while when he walks up behind her.

who tries to get hugs from the other as often as they can Gaeul does and even though he didn’t like to let her get too close at first he likes the feeling of having her in his arms now.

who is louder and who constantly has the tell the other to be quiet They’re both not loud. Gaeul likes to ramble and babble but that’s about it and Teddy never tells her to be quiet.

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@crcdletears liked for a starter. 

A few more steps and she’d be in Heaven. Gaeul hadn’t died, no, she had simply a midnight craving and although she had tried to resist because she knew that the kilos she was going to gain would be the hardest to lose, she had found herself facing the 24/7 open convenience store before she could even realize. She didn’t know how she was going to go through the next six months of her pregnancy if she got cravings at random times during the day or night but she’d have to deal with them anyway. She was eating for two, now. 

Wandering through the aisles, she grabbed firstly a bucket of mint-chocolate chip ice cream and it was soon followed by a huge pack of marshmallows as well as the biggest nutella jar the convenience store had. Scratch that, she got two of them. A moment later, kimchi and cheese joined the other ingredients in her basket and she was about to add salty snacks when she caught a familiar face from the corner of her eyes. Blinking several times, she might have been staring for a bit too long until she finally gasped softly, her face breaking into a smile. 

“Insung-ssi! It’s been a while. Hello.” 

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@chiaso​ liked for a starter. 

Tears streamed down Gaeul’s face endlessly and she hugged the pillow a bit tighter and a bit closer to her chest as it was the only source of comfort she had at the moment - her cats were gazing at her curiously from their basket but they went soon enough back to licking their paws. Heartless kids, she had muttered at them before she blew her nose in a very unlady-like manner; she didn’t care anyway. Everything was just so sad. It crushed her heart in a million ways and she just couldn’t stop herself from bawling all the tears in her body, which was completely ridiculous, she was well-aware of it. 

When a knock at the door tugged her out of her despair, Gaeul sniffled and waddled over to her front door, her brown eyes widening slightly at the sight of the woman she was facing. “Oh--” Her eyes filled up with tears once more but she was quick to reassure her friend. “I’ve been binge-watching Disney movies all day and I’m just feeling so emotional right now. Damn hormones. And those creators! How dare they kill Bambi’s mother?!” 

And then, Gaeul started to cry again. 

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@nahvuns​ liked for a starter.

“Have you seen the cherry trees blooming? Maybe we could go there and take a walk-- You know what, I’m suddenly craving for a green apple and kiwi smoothie, do you think they sell that somewhere? I’ve tasted that drink during my trip overseas and it was so incredibly good that I even dreamed about it.” Gaeul laughed into her phone that she had blocked against her ear and her shoulder while she was picking her clothes for the day. Being twelve weeks pregnant, her belly was showing quite a bit already and it was getting more difficult to find comfortable clothes - her dresses were a “no-no” and she had found out that she couldn’t stand the feeling of wearing pants. Apparently, her baby liked to feel free which didn’t surprise her at all considering her personality. 

“Let’s meet in an hour by the subway exit in Myungdeong, okay? I need to get ready. See you later!” 

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@fri0lero​:

[ text ] don’t be sorry! I am happy to have you back and alive! [ text ] and djfhdkhfd pregnant? [ text ] when? and how? I mean i know how it happens but how did it happen to you? [ text ] is it Hakyeon? Does he know? [ text ] anyway i’m on my way!

(text: Minhee) I’m most definitely alive, silly.  (text: Minhee) I’ll tell you everything once you’re here, okay? And we’re gonna need lots of ice cream, my freezer is empty.  (text: Minhee) I love you, you’re the best. <3 

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@chxnyxl​:

When Teddy’s phone rang he had no idea who was calling because he had just recently trashed his phone by accident. He managed to keep the SIM card but unfortunately all numbers were saved on his phone so instead of a name showing up it was only the number. He knew her number all too well of course, but he didn’t pay attention to the screen so he just stayed silent for a moment after picking up to see who it was and that he could just hang up if it was someone he didn’t want to talk to. “Gaeul?” He responded once he heard her voice and a small smile tugged the corners of his mouth upward. They haven’t seen nor have they spoken to each other in quite a while and even though he would never admit it, he missed her. “What’s up? Are you alright?”

Hearing the familiar’s voice of the male had Gaeul releasing a quiet sigh of relief as he didn’t immediately hang up on her. That could mean that there was still hope for her to apologize in person for her disappearances. Leaning back in her couch, she closed her eyes briefly - god, she had missed him so much. “I’m, yeah, I’m fine.” She assured with a small smile, her free hand automatically resting atop her stomach. “I just... Do you think we could meet sometime soon? To catch up, and all. I also want to apologize and such because clearly disappearing without a word wasn’t in my plan but things happened and I just had, god, here I am rambling again, I’m sorry.” She muttered, pressing her hand now against her face. “You’re free to ignore me.” 

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@pareidvlia​ liked for a starter.

Despite being the weekend, free day where she was supposed to rest and stay at home, Gaeul pushed the wooden door of the old bookstore open and stepped in, relishing in the sight of so many books awaiting to be read and bought. Books never failed to fill her with such happiness and comfort, it was weird in a way, that she was reaching for them more than she should be reaching for human contact and being social. At least books weren’t exhausting, they didn’t make her over-think and wonder if all of her actions would have consequences in the future - no, books allowed her to be herself with her flaws and mistakes and problems and they would just accept her in their various worlds, taking away her mind from reality and giving her a break from everything related to feelings. 

Her feet lead her to the Young Adult section although she didn’t know why it was specifically reserved for people of a specific age. Everyone should be allowed to read the books they wanted to without fearing categories, she thought, her lips pursing as she tilted her head to the side to get a better view of the titles. With a soft sigh of her lips, she stood on the tip of her toes to reach for a book that was placed a bit too high and without wearing her usual high heels, it was just impossible to get. Looking around for her, she adjusted the strap of her rainbow colored handbag and made her way over to a woman who stood with her back to her before she cleared her throat for fear to disturb her. 

“Excuse me.. Would you mind getting a book for me? I’m too short.” 

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( Here is another attempt of me coming back, again! Hello everyone, Gaeul’s mun here. Having been busy with work and other muses, I didn’t have time to give Gaeul all the attention she deserves but I’m not letting her go, never. She’s always my favorite, no matter what. Anyway, I’ll be here today. And you can always find me on aim @ writergaeul - I check it very, very often and it may be easier to reach me there both ooc and ic-wise. 

Most of my drafts have been deleted because they were outdated and I’m sorry about that, but please like this post for a starter or send me a message if you’d like to plot. Thank you! )

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You're so beautiful, I--

What are you saying? No, no, you’re the beautiful one. 

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[ mail post ]

Dear Gaeul, 

I have been looking through some stuff about parenting. WHAT THE HELL THOUGH? I mean, I knew this was going to be difficult and hard and have loads of not sleeping at night but…DO I really have to clean that baby’s butt? ? I’ve heard it smells worse then one of those monsters morning breath! 

okay, sorry. That was inappropriate. But do you know what I mean? I might be a bad dad. I might be not good enough. I might be fighting off those monsters that are chaising our lil peach. I might faint when you’re giving birth. But I will be there for you. 

did I say that already? I did right? 

I’m sorry. I keep repeating myself. Hah. 

I hope you’re doing fine. I hope the baby is fine. and I hope hearing from you really soon. I miss you. 

with much love, Hakyeon. 

After tidying up her place and treating herself two huge black bean noodles bowls - only three months in and she was already having cravings, she’d become huge by the end of her pregnancy and she was pretty sure Hakyeon wouldn’t stay with her if she looked like a whale - and Gaeul settled herself in bed, the demi-god’s longer letter between her hands as she read it over and over. She knew that he was trying to be here for her and the baby and she appreciated it. 

Our lil peach, he had written. That made her smile. But she was already so tired and she wasn’t sure she could be able to deal with Hakyeon at the moment. Her fingers delicately placed the letter down on her nightstand and she turned the lights off, not even having the strength to open a book as she curled up under the blanket and wrapped a hand protectively over her stomach. Tomorrow would be another day. 

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[mail post ] Dear Gaeul, it has been a while you made contact with me. maybe you did on purpose, maybe it’s because you’re busy with whatever you’re doing. But I just want you to know           I’m here. For you and our child. I’m sorry if my reaction on the news scared you, but I’m honest. I’m here for you, I will always be here for you and I hope you let me. with love, Hakyeon. 

She knew it hadn’t been fair for him to disappear after dropping the news of her pregnancy on him. But no matter how much she had wanted to stay and see where that brought them, Gaeul had needed some time away - everything had been so confusing and changes were bound to happen... She still left. There were things she needed to deal with and she knew she could only do by herself. 

Days and weeks flew by until she finally had the possibility to slow down and go back to her safe haven that was her apartment. It was familiar and comforting and it took her a moment to move from the couch where she had sit down on. She still needed to get her cats back from her neighbor but all she could do for the moment was run her fingertips affectionately over the black and white picture that showed her fetus who was growing to be her child in her stomach. Beside her laid Hakyeon’s two mails and a soft sigh left her lips. 

What was she supposed to do? 

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