jessewithapen

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I was literally on the up and up. like things have been exponentially better.

met someone who fw anderperry at theatre camp 2day. I could be on the up and up!

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i love being me and beign able to lust over old actors and wear my favourite jeans and listen to my favourite music all the time

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with the agegap im talking like

like wow........

anderperry au agegap Todd is older, Neil is younger, they both meet way after graduating on like a movie set or something and they figure out that they both had the same english teacher in high school who's with me

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i am probably autistic wtf

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anderperry au agegap Todd is older, Neil is younger, they both meet way after graduating on like a movie set or something and they figure out that they both had the same english teacher in high school who's with me

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what if we kissed at the brokeback mountain 20th anniversary rerelease

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theater is so crazy. it's insane to be somewhere that's trans accepting by default.

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when i think about anderperry for too long i want to crunch on my laptop. really crunch it.

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my big 5 yaoi pairings and why (no particular order): 1. Anderperry (dead poets society)

I love cute boys in preppy clothes. I also love vintage stuff and vintage gay stuff and queer history and anderperry fits so neatly into this little niche. also dead poets society is one of my favourite films. i loveee the cinematography.

2. Scollace (scott pilgrim vs the world)

I think that Ramona is way too good for Scott. And Wallace is hot!

3. Renga (sk8 the infinity)

They shaped my middle school experience. I can't just not mention them because i know everything about them.

4. Reddie (IT)

UGH! My faves, my schnookums, my goodness! I love reddie! I love Eddie Kaspbrak and Richie Tozier! Again, I love vintage and I am interested in queer history and whatnot and I find Eddie's character so interesting in the way fear of sickness can kind of mingle with one's fear of queerness.

5. jack twist and ennis... brokeback mountain..

cowboy yaoi internalized homophobia 300k words. Love!

Honourable Mentions:

Sasamiya (sasaki to miyano)

MacDennis (it's always sunny)

Hilson (House MD)

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i think one of the reasons i love falsettos so much is that it is a musical which is essentially a play with lyrics instead of lines. it isn't a mosiac of scenework and dance numbers and singing, it is a play delivered through song. at least that's what i think about it. there is no musical quite like it. william finn's death is probably going to affect me for a little while.

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dead poets society illness has not been coursing through my body the past few days. this is probably whta it feels like to be normal.

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guy at this workshop kinda cute... worried im following him around too much and he doesn't actually fw me that much...

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girl i used to like has an undefinable presence and energy that i don't actually enjoy enough for me to actually like her romantically anymore. or ever again i think. she's cool though. You Go Girl! and whatnot.

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if i chew on my pencil while rewatching moral orel for the fourth time what kind of fixation is it?

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i spent 3 months high off yaoi. wtf was i jacking to this shit is crazy.

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got wayyy too into glee as a kid

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