jessmckay

[jessmckay]

ooc; heeey bbies, just wanted to let you all know I’ll be stepping down from the group as an active member, but I’ll still check the main and keep running the group, etc. <3

[jessmckay]

I’m still feeling like shit, and honestly, if you’re surprised about that? So am I. I never expected this to hit me so hard, like at all.

Hey. Didn’t feel like bringing stuff up at work so I guess here is a good place to ask. How ya feeling? You need that girls night yet? @jessmckay

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He HAS to be trolling.

What Infinity War did he even see?

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You can’t be serious.

Infinity War?

More like Infinity Snore.

ajajaja good joke

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I’m sad I have no idea what even is happening in NJPW right now. It’s been days since the last time I watched. 😩

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It’s not weird, don’t hurt their feelings, please.

The sex bots coming in my messages and liking my stuff is so weird.

Come on dude.

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aphrocassite:

Tomorrow works for me. You just keep your head up and think positive, okay? Fuck him. Don’t worry about him.

I’ll try, Cass. I’ll try. I love you.

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aphrocassite:

Forget about him. Come to mine and pig out! We’ll have such a mini slumber party.

I...maybe tomorrow? I just can’t really deal right now and, I don’t want to eat anything.

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aphrocassite:

Then he’s just an idiot. Should of felt how lucky he was to have you around.

It’s whatever, honestly. It doesn’t matter anymore.

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aphrocassite:

You’re like this precious flower and should just be god damn protected at all times. I want to punch him in the head. Not the face or mouth, his head! Knock some sense into him.

It doesn’t matter anymore, I was obviously not worth of his time.

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aphrocassite:

He’s a cunt, Jess. A fucking cunt. Nobody just disappears on someone like that. Nobody just stops texting and calling. You don’t deserve that. Nobody deserves that!

...I know. I know.

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aphrocassite:

That’s how relationships work sometimes. Sacrifices and feelings and just about everything else. It ending the way it did was definitely not right, though. I’m going to keep my thoughts to myself on that one.

Might as well say whatever you want to say. 

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aphrocassite:

Sweetie, we don’t have to at all if you never want. I’m just letting you know that if it ever comes to it? I’m here. To talk. To cry with you. To spoil you with junk food. All of it.

It’s just...I feel like the stupidest person ever. I sacrificed so much for that, for trying, for...thinking it would go somewhere, I don’t know. I’m just so...devastated. Didn’t expect it at all.

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I’m not exactly sure I want to talk about it. At least...not yet, I don’t know.

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Don’t ask me how I found out. I just did, okay? Okay. Gosh, I hope you’re alright. You’re my best mate, Jess. My best friend in the whole world and I know how much everything meant to you. It sucks. I know it does. I’m here for you, okay? Whether it’s in the middle of a tour, a show, or back home in Orlando. I’m here for you, always!

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Probably aliens! 🤔

Same as hell. I don’t get it!

[jessmckay]

Sounds about right, mate.

What the actual fuuuuuck. Why did I randomly got followed by so many weird blogs? What’s h a p p e n i n g.

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UHM. Nooooo! 😱

What the actual fuuuuuck. Why did I randomly got followed by so many weird blogs? What’s h a p p e n i n g.