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There's poetry in the way I want to be touched.
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I’ve been guilty of not recognising genuine love that has come my way by mistaking anxiety for butterflies & stability for a lack of spark. now the mirror reflects darkly, but necessarily so that I see it for what it is & make space for gruelling change.
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update: 4hrs in. I need to stop watching this at night ರ_ರ
alr y'all- og silent hill 2 4hr gameplay was a warm up... time to sit thru the 10hr REMAKE ᕦ⊙෴⊙ᕤ
#feels like devs focused on rendering characters moreso in the middle of the game than the beginning - makes sense IG!!#I love the original cutscenes!!!! they're carrying rn tbh lol#Angela's remake is my fav so far- everyone's is pretty good tbh#I think Maria is a little silly lol#the way she flirts is what I think ppl actually try irl and it just cracks me up#thoughts
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im doing an art exchange wit bes fren aka the best gift giver in the world this sunday
....im so screwed
#shes like have you been collecting since the beginning of the year?#💀💀💀💀#bro..... i just started last month...#GAHHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭#HELLLLPPP MEEEEEEEEEEE#thoughts
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scribbly sketch
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luteal really kicked my ass this time around
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it's having to unlearn that I don't need to "earn" love and respect by telling myself I'm already deserving
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Self care sunday is doing yoga and meditation to confront the anger and tension built up inside you then breaking down silently on the mat because you don't want your severely anxious mother to hear you in the next room over
it feels like a curse having words of affirmation as one of my main love languages being raised in a dysfunctional household where slicing up fresh fruits or preparing a snack is their way of apologizing and saying, "I love you"...
it's not that I don't appreciate the gesture- but it doesn't solve anything. I feel like I've done all I can to understand where they're coming from, but why can't the same be done for me?
#I still care about you#thoughts#lol and not my therapist saying “have you tried telling them how you feel?” 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#even hit me with the “well that's how that generation is”#like miss ma'am lol- respectfully shut up
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it feels like a curse having words of affirmation as one of my main love languages being raised in a dysfunctional household where slicing up fresh fruits or preparing a snack is their way of apologizing and saying, "I love you"...
it's not that I don't appreciate the gesture- but it doesn't solve anything. I feel like I've done all I can to understand where they're coming from, but why can't the same be done for me?
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how do you grow when the people you're surrounded with are constantly repeating the same habits, mistakes, and lies that have damaged you in the past?
#it pains me to say that I don't feel safe around my own family#I just need to move out but it's been so hard to fkn saaaaaave#and I sadly have nowhere else to go#thoughts
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alr y'all- og silent hill 2 4hr gameplay was a warm up... time to sit thru the 10hr REMAKE ᕦ⊙෴⊙ᕤ
#1hr in- so far I'm really loving what they've done!!!#voice actors are on point#lil moments paying homage to the og sh2#feel like the character design is alr- idk seems stiff???#BUT SOUND DESIGN IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE 😭😭😭🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽#ambiance paired with the SD choreography ugh MUUUAHHH 🤌🏽#alr I got my snack#time to continue#thoughts#jessstressed
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reminder that common interests do not guarantee compatibility
#yikes!!!#thoughts#please stop trying to push for something that isn't there!!! especially when I've made my intentions very clear!!!#off the foundation of what exactly???... that we both like xyz?????#mmm nah!!!
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