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I'd pay to be a fly on the wall in the same room as Neil the first time he gets drunk.

That guy has almost no filter when he's sober and possibly about to get killed for talking shit. Him drunk? In a safe environment? Surrounded by people who he considers family? Feral. Unhinged. Give him a karaoke machine NOW.

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TOM: Your retirement started a bit of a domino effect in the driver market. Were you [surprised]? SEB: [...] To be honest, I didn't really follow any news in the break...

#is it me? am i the drama? i don't think i'm the drama... maybe i am?

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tagged by @renison taylor my love i am so so grateful to have you in my life. the things that we’ve been able to talk about and share together makes me feel so so SO much less alone in this world and i just??? don’t even know how to say how grateful i am for you???

the rules: tag five or more people that you are thankful for in your 2020, that you’re thankful exists in a world that’s hard to live in. whether that be through random reblogs on your posts, or people you have had full blown conversations with. whether it’s just seeing them on your dash, or interacting with them.

ok so @lawleits: i’ve told you i suck at words as my love language and i do but please know you are absolutely one of my favorite people in the world. i talk to you more than i talk to my irls and more than almost anyone else on the internet. i am so so fucking grateful to know you, you are just an absolute light in my life. i wish i had the words to say more, but please know that every day i don’t talk to you i miss you and even when i feel overwhelmed and need a break, i am thinking of you. you bring me so much joy and laughter that i don’t even know how to express it

@sidekickz bie ilysm. i have had so many laughs with you and we are able to hate on so many things together and you’re just. an absolute inspiration to me. i am so happy that you reached out to me and like?? just damn you’re the best. you understand my humor and appreciate my cursed takes and i just love you for it.

@89x98 isaac the two months that we were parted absolutely devestated me even though i knew and understood that you needed time away. you are legit one of my favorite people that i’ve ever had the pleasure of meeting and you make me smile on a daily basis.

@pyrata i feel like there’s nothing we haven’t talked about and yet i constantly yearn to know you more. honestly the fact that we were following each other for two months before ever really talking i think we can both agree was a complete waste of time. you are an absolute goddess and i just. fuck dude. i love you so much. you don’t judge me for anything i say and i can say whenever i talk to you i really feel absolutely listened to.

@jamesvanriemsdyk despite what on the surface seems like very different interests, i am so glad i followed you and we started talking. hearing your voice is always a highlight of my day, and you truly are kinder to me than you should be. i yearn for the day we can truly meet.

@yaskhan without giving out too much information, i hope you believe me when i say i truly truly hope that i have helped you half as much as you have helped me. whenever you reach out to me is a reminder as to why i try and do what i do, and you are so well spoken about the things that i feel that sometimes i don’t even know how to respond because you put it so well. please know i believe in you, always and forever, and i will always be here for you.

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even though 2020 was an absolute shit show, it has been a great year on tumblr for me :) i learned to make edits, had a fun stint on litblr, and found some of my favorite shows and movies.

thank you to my lovely mutuals, you all have certainly made my time on this blue hellsite so amazing. every time i see you on my dash, it’s like a bit of sunlight☀️  shoutout to all the wonderful creators whose talent continues to amaze me these past months despite lagging notes and busy schedules

special love to these mutuals <3

@alfonso-cuarons @balsamdyke @darthsidious @dimelions @dragonrepublic @dramiones @eleanorguthrie @en-sam-malas @findsilver @gcndalf @gordonlam @harry-strickland @jake-gylllenhaal @janesaugusts @jmesbarnes @joeal-kaysani @kuwei @lukearnold @missorgana @mothershroom @nicholas-brauns @nikov @only1 @patruchilles @pyrata @rockyblue @saoirseronan @samwillson @sargents @sleepsongs @stewy-hosseini @suckmydickofficerbitch @thaestraels @titlecard @tmhnks @wherepoetsdie @wrenhal @yonceknowles

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wish i could go back to eden and give eve a vibrator

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North by Northwest, Ole Marius Joergensen

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Comet Panstarrs

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Books I’ve Read in 2019 → Shadow and Bone by Leigh Bardugo

Another philosopher wrote, “Why can a Grisha possess but one amplifier? I will answer this question instead: What is infinite? The universe and the greed of men.”

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making faces of disgust at random men in public to encourage introspection

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gay yearning + dreams; and the object of their affection’s response

(insp.)

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deleting files is such a rush… freeing up disk space… oh baby

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I look out most for really great material, and as I am a black woman, I think the majority of really great material written for women that feels true and authentic and honest is often by women. That doesn’t mean it’s exclusively by women. But every project I’ve done that’s been good and been recognized has had very diverse writer’s rooms or creators that ten years ago probably wouldn’t have existed, and it shows in the material.

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Thinking about how Portrait of a Lady on Fire said that even if an encounter is brief, the love surrounding it can be lasting and it enriches your life and changes you and that’s never a tragedy

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here comes the rain again, eurythmics c. 1983