jimjammin777

[jimjammin777]

so big trigger warning for discussion (and maybe romanticism) of rape click to read more about my night 🥰

quick recap for those who havent seen the original post. earlier in the year i had a hookup buddy and we saw eachother a handful of times and it was all good and fun until he ignored my "no anal" boundary and didnt stop when i told him to stop and i left his place literally torn and bleeding out my ass

anyway i ghosted him after that. i blocked his number and at some point he got a second phone number and i blocked that too. recently though he reached out with a 3rd phone number and y'know i recently got dumped and my self worth has been very low lately

and hell i am nothing if not desperate

so i caved and went to see him

i was allowed to use the door this time instead of climbing in and out of his window (thank god) and it went surprisingly well. he didnt do any surprise anal this time and we went at it for like an hour straight. his mom was across the house and he was playing music pretty loud, so we didnt have to worry about noise which was nice because i low-key lost control halfway through 😭 i cant help it he started pulling my hair and i was gone

anyways bro had an ANKLE MONITOR 😭😭 so not only did he rape me but hes also a criminal which makes him doubly dangerous

first thing i did after leaving was message my wife about it (duh) and well her response was "Jamie, i would never trust that man again" but like..

criminals do be hot tho

anyways hopefully he invites me over again soon

and it's not like i really minded the rape all that much like yeah it sucked and it hurt a lot but halfway through it was enjoyable and thinking back on it occasionally turns me one so 🤷‍♂️

and like im like 3 times his size he's a little twink but he holds me down so well and it's pretty hard to fight someone off when half of you doesnt really want to

[jimjammin777]

got lots of new period content if anyone's into that please dm me (it's free!) or if anyone knows where i can post stuff like that without it being taken down lmk!

[jimjammin777]

um sorry for moaning when you stabbed me. it's been a really long time since anyone touched me like that

[jimjammin777]

where do i find op and are they interested in having a harem

sickens me to my stomach. how dare this guy get to live my dream.

[jimjammin777]

reblog this if you are a nervous wreck with shameful fetishes you are too scared to talk about so I can get you drunk or high enough to tell me all about them and then forget

warning: I will slowly weave your fetishes into our conversations, manipulate situations so you end up living your most erotic fantasies, mock and tease you for liking them even if you verbally disagree and push you to develop new, even stranger kinks

[jimjammin777]

i crave the attention

The urge to bother my mutuals

[jimjammin777]

whens my turn 😔

guys she got me a dog tag that says my name on one side and the other side says “if lost return to [her phone number]”

IM GONNA LOSE MY SHIT /pos

[jimjammin777]

stress relieving beatings, reblog if you agree

[jimjammin777]

how the fuck did that work

im so good at flirting

[jimjammin777]

im so good at flirting

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sometimes i tell myself getting raped wasnt traumatizing at all and then the next time i try to masturbate i have a panic attack and cry all night

[jimjammin777]

why is there no subreddit for period blood kinks?? i have a picture to post 😤😤😤

[jimjammin777]

POV you're on Reddit and see a bunch of posts about a YouTuber used to watch being an awful person and then someone in the comments says they have screenshots for proof and then they DM you the screenshots and the "proof" is one out of context post (which was funny by the way), a screenshot of an anonymous person attacking someone, and something that is not remotely bad at all? where is all this proof? kind of telling when they say that everything else has been "wiped from the internet" as if that's the thing that's possible, especially when this person is already getting backlash for dumb stuff. everyone's going to be screenshotting that shit so where is it? baseless claims of death threats where you say you have the proof and then suddenly you can't show me means nothing to me

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hhhhhhhhhh

you want romance, i want violence. i'm glad we agree

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never not going to reblog this when i see it my god

clicker training but the clicker is my open hand against your face

[jimjammin777]

i feel so normal on this account just posting occasional petplay shit and thats like probably the worst to be seen on here meanwhile on my alt shit gets wild

[jimjammin777]

ive been having problems with driness lately but i still love leaving toys in after im done using them but im not wet enough these days for it to be easy to pull them out after sitting in my for an hour so then i just have a massive dildo stuck inside me