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y’a du sang sur le sol, y’a des larmes sur mes joues —

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the feeling of having a deep connection with someone in a totally platonic way make me wanna romanticise the mind

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and I would gladly drown myself in the void of his mind to wander like a ghost in his darkest and unspeakable thoughts so he would never have to feel alone again.

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i just need to be safe i don’t need to be inside their mind

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i fuckin hate the little part of my personality that craves to be inside peoples minds all the time

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the voices always said to not trust you xx

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when i was 12, my writings were garden flowers and eden,

when i was 15, my writing were slow nights smoking by the window,

when i was 19, my writings were just darkness and death and violence and please destroy me a lil more please

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the truth is i’m tied with a rope of insanity and it’s burning my skin, twitching my heart, itching my brain, i can’t fight it anymore

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every minute out of his mind itch my soul to the core and I would give it without looking back it to drown me in the darkness of his heart.

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i have a lot of memories, some have been consumed by shame, some have been erased in the smoke of weed, some have been invented and deeply imagined, some are unbearable to me and disappear when my fists hit the walls

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im selfaware, nothing can happen.

im selfaware, i see what’s happening.

im!!! selfaware!!! i!!! see!!! what’s!!! happening!!!

yet, i’ll still watch it silently.

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the truth is i’m always alone, i always was and i’ll die alone. the only few people i let in make the wait less long.

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i wish i could be even more unhinged. i could send a room to silence with a look but i need more, just gimme a knife.

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my mind is battlefield except both sides are dead and the only thing left is the delicate destruction of death.

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the voices screaming in my skull but the shadows stopped moving —

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every night, he finds sleep against my skin when i grow my inner world to find peace in my mind.

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mes yeux se ferment mais mon univers continue de fourmiller dans mon esprit