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[jirayus]

placing this blog on an official indefinite hiatus! ill set up a queue soon to post while im not here. im mainly at @chessmanz for the time being!

[jirayus]

placing this blog on an official indefinite hiatus! ill set up a queue soon to post while im not here. im mainly at @chessmanz for the time being!

[jirayus]

placing this blog on an official indefinite hiatus! ill set up a queue soon to post while im not here. im mainly at @chessmanz for the time being!

[jirayus]

placing this blog on an official indefinite hiatus! ill set up a queue soon to post while im not here. im mainly at @chessmanz for the time being!

[jirayus]

placing this blog on an official indefinite hiatus! ill set up a queue soon to post while im not here. im mainly at @chessmanz for the time being!

[jirayus]

there's joy in your expression, unbridled joy that brings a large grin to your face. when hand reaches out and ruffles your hair, a sweet giggle spills from your lips. your happiness .. is it pure ? or created by the drinks you've been having ? how many cups have you swiped from others already ? the night has barely begun and you're swaying a bit on your feet. " i could tooooootally go to top speeds ! i'm like .. like mcqueen from cars !! the ears actually help me go faster ! " you inch just a bit closer, hand covering mouth as you whisper-yell to her. " i have an extra pair if you wanna match with me ~ " / @knifvd

          JAYLINA   is  a  sparkling  lightbulb  of  happiness   ;   watch  as  her  small  SMILE  turns  into  grin  ,   (    oh   ,   how  you  still  play  doctor   ,   how  you  still  play  mother   .    be  as  violent  as  you  want  ,   but  that  doesn't  wash  it  from  your  HANDS  .     )   slender  hand  with  scarred  fingers  to  REACH  OUT  and  ruffle  the  other's  HAIR   .       ❛     the  absolute  CUTEST  were-driver   .   although   ,   i'm  not  really  sure  how  you're  supposed  to  drive  like  that   ...  i'm  not  sure  i  could  exactly  trust  you  to  go  TOP  SPEEDS  !    ❜       

[jirayus]

open.

" can you guess what i'm dressed up as ~ ? " you're clearly dressed as a racing driver but .. is that .. dog ears on your head ? " i couldn't decide .. so i just decided a were-racing driver was the best ! i'm cute, aren't i ? ruff, ruff ~ "

[jirayus]

the disney park .. man, you wish you could go there ! as a kid, you were dragged to socialite events and boring business dinners .. never to an amusement park or anywhere fun. even when it was just you and your mom, you never went .. there was never enough money to go. and now .. there still isn't enough money to do something like that. a smidge of the light in your eyes dims, your smile falling into a faint frown for a few moments before it formed a grin again. " nah, i've never been. i'd love to go ! it's just, y'know .. crazy expensive. but man .. i'd kill to go and see it all in, like, real life. maybe we can go together someday ! " / @dumbthink

"oh, dude. cars is a cinematic masterpiece." not a single argument here. maybe nadine doesn't think it's the best movie ever, but it is certainly quite high up on the list. "have you ever been to the uh, the disney park? where they've got the actual cars?" as they speak, they're making motions with their hands, maybe trying to gesture to how big one of these life size cars might be. so... car sized. "it's like... a dream vacation for me." / @jirayus

[jirayus]

someone who is good at finding manga/webtoon/etc fcs .. help me

[jirayus]

'no, stop watching it [the streamer] or you'll be really cocky. don't listen to his nonsense. you can receive compliments from me' OH I NEED TO FINISH CHENGS BLOG SO BAD

[jirayus]

i forgot i made jira 6ft and honestly. why is he tall

[jirayus]

want to press our muses together like barbie dolls (kiss kiss) but i also know that jira is like. Not a great person and has an insane amount of flaws that makes it difficult to ship

[jirayus]

when it gets hard || sentence starters.

CW for panic attacks, depressive themes

"hey. you look tired. you alright?"

"something wrong?"

"look. i can tell you're not feeling great. want to talk about it?"

"i won't leave you. not now, not ever."

"it's okay to rest. i'm right here."

"sometimes your brain will lie to you and tell you bad stuff, but it's not true. it's never as bad as it seems."

"it will be okay. i promise."

"hey, it's alright to let it out."

"you hide behind that facade so much. why?"

"you're not going to leave me, right?"

"want to do something stupid to take your mind off all this?"

"we'll live. we'll live, both of us will, please believe me!"

"don't do this. it's not good for you."

"we will survive and afterwards, we'll... get some ice cream. or go to a nice restaurant."

"i don't know if anyone has ever told you this, but it gets better. it will get better, i promise."

"do you have anyone who supports you? do you have anyone who cares about you?"

"can i have a hug?"

"maybe it's not okay right now. maybe it won't be for a while. whichever it is, i won't leave you."

"hey, stay for a while. i gotta share this popcorn with someone."

"sleep fixes a lot of stuff. it's like emptying garbage cans in your brain."

"stay with me, please?"

"follow my breathing, okay? in for one, two, three, four... hold for one, two, three, four... out for one, two, three, four."

"let's go for a walk together. where do you wanna go?"

"there - you can cry. it's okay. i would never judge you for that."

"it doesn't matter what you say or do, i won't let you be sad alone."

"i'm your friend, idiot. i'm not going to abandon you."

"don't just repress everything! that's dumb, and it'll hurt your brain."

"if you need a breath of fresh air or a change of scenery, i know a place we can go."

[jirayus]

PROMPTS FROM PRACTICAL MAGIC *  assorted dialogue from the 1998 film, adjust as necessary

sometimes i feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn.

be careful what you wish for.

wish you could believe in me.

we have to banish him.

he wants me. just me.

what was that, [name]?

you know what? i wished for you, too.

let him take me.

the nudity is entirely optional.

it wasn't me, it was you.

we'll grow old together.

can love really travel back in time and heal a broken heart?

i think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean.

don't die on me, [name], please.

i bet we even die on the same day.

of course you're going to see me again.

hang on to your husbands, girls.

what wouldn't i do... for the right guy?

i have this dream of being whole, of not going to sleep each night, wanting.

i took an oath to uphold the law.

life is perfect.

don't do that.

i'd like to think so.

i have never asked you for anything.

i feel like i'm never going to see you again.

what are you doing?

i came here to bring in the bad guy because generally that's what i do.

sometimes when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, i dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for.

i just want someone to love me.

i want to be seen.

please do this for me. please?

hold on just a goddamn second. one step at a time.

that's how you came to live with us.

everything is just so blissfully normal.

i wish you could see us.

they like to meddle in people's love lives.

thought you never wanted to fall in love.

you're saying what i'm feeling is just one of your spells?

fall in love whenever you can.

when you find yourself the center of attention... it's not that they hate you. it's that... well. we're different.

you have the worst taste in men.

i was born with them.

since when is being a slut a crime in this family?

you ever put your arms out and spin really, really fast?

maybe i had my happiness.

you promised me that.

so what kind of... uh... craft do you do.

yeah. it's not real.

curses only have power when you believe them. and i don't.

all i want is a normal life.

that's the point.

yeah, well, you know. all relationships have problems.

that's what love is like. it makes your heart race. it turns the world upside down.

when are you going to realize that being normal is not necessarily a virtue?

well... it's what i want.

now that was me.

i don't want them dancing naked under the full moon.

the guy i dreamed of doesn't exist.

is that why they wanted to hang her? because she's a witch?

i don't even mind the beard.

there's a little witch in all of us.

what was that?

i'll tell you all you need to know.

one step at a time.

you think he's dead?

is he cute?

you came for breakfast? we're having pancakes!

what's wrong? cat got your tongue?

someday you'll explain this all to me.

[jirayus]

" lost ? " that's a interesting question. well, not really .. but the way you answer is probably interesting to her at least. maybe. you shrug, looking around before your gaze settles back on the other. " depends. i might be. i might also not be. " she seems .. expensive. and scary. her tone is similar to the ones he heard often as a kid, the voices of rich women that would scold you for every single thing you did .. not the fondest memories to remember. / @fractise

" are you lost? " the woman leans in to ask, intrigued by their presence within the trinity towers at such a late hour. " the building is closed, you know? " @jirayus called upon the doctor.

[jirayus]

What happened to your other blog?

haha i got suuuuper stressed and overwhelmed and (blah blah blah) i deleted it along w some other blogs of mine so i can focus solely on jira

[jirayus]

📞 AHAHAHA PLEASE

" yah ~ yaaaaah ~~ ! " you're drunk again. at this point, when aren't you drunk ? it's almost like a beer is in your hands constantly. " come 'ith me ~ ? don't ignore meeee, i wanna go t'a baaaar !! imagine how many drinks i can snag without anyone noticin', haha !! can you hear me ? helloooo, hellooooo ? " you're squinting at the screen, blurry vision and bright screen distorts your ability to see, it takes a few moments for you to fix the issue. " oh, i had you 'n mute. hahahahaha ~ okay, let's go get smaaaaaashed, be ready in like ummmm .. ten minutes. " / @vonerde