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jjstein2 · 14 days ago

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chase/jj but its the canon egos (or at least loosely based around canon). jj is rescued and chase is the only one who can protect him while jackie, henrik and marvin are looking for anti. jj is very agoraphobic and constantly hides in small spaces, plays with childrens toys when hes stressed and shows extreme signs of sexual abuse. when anti crawled inside jj's skin, it was scary and it hurt and they did scary things together that make him dissociate and when anti left him alone he felt dirty, dirty, dirty. chase hears him take long, long showers daily while he drinks and drinks because hes alone and he misses his family. anti has hurt both of them. anti has carved holes in both men that they cant ever seem to fill.

they take care of each other. chase tries to give jj as much comfort and safety as he can while jj keeps chase company when he's had too much to drink. they share the same face, but they love each other. jj needs to fill the cavern inside him that anti clawed out, he can't take the emptiness, and so he gets chase to kiss him and become physically intimate with him, escalating until they're in chases bed, chase taking and taking because its been far, far too long, and he's so alone and miserable but right now he has jj, filling that longing in his chest better than liquor. jj giving and giving because thats all he knows how to do, chase filling that empty space in his chest finally, after aching for so long, after agonizing over what anti did to him he feels okay. they claw at each other's skin, grasping and kissing until they can't anymore, curling up together tightly to sleep, both wondering if this was the right thing to do or just a desperate attempt at feeling peace for once

#its.......definitely not healthy in any way but like. theyre both really fucked up and miserable and they make each other feel safe #jj really just needs the sex and chase really just needs the connection and both of them just need comfort #also theyre hiding it cause they dont want jackie or henrik to find out bc they might find it weird/not okay #idk just having a lot of thoughts about this dynamic today!!i dont really care abt canon these days but sometimes its fun #to be a bit nostalgic for the old lore :')#nsft #ego shipping

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jjstein2 · 18 days ago

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drawed this at 11 pm last night..........beautiful woman.........

#lets see how fast tumblr nukes this one #her butts kinda big but keep in mind!! i was very eepy #this is meant to be fem!jameson btw #need to draw.......more women.......with boobies........#this was a pinterest pose if im being honest LOL #my art

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jjstein2 · 21 days ago

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Sighs dreamily this art is sooooo Jackie <3

#must draw him like this……#jackie

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jjstein2 · 30 days ago

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jameson's thoughts: sigh......i do wish dark would hold my hand in public spaces, i get so nervous around new people and environments i would love something to ground me, something to remind me that dark is there and won't leave me........

meanwhile in dark's thoughts: if i hold his hand everyone will call me a faggot and beat me to death

#f slur #is this anything.#internalized homophobia dark ftw!!!!!#im about to pass out in bed but i remembered i had this post planned in my head while i was at work

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jjstein2 · 1 month ago

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ive been yearning and yearning for so so long to have someone to fuck its starting to make me insane. LOL

#jerking off is fun but its starting to really make me sad cause id love to have a sexual experience with another human #want to kiss....want to cuddle and hold hands......want to eat someone out........sigh #i promise im not tryin to be an incel but im just really sad that i dont have someone in my life i can kiss and fuck #its been *checks watch* 10 years since ive had a girl that i could call mine but even that was awkward and we didnt know what we were doing #just so long for years and years and years of having no one. no relationships romantic or sexual nothing #stupid ass dating apps arent really great. i have a sinking feeling people dont want to match with me cause im nonbinary #or maybe im just kinda ugly. maybe both #if any of my followers wants to fly up to michigan to see me we WILL be sucking and fucking i literally cant take it anymore #nsft #vent tw

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jjstein2 · 1 month ago

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its near midnight but pls consider: jameson wilford AND dark threesome

#i am soooo out of it but ill elaborate on this later......mmmm jamie just needs to be sandwiched between two sexy men for a bit #for his mental health. just sayin #ego shipping

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jjstein2 · 1 month ago

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just reread my pee fic and! fun fact!! i initially conceived the idea of jackie having an embarrassing secret piss kink because of Dark. like im obsessed with the idea of jackie and dark hooking up to specifically explore each others nastier/taboo kinks and indulge in each others fantasies that they cant explore with anyone else. i have had this scene in mind where they're laying down, dark is forcing jackie to lay on top of him for awhile until jackie begs to get up to go to the bathroom, but dark is having none of it and basically bullies jackie into pissing on his lap as an act of dominance. yee

#i neeeed to develop an au of sorts with no other purpose in mind other than to have dark tie up jackie and fuck him into submission #or.....maybe......dark letting himself get dominated?? maybe treated to some nice aftercare??? maybe????#idk. maybe jackie comes with chase when he flies to america for a streaming convention and while chase is busy #jackie and dark are doing things that would get them cancelled on twitter. and maybe put on some kind of watchlist #anyways.#nsft #ego shipping #unsanitary tw

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jjstein2 · 1 month ago

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is this a safe space to say that i had some worn leather shoes donated today, and i got a lil horny looking at them. can i say that

#can i say that i have a fetish for suits #is that ok. can i be honest with u guys abt my fetishization of the humble generic businessman #i dont know what it is abt a good suit. i just really find the whole ensemble deeply erotic #slight nsft #now u guys understand why i like drawing dark. smiles

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jjstein2 · 1 month ago

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#ASDKFHAJKSDHFALSKDFL #literally in love with ur art op very awesome stuff #reblog

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jjstein2 · 1 month ago

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Mushroom

#reblog #so pretty!!! omg the way they are looking at each other <3 eeeeeee they are in looooove #darkstache

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jjstein2 · 1 month ago

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miiiiiight start reworking a piece today about jameson and his Crate........i have many thoughts about jameson and his cozy dog crate he likes to sleep in sometimes

#i have NOT DISCUSSED THIS YET!!!!! im exploring it a lot in this fic but if i end up abandoning it i will share my ideas #basically its half a kink thing and half a comfort thing. he likes being a puppy :3 #i think it needs him getting edged and overstimulated tho. and then gets locked back up again hehehehehe #i neeeeeed to get back into writing consistently........ i have like a bunch of wips id like to make into full pieces #and also writing is really good for my brain. very relaxing and fun

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jjstein2 · 2 months ago

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In the first picture, why does Dark have an arm behind him while stroking himself? Is it on Wilford's orders? To limit his movements? Or was he fingering himself open also? Great art anyways! Love the monochromatic colors. ^^

anon im gonna keep it real with u. i was struggling with where to put his other hand so i just drew it behind his back 😭 however i do enjoy the idea that its wilford's orders to restrain himself quite a bit tee hee

#i am so glad you liked those pieces!! i love monochromatic colors with those two in particular #anyways i appreciate the ask!! love when people engage with my work whether its thru asking questions or comments/tags :)#ask #nsft

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jjstein2 · 2 months ago

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