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smbody wants to b friends? like $h buddies or whtever i just don wanna feel lonely but everyone around me will find me disgusting if i talk about $h or ed or stuff liek that yk, english is not my first language, spanish is, im okey w any trauma or thing i wont judge, i jus dont wanna feel alone anymore

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want to have things done for me, have my decisions made for me, why should i have to think? im too dumb for that, all i know how to do is listen and do what im told, and make people happy by letting them use me however they like, need someone to tell me what to do and control me

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Oh no you had a bad day? :( hit me until you feel better :)

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I don't need you now, I needed you when I was a child begging you not to abandon me.

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trying 2 sleep w fresh cuts is so painful

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maybe that's why nobody loves me lol

People have to be out of their fucking Mind to actually love me.

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Is it bad that I really love how my sh looks? It's so pretty, fresh and with scabs.

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I need to stop checking my phone every minute no one loves me

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my motivations to lose weight!!

so i wont compare myself as much to others

so i will be able to always fit cute, small clothes

so i wont worry about my stomach

so people will like me more

so if a boy ever likes me ill be small and dainty for him

so people will be amazed at how small i am

so people wont even believe i can weigh so little

looking cute and thin in pretty dresses!!

summer/warm weather!!

so i can learn to love myself

so i can feel happy

so i will look effortlessly good because of how small i will be

so i can be guys' crushes

so people will admire me

so people will talk to me more

so people will worry about me

so i can be small and fragile

so people might be jealous

revenge on the guy who played w me (bonus!)

and also..

so i can workout without hating it

so i can be less hungry

so i will have more self-control

so i will be more active

so i will look good in photos and videos

I am determined to do this, even if I fail one day, I will get on track the next.

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Just finished my first day of this diet, I feel great I haven’t felt hunger all day. Let’s hope this works and I’ll probably do a few days of maintenance after. If it does work I’ll probably keep repeating it along with maintenance. Wish me luck!

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Some more of my fav th1nsp0! Sources are Pinterest/twitter/tumblr

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depressed “cutting is the only thing that makes me feel right now” < manic “the blood is so pretty, the sting of the razor is amazing, i wanna finger paint with the crimson then lick it off my fingers”

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My favourite mal3sp0 of all time!! Pinterest/Tumblr/twitter 🦦💫

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why is destroying my body so fun?