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i love you -K

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do you know a kevin already?

no owo

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When both your favourite people are ignoring you and they don’t give a shit that they’re your favourite person and they just constantly self destruct and never talk to you anymore and it hurts and so you go jsut

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I don't want to eat. I don't want to sleep. I want to stare at a wall. I'm empty. Devoid of any emotion. I'm cold. I could study. Nothing would interfere. Half formed thoughts can be easily pushed away. I should study. Nothing else comes into focus. Everything is blurry. I'm numb.

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cigarettes: Bad. very bad.

my brain after feeling one (1) ounce of stress, anxiety, and depression: yknow what would be great is if u smoked 3 cigarettes in a row. Do It

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If any mutual needs my # hmu

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Do you ever wish you were fucking dead just so you could escape the fear of never finding your friends again and killing your brain so it can’t fuck with you anymore? cause like, thats a big mood for me 

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me: *sees a picture of myself*

Me: “I am……Disgusted”

[joa-cutie]

When both your favourite people are ignoring you and they don't give a shit that they're your favourite person and they just constantly self destruct and never talk to you anymore and it hurts and so you go jsut

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Test collage from the new software I’m using for @joa-cutie who is currently not well!

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I feel so fucked up, so depressed, so useless, I just wanna go to sleep and not wake up ever again.

(via suicidalproxyy)

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My WiFi shuts off @ 8:30 so if I suddenly stop talking its not cause I hate you

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i love laying the FUCK down and sleeping

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I don't deserve redemption for what I did

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Even when you feel like every little decision you make is going wrong and you are messing up every little thing.. you aren’t. As long as you try your best and make decisions that make you happy it’s okay. Don’t sweat the small stuff, I promise you are doing great.