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Hey

Tuff month, but made it through. Celebrated my birthday for the first time in like 10 years. Can honestly say I enjoyed it with a few important people in my life. I also moved into my own apartment, thank god for that 🙏🏾. Reached a year with a beautiful girl who stuck with me through it all ❤️ But through all that I still feel unachieved, incomplete like there was no meaning to my happiness. cause through all of that I still feel stuck in the dark. Sometimes i wish for an endless sleep, but then I remember there’s people who didn���t get a choice to live, they were robbed of that choice. Or the people who would love to still be down here, but got called home! Lost my cousin yesterday. Another death in another year. That’s 5 in a row. So much darkness around me but I’ll continue to try and shine bright!

LOVE,

Joey

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How do I know im doing life right. I feel as if Im lost everyday. Every decision, every choice feels wrong. Some days im happy but most days feel like im counting down till my death. Will I ever amount to anything? Whats my purpose? I dont know. The pain lingers still but I manage. Thats all I can do these days. I wonder whats its like on the other side. I hope its easier than this. I just hope as long as im here im making the people around me happy. Thats the only thing keeping me going. Ive been defeated since I was 8. Nobodys knows the pain and burdens I carry daily. But im still here. Im still trying, still fighting. I dont know how long I can keep battling but for now.

IM HERE ❤️.

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“You will always be too much of something for someone: too big, too loud, too soft, too edgy. If you round out your edges, you lose your edge.”

— Danielle LaPorte, The Positivity of Pride

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“If it turns out that my best wasn’t good enough, at least I won’t look back and say that I was afraid to try; failure makes me work even harder.”

— Michael Jordan

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“They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.”

— Andy Warhol

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“Everybody wants happiness nobody wants pain. But you can’t have a rainbow without a little rain.”

— Unknown

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“When your head hits the pillow tonight, remind yourself that you’ve done a good job. Be patient with yourself, and remember that big things are achieved not all at once, but one day at a time.”

— Nicole Addison

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“The best way I can love you is by not losing myself in you, but growing with you.”

— Unknown

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“I think I sound crazy right now. I probably do live in my own head so it all make sense to me.”

— Tyler, The Creator

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Californication, (2007-2014)

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I'm trying. I'm

trying to get better.

I'm trying to be happy. I'm trying to stay

focused. I'm trying not to get upset. I'm trying

not to over react. I'm trying not to over think.

All I can do is try.

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Need it!

i want her legs wrapped around my waist

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“Sometimes we break our own hearts because we expect too much.”

— Unknown

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