#tw depressing thoughts

[imamonstr]

i wanna cvt myself to de@th

i hate myself so much

why do i sh?

it's the only way to keep calm and don't feel that pain. i have to lose so much weight until i look like my perfect th1nspo

[livingwiththedeadgirl]

I can do nothing but beg for death

[cherryesthyme]

reminder: no one will take care of you as long as you look healthy💊

[kittythatyaps]

"do you ever shut up?" im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

[just-the-girl]

If you’re looking for a sign not to binge

~ this is it ~

[analyfeglory]

People should just not mention anything even remotely destructive in front of me… my mom mentioned the name of her sleeping pills today so guess who’s prepared for their fourth suicide attempt of the month now?

[insignificantfailure]

I'm such a failure, a complete fucking failure

[denny-artsss]

TW: serious vent post, some personal info. updates on stuff

(Mention of SH and suicide please don't read if you're senstivie to these subjects.)

I wanna start by thanking everyone who keeps sending me asks/requests and supporting what I do. Writting and drawing are two things I always used to express myself and make others happy with.

I can't begin to explain how much my heart gets filled with joy seeing all the people enjoying the stuff I do because I have always been told I am not good enough. My drawings were always called bad just as my writing even if I gave my all into them.

Due to a lot of issues, mentally and physically, i have been SH for a long time. I tried to take my own life several times in ways I can't even describe.

When TADC came out, I had something to hold on to. Yeah, it's a silly little show, and it's stupid to hold on to, is what people tell me. That I should have other reasons to hold on to. But currently, this is all there is. This and the amazing people who like what I do and support me. Every day, when I wake up and see my inbox filled with asks, requests, and my comments filled with people commenting, sweet, and funny stuff, it makes me smile, and it takes a lot to make me smile because I am so deeply buried in tears most of the time that I can't even see the world around me. So thank you, everyone, for the love and support. You guys have no idea how much one single comment makes my day. Just to know that there is someone who found me important enough to interact with me means the world to me.

I will be gone soon for a bit, I'm not sure how long, but I will be back. I am currently working on some art and fanfics that got requested, which I will post before I leave.

<3

[hardcoregayanalsegx]

The thing that no one tells you about depression is probably (people do say It just not that much and for me it's one of the worst parts aboout having depression) the guilt like I can't take criticism without feeling like I need to sl!t my throat

[lenissz]

I don’t like where I am, I have no motivation, I don’t like the things I used to like, I can’t imagine myself in the future, I’m not happy, I hate myself for being unhappy

I don’t know what to do

[kokainekatze]

so tired of communicating gotta just lock in and cvt

[cherryesthyme]

i have a pair of small jeans that bought to motivate myself to lose weight. recently, my mother took them and laughed, saying that i would never be so thin....

bulimia has probably never hit me as hard as it does now.

[lostmf]

[eccedentesiast-skies]

You’ve grown into someone who would have protected you as a child. And that is the most powerful move you made.

[rainywhispersblog]