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Radiohead- Myxomatosis

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Boys Night Out - Where We Breathe

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Walking out in the nighttime springtime, needling my way home. I saw Leah on the bus a few months ago. I saw some old friends at her funeral. My steps keep splitting my grief through these solipsistic moods. I should call my parents when I think of them, I should tell my friends when I love them. Maybe I shoulda gone out a bit more when you guys were still in town. I got too caught up in my own shit, that’s how every outcome’s such a comedown.

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Is our only reward in being truer to thyself reprimanding those that are not? Does it only distill to those that are given the opportunity and those who are not?  What is the standard to which we should be held accountable?  Where is the balance?

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9/365

Nick Kwas Christmas Party // Sorority Noise

I spend a lot of time above water.  In fact, I spend most of my time in my room.  Lately that’s made me wonder  if I’ve given up on trying to be someone new.  Because I don’t like who I see,  each morning when I look in the mirror.  In fact it’s the only thing I fear,  that I’m empty inside these bones.  I’m not scared of ghosts,  I embrace them all as friends,  because one day I’ll be dead,  and they will know my name.  So I’ve been counting down my life,  existing in hours,  to see what I have left.  If I see 25, i’ll be surprised.  If I see 32, I’ll take every letter I wrote to you  and bury them alive.  If I see 44, well I haven’t thought that far.

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And you tend to pretend that you didn't always see when I psychically said “You should choose me instead.”

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100 Days of Music

Day 59: Basement - Covet 

When I’m with you, I don’t want to be with you.

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Adventures - Like Seed

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Because you were younger then And thought you didn’t have to care about anyone But you’re older now And you wish that you could

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I am thirsty for silence.

Margaret Atwood, from Cat’s Eye (via violentwavesofemotion)

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Free Throw - Two Beers In

[pre-order from CYLS]

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Tall Ships - “T=0”

Touch is important in a world all burst apart And full of people trying to feel whole again If the space we fill is infinitesimal And time won’t wait for anyone When I’m with you we are invincible Together as one, our worries come undone

Everything, touching 

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prawn // why you always leave a note

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In case you missed it yesterday, we've announced That We'll be working with Portland, OR's Wild Ones to release Keep It Safe , Their fantastic debut album. The above track is "Paia" from que album and you can download it for free from the band's soundcloud. Thanks, everyone!

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When she sat me down

Just to tell me I’m alone again

The only thing I thought was that I don’t need any friends

cause they’re all living in my head

and things will never be the same

but I don’t think I’d have it

any other way

and my thoughts

haven’t really changed

the only thing I can’t figure out is who’s to blame

for all my selfish deeds undone

I guess that I’m the only one who knows that in the end I didn’t try hard enough

I can’t wait to die alone

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I like people too much or not at all.

Sylvia Plath  (via venaes)