johstan

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what if i revived this......

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[8:39PM] johnny had you pinned against the wall, lips attached to yours as they trailed down your jaw line, along your neck, his hands holding a firm grip on both sides of your neck. pulling away both with swollen lips, heavy breathing he looked at you, smirking slightly. “still want me to make you be quiet?” you nodded out an “mhm.”

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[6:30AM] it was impossible to stay asleep, tossing and turning, feeling bad for keeping your boyfriend Johnny awake, as well. but when you turned over everytime he was knocked out, mouth open and snoring quietly. wishing that was you, you huffed, grabbing your book off the night stand thinking reading woukd lull you back.

that didn’t work either, within 10 minutes you gave up. getting up to get a glass of water. it’s as if johnny had a sense that led him to know when you left your shared bed. “baby?” he called out, as you stood by the door. “go back to bed, love.” you cooed, hoping he would listen. “no, why are you up? are you okay?” rubbing the sleep from eyes he checked the time. it wasn’t unheard of to be awake right now but it was both of your weekends off, and you two had been up late.

“i just can’t seem to calm my mind down.” the frown on his face broke you, as he beckoned for you to come back to bed. he turned on your stand up fan, closed the curtains so it remained dark, and pulled you into his arms. “listen to my heart and match my breathing, babygirl.” you did just that. wanting to protest he didn’t need to worry, and he should rest. but you knew he wouldn’t give up. you felt your eyes start to feel heavy. focusing on both of what johnny told you, and his hand rubbing circles on your back. “you deserve your rest. i love you.” when you realized you just needed this reassurance to finally fall back into sleep land.

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[9:45PM] laying next to johnny you go to get up from the bed, feeling your muscles scream at you as you let out a gasp. johnny was quick to notice, rolling over to help you “baby take it easy, was i too rough on you?” thinking about your five round sex session all around the house, the positions, and how he left your body bruised, covered in love bites, and the multiple orgasms. it wasn’t too rough at all, your body was just not too happy with you after all of that. “no, not at all. my body is just in sore.” a pout left your lips as your lover frowned, scooping you up in his arms, taking you in the direction of the bathroom. “johnny, what are you doing?!” you asked, fluttering from how easily he just picked you up.

“getting us clean, and helping you unwind, princess. now shush. let me take care of you.” pursing your lips, you accepted his word was the last. as you sat on the counter he placed you on. you watched the boy turned on the shower, but then filled up the bath with your favorite salts and a few oils. “let’s get clean, then we help those muscles unwind, okay?” you nodded as he slid the shirt off of your head, it was just the one he had on before you two got to work. he kissed your forehead gently, smoothing his hands down your body before removing his own briefs and helping you to your feet. “you okay?” a small ‘mhm’ left your lips as you continued to fall into in johnny’s hands for the rest of the evening. 

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[5:17PM] the foot steps got faster and faster, approaching the bedroom in which your boyfriend was in, presumably relaxing after his work day. you were so eager to see him, peeling the work clothes off of you, too excited to have him home at a normal time. 

you busted through the door, causing the boy to look up, slightly bewildered, at your half dressed presence. “what’s wrong, babe?” 

“nothing, i just. i couldn’t wait to have you home when i am.” he moved off the bed, walking up to you as he towered over your frame. “you’re so cute, you know that? i won’t lie i was passing time until you were home, too. guess we’re both pretty sappy, huh?” you nodded, leaning your head on his chest as his arms held you close now. “i wouldn’t change a thing, though. knowing you love me like i love you brings me such a wave of content.” his lips pressed against your head, giving you tiny kisses as he hummed happily. “knowing our hearts are the same keeps me sane most days, love.” you both stood in comfortable silence before johnny spoke up.

“now, let’s address why your shirt is off.” 

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if we hit 400 followers i will legally ascend into the atmosphere 

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im not sure if you are doing those number requests anymore 😳 or if youre even taking requests- but i was wondering if you could do 41 + 57 😔👉👈 i love all your writings!! they are so cute 💓💕💞

hi!! i still am! requests are more than welcome  💓 and thank u so much!!! hopefully you like this  💞 [41. im pregnant + 57. is that my shirt?] [7:25PM] staring at yourself in the mirror, you were in the normal attire of johnny’s big shirt to hide the feeling of being entirely too heavy for your own body, the bloating was constant, and you hardly felt like wearing any of your more form fitting clothes. this was the 5th day in a row of wearing this, and eventually johnny spoke up. “babe?” your head perked up, seeing him walk in your bedroom after his shower. “is that my shirt?” the heat rushed to your cheeks as you looked down, realizing you had finally been caught.

“i, uh, it’s the only comfortable thing lately for me to wear. “ as he crawled into bed next to you. “baby, what’s wrong with your clothes? not that i mind, you look lovely like this.” his hand found register on your lower back, pulling you closer. “i don’t know, i just feel way too big for anything, and uncomfortable.” a frown played across his features as he placed a kiss on your forehead. “well, you haven’t been well all week...do you think you could be...?” he didn’t need to answer before your eyes widened. you didn’t even realize it was all adding up, your brain had been so scattered all week that the pieces never fit.

“oh god, i think so. isn’t there a test under the sink?” he nodded, as you two had always kept one just in case. johnny rose from the bed, quickly holding you as he led you over. “i’ll give you some privacy, but im right here okay?” he said before it was you alone with your thoughts. 

3 minutes was all it took before you had the answer that was on both of your minds: pregnant. inhaling sharply, you felt the tears prick the side of your eyes. with shaky hands you opened the door slowly, as your eyes met your boyfriend’s you knew he knew. “you’re pregnant?!” he exclaimed, quick to wrap his arms around your body to spin you around. “I’m pregnant.” 

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[10:19PM] it was when laying in bed, resting your head peacefully on johnny’s chest that the boy perked up suddenly. lifting your eyes to meet his, you raise a brow to question the sudden jolt of excitement.

“babe, what if...we got a dog!!” the lingering stare remained as you were wondering how on earth he thought of that on the spot, but also if he had wanted one for awhile and just forgot. “are you sure, baby? what kind?” softening your approach now, you realized johnny with dogs is probably one of the top sights to witness.

“not sure, but, we should check online at shelters. i wanna adopt one! probably a medium size or small. “ you nodded, realizing it did get a bit lonely when he was on busier schedules. “okay, we can start tomorrow. but also - you are NOT naming it Johnny Jr.” the shock covered his face, as if you had outed his plan. “WHAT? What other name is there?!” 

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[12:12AM] it’s when johnny’s large, strong, right hand is around your throat, your pupils blown out, mouth hanging out without a sound leaving you, that you hear his words as he nibbles softly on your ear. “i’m going to push you past every limit tonight, baby.” before you felt the fire in you spread to all your limbs.

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356 followers when i log on after a hard week: i do be crying.

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[2:25PM] it was a normal lunch out with your boyfriend johnny, just eating sandwiches at a local cafe, enjoying the time of a slower schedule for once before he grows silent. “johnny?” you asked, wondering what he had on his mind.

“oh! sorry, babe. i was uh, thinking...what if i got a tattoo?” the question caught you off guard. tattoos are lovely works of art, meaningful or not, but you knew with his line of work they weren’t entirely smiled upon. “where did this come from? would you be allowed to have it?” 

his brows furrowed, still in thought. “if it’s in a non visible place, or one i could hide it, then i don’t see what’s so bad. i just think they’re beautiful, using a body as a canvas.” squeezing his hand tight, you gave him a reassuring smile. “then i support every decoration you want to add.” 

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[1:45 AM] “hey babe!” you heard johnny’s voice echo through out your apartment. assuming it was nothing more than a ‘yes or no’ question you yelled back. “what?!” hearing no reply, you paid it no mind. he probably figured out what he was doing.

then you heard his foot steps against the wood floor, as his head came to rest on your shoulder. “babeee” he pleaded. you eyed him, continuing to do the dishes at hand. “i said what, what’s up?” 

“it’s important come to the room!!” shaking your head, you suddenly felt his presence leave your space. “after the dishes, love. i promise.” he shook his head. “nope! now! this is an exclusive thing.” he said emphasizing ‘exclusive’. seeing that he was now gone, your curiosity got the best of you. putting the dish down into the soapy water, you dried your hands, eagerly searching to see what your boyfriend was up to.

you find him laying in bed, patting your side to join him. you climb in reluctantly, snuggling into his arms. “babe, what was so exclusive?” you poked, when he finally just stared quietly for a moment. “that i love you. and you work too hard, so you have to lay here and let me tell you how much i love you.” seeing the victorious grin on his face made you not regret leaving your chores at all.

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[6:45PM] “babe, what if i was a ceo?” the random outburst caused you to look up from your reading, raising an eyebrow at your boyfriend johnny’s voice. “where did this come from?” realizing he was behind the door to your bedroom, you kept your gaze glued to the door to see what he was up to now.

suddenly, he walked out in a grey suit, his hair still messy from his day, but nevertheless, the fit was perfect, accentuating his tall figure. “isn’t it believable? y/n! i need that paper on my desk by 7, don’t be late.” he spoke in an authoritative tone. your mouth was still open, not sure how to handle the small office fantasy that was now bubbling within you. now you understand where it comes from.

“babe, that tone and suit is very dangerous and i advise you to tread no further.” you warned, throwing your book aside now, your mind too busy with thoughts of your lover. “what’s the matter? ceo johnny too much for you? do we need a private meeting after work?” the smirk on his face gave away that he knew what he was doing, and you hated that he worked it so well. an audible gulp came from you as you nodded meekly.  “meet me in the room at 7, don’t be late.” he said with a wink, as he walked back off towards the bedroom, closing the barrier between both of you. 

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I absolutely love your blog, everytime I see a new post from you it just makes my day infinitely better 💕 Dont worry about the writers block or "not posting enough" too much. We all appreciate your posts as they come 😊

y’all are really gonna make me cry 🥺 i’m so glad they make your day better! i will keep that in mind on my bad days. i appreciate your kind words so so much  💕 thank you!

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Girl I love your blog and it makes all my Johnny fantasies come true 😍 I followed you the minute i started reading your work 💞 so of course you’d have so many followers! Well deserved

thank u so much :(( you’re an angel!! i appreciate it so much.  💞

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omg...299 of you ARE FOLLOWING? like i said, with lock down and my mental state, i try to update as often as my brain isn’t having a block. but thank you all SO much. this made my day :(

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[3:56PM] it was the silence that fell between both you and johnny, as your lazy afternoon carried on. laying your head on his chest, the sound of his steady breathing about to lull you to sleep. there is no way to describe the way all your muscles come undone, the tension leaves, your mind is empty, it’s the pure heaven of just laying there, being near your lover that allowed your lids to finally close.