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The art of moving on. (5)

They say when you meet the love of your life the entire world stops and all you can see is him.

My heart knew you were the one, the problem is your heart belongs to someone else.

Timeframe: Freshman Year

Note: pls dont mind the date & time stamp

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Enough for you.

Idol!sunghoon x reader (one shot)

Genre: Angst, lovers to exes.

Warnings: cursing, partying, (kind of) cheating, break up, insecurities, sunghoon being a asshole.

Note: This is entirely fiction. Based on “Enough for you” by Olivia Rodrigo.

Loud noise. Bright lights. It was suffocating.

Sunghoon brought me to an after party of an award show and promised to never leave my side. However, one call from another artist that I don’t even know the name off was enough for him to excuse himself and get lost in the crowd. Leaving me again on my own, like always.

I never enjoyed parties but Sunghoon loves them. Everything I hated in my life I had to endure because I was oh so in love with the Park Sunghoon, a member of the ever so famous Enhypen. Then there’s me, a total commoner in a room full of famous artists from all over the world but still felt alone.

I tried to call Sunghoon or any of the other members however it all led to their voicemail.

Y/N: hey hoon where are you?

Seated in the same stool for what felt like an eternity but still no reply.

I’ve decided I’d had enough and tried to look for him. I stood up and pushed my way through the crowd, suffocating me more in the process.

After a while I found the one I was searching for, however he wasn’t alone. He sat there laughing with the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid my eyes on, his eyes filled with so much adoration. I know because it’s the way he used to look at me.

I ran to nowhere in particular. I wanted to get away from the party. I want a break from Sunghoon’s life.

I ended up in an unfamiliar lake and decided to sit down and look at my reflection.

“I wore makeup and put on the prettiest dress tonight hoping you’d fucking like it, but you only looked at me once and never even complimented my efforts. I changed myself completely just so I could deserve you Park Sunghoon. I did everything I could just so I could be enough for you.”

One tear after the other, the pain I’ve hid for so long all came down on me.

Hoonie: Y/N? where are you

*3 missed call*

Hoonie: Fuck Y/N pick up the phone, please.

And so I did.

“Y/N where the fuck did you go?” he asked, clearly annoyed.

“I don’t know where I am hoon.”

“What do you mean you don’t know?”

“I don’t really want to talk right now hoon.”

“If this is about me leaving you at the party just stop and tell me where you are. I’m not in the mood to fight Y/N.” you really don’t get it do you?

“I’m at some lake, it’s nearby the party I guess since I ran here.” He hung up afterwards.

After waiting a long while I felt someone walking towards me.

“Sunghoon.” I turned to look at him.

“What were you thinking running away from the party? What if someone reported that and made it look like I’m treating you like shit. That could ruin our group’s image, you know that!” he yelled loudly, however I remained unfazed still looking across the lake.

“Do you love her?”

“W-What?” Sunghoon’s voice cracked.

“I said do you love her hoon? The girl you were talking to earlier.” I can do this.

“Stop being absurd Y/N.” I turned to look at him. I know he’s lying.

“So you do love her. I’m not surprised hoon. I knew this was coming anyways.” I chuckled humourlessly.

“I knew you’d find someone more exciting, someone who understood your life. You’d leave me by myself wondering where we went wrong, where I went wrong.” Don’t cry.

“I know I’m not some idol or an actress like everyone around you. But I loved you so much hoon. I loved you too much to think that I deserve nothing. I tried so hard to be everything that you’d like and all I wanted was to be enough for you. But in the process, I let you break more than just my heart hoon. I want my old self back, the me before I met you.”

“I’m sorry Y/N I-“ I cut him off. Tears streaming down both our faces.

“I don’t want your sympathy or your apology hoon.” It took me all my might to look him in the eye and offer him a small smile.

“Someday I’ll be everything to somebody else and I hope you find your someone too Sunghoon.”

“Is this how we really end?” he asked, still hoping that you gave him one last chance to make things right.

“Goodbye Sunghoon.” I choked out, this is really the end.

I stood up from the ground and walked away. Away from his life forever.

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The Art of moving on. (4)

They say when you meet the love of your life the entire world stops and all you can see is him.

My heart knew you were the one, the problem is your heart belongs to someone else.

Timeframe: Freshman Year 

Note: pls dont mind the time & date stamp

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I looked up to see Heesung a few tables away from us, waving like a maniac.

Me and Jay walked over to their table and sat down the vacant seats. “should I do a mini introduction or?” everyone nodded and I started to give a brief introduction of everyone.

 “That’s Yeji, Jungwon, Chaeryoung, Lia, Jake and Heesung who you already know” I pointed to each one while saying their name and each offered a handshake to Jay. “They’re in their sophomore year.” 

 “And this is Yuna, she’s in our class and her brother is Jake.” I said and she gave Jay a small wave. “We’ve all been best friends since elementary, now it’s your turn to introduce yourself.” I encouraged him. 

 “Uhm I’m Jay, Heesung’s cousin. I lived in America for most of my life but I decided to do my highschool here in Korea.”

 Everyone made him feel welcomed and in no time Jay was starting to loose up and start enjoying his new companions.

“HE BUYS YOU WHAT?” everyone looked up to see jungwon’s jaw reaching the floor. 

 “Welkins Jungwon, welkins. EVERY MONTH.” I said smugly.

 “HEESUNG HYUNG HOW ABOUT ME???” he   whined loudly, catching the attention of other people around us. 

 “Y/N is my only sugar baby shut the fuck up… and it’s mainly because I was forced to.” Heesung grumbled the last part. I sent a flying kiss to Jungwon’s way and decided to tease him more.

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The art of moving on. (3)

They say when you meet the love of your life the entire world stops and all you can see is him.

My heart knew you were the one, the problem isyour heart belongs to someone else.

Timeframe: Freshman Year

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“Hey Jay..” I whispered, hoping the teacher won’t catch us talking. He turned to look at me and I felt my throat clog up. “I heard Heesung invited you for lunch.”, I managed to say.

“You and heesung know each other?” He asked, raising his eyebrows.

“He may be older but me and him has been friends ever since we were kids.” I said. “He told me you guys are cousins?”.

“About that.. It’s complicated really.” He said while scratching his head. “Me and Heesung’s mom are actually siblings which makes me his uncle. However, I’m younger than him and it’s weird for him to call me uncle so we decided to just acknowledge each other as cousins.”

The bell rang signalling everyone that it was now lunch. I asked Jay if he wanted to go together in which he agreed.

While walking towards the cafeteria I asked,“So does he call you uncle during family gatherings?” I stifled a laugh.

“He doesn’t really have much of a choice” he replied and soon after we both fell into a deep session of laughter.

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The art of moving on (2).

They say when you meet the love of your life the entire world stops and all you can see is him.

My heart knew you were the one, the problem is your heart belongs to someone else.

Note: pls don’t mind the time and date stamps !

Timeframe: Freshman Year.

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The art of moving on (Prologue).

prologue. | masterlist | next chapter.

4 years ago, it was the first time my eyes laid on his, the start of my downfall.

The way he laughed, the way he smiled, everything about him, a complete stranger, fascinated me.

I wanted to get to know him, I wanted to his name at the very least.

We were 16 at that time, first day of freshman year in highschool.

I took the seat beside him and offered him a special chocolate that was only available in my hometown to try and spark a conversation.

I asked him his name and he said “Park Jongseong, but everyone calls me Jay”.

“My name is Y/N, I hope we get along well my new seat-mate” I said as I offered him my hand for a handshake with the brightest smile I could muster.

“I hope so too, my new seat-mate” he said as he shaked my hand, returning the smile.

And so our highschool life began.

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The art of moving on.

Jay x Reader x Heesung (Text & Written AU)

Genre: Heavy Angst, Non-Idol Jay

TW: Unrequited Love, Self hatred, Cursing, Underage drinking, Rejection, Gaslighting, Manipulation (message me if there is more)

Summary:

They say when you meet the love of your life the entire world stops and all you can see is him.

My heart knew you were the one, the problem is your heart belongs to someone else.

⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽༓☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅

Masterlist:

1. Prologue

2. Cousins?

3. Y/N simp era

4. Sugar Daddy 

5. OG’s new recruit

….. more to come!

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profiles. / one. — the mess starts. / two.

wrong owner, babe. — p. jay

synopsis: coming from a meeting, you were rushing out of the office to go to your next class. after a few hours later, you realize you left your phone in the office, so you went to go get it, but when you asked your professor where your phone was, he said he already returned it to the owner. which owner? the one on your lockscreen. who's your lockscreen? the guy you've had a crush on for months, park jongseong.

pairing: jay x fem!reader

content/genre: college au (as always sigh), slowburn? probably. fluff and angst.

warning(s): swearing, as always.

note: finally ????? hELP DHSBCFSDHJ

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