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joost and martin garrix

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joost and martin garrix 😭😭😭

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...large palm splayed out on your abdomen while he slowly fucks into you, chuckling every time you whine. Pressing down just a little as he coos about how full you must be...

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🌼🌱(˵ ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡°˵)ﾉ⌒♡*:･。.

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being fucked while you're both on your side...him behind you holding up one of your legs and grinding into you slowly....the morning light just peeking in through your blinds....

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favourite thing about Joost (besides his body, lol)?

hey whoever said his body was my favorite thing??? 🤨/lh

genuinely, what’s always attracted me the most about joost is his emotion and vulnerability.

having been a severely traumatized child myself, having lost family members at the age of 13 myself, as well as having BPD and autism, i literally see myself within joost in ways i’ve never been able to see myself within other people. not real people at least, some fictional characters come close though.

imo, there is no other “celebrity” that quite represents real autism and real mental health issues like joost. i feel like most celebrities choose to keep mental health private or they all talk about it in the same way or they only talk about it after having been through/gotten over something. which is completely valid of course, it’s just not really relatable to me, personally. i don’t find myself connecting to most other celebrities when they talk about mental health. there’s always some sort of wall or barrier there.

joost wears his heart on his sleeve so bluntly, he will tell you exactly how he’s feeling in exactly that moment. there’s almost no room to question what’s going through his head because he will likely straight up tell you what’s going through his head. and he’ll do it despite the media trying to paint him as “erratic” or “unstable” or literally “insane”. joost is none of those things, no one with mental illness or neurodivergencies are those things. and joost is the only one out here fighting tooth and nail to show people that.

he’s vocal. he’s visible. he’s relatable. it’s like i’m looking into a mirror sometimes. i’ve found myself at multiple points in the past year i’ve known joost almost on the brink of tears because he will genuinely just talk about being socially inept, sensitive, emotional, depressed, suicidal, etc. as if it’s the most natural thing in the world. he doesn’t dance around a single thing. he says stuff i think others might be afraid of saying.

joost fully embraces the things his brain does, he doesn’t minimize the hardship nor does he pity himself for the misery of being mentally disabled. there’s so much joy in being autistic but also so much confusion. it’s a blessing and a curse. and i watch joost live his life everyday embracing that dichotomy. i finally feel like someone out there is truly representing me, and my friends, and everyone i’ve ever loved and had connection to.

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joostblr slowly dying is so sad to me 😔😔 i really hope that when summer comes people will be active again

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oh so he likes to sit on it?

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Aww, he's very cute 😩💕｡･:*:･ﾟ’☆

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post-nap sex in a pool of sunshine and rumpled sheets, the spring breeze floating in from the open windows and his hand over your mouth as he teases you about how you're loud enough to be heard on the street

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Oh I love it (∩`ﾛ´)⊃🍌

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i’m choosing to take this personally

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