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The decision to be together should be unconditional. It should not be only if you love me, if you are sweet to me, if you are this and that to me – no. It is to be together whatsoever – sometimes sweet and sometimes very salty; sometimes very beautiful and sometimes a monster.

Once you understand that, you have come to a mature love, otherwise love is only baby love. Small school children fall in love. They think in poetry and romance, and write poems and beautiful letters, but that’s all childish.

They don’t know what life is going to be. It is a hard struggle.

Because love is one of the most precious jewels, the struggle is very very hard. Only very few people achieve it.

Ugh and I don't know if I have achieved it or not :(

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A girl out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to, the one who will know all your fears. She'll brush the hair out of your eyes, wink at you when you least expected, kiss you awkwardly to make you feel shy in front of every body. She'll annoy you during movies, even though you've paid $7 to see it, She'll call to say goodnight or send you snaps of her making weird faces, she'll look into your eyes and tell you, you're the only guy that has ever made her happy, and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it, a girl out there was meant to be the love of your life.

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casually fucking up my life, internally dying. should've been happy tonight, but as usual that didn't happen, fucking up my liver at every second, trust me we're all sad and emotionally fucked, only some of us are better at hiding those feelings, while others like me, whine & bitch about it.

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Something from good reads.

They leave the insistent monotony of the interstate for more reasonable roads. While the former slices its path through entire states, peppering them with exit signs and mile markers, these lesser cousins of the grand highways keep their manners intact, clinging gently to the hemlines of all but the most obstinate geological points of interest. Charming and sometimes a bit frightening, their paths are as unpredictable and winding as a little boy's route home from school.

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why would you care about me ? after all I was just a sad part of your life that you’d never discuss. - why would you wanna love me ? after all I was just another toy for you to play with. - why would you wanna claim me ? after all I was nothing to you, you had your own world and your own people to be with. - why would you wanna tell anyone about me ? after all you were another ordinary girl going through some stupid phase of your life, and you were ashamed to tell anyone about me. - (~Storiesfrommylife 1/1)

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"i'm good with or without you fam, don't trip

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We have to allow ourselves to be loved by the people who really love us, the people who really matter. Too much of the time, we are blinded by our own pursuits of people to love us, people that don't even matter, while all that time we waste and the people who do love us have to stand on the sidewalk and watch us beg in the streets! It's time to put an end to this. It's time for us to let ourselves be loved. I figured this the hard way, and yet today, I can say someone does love me, some one does have time for me