joshosis

[joshosis]

Welcome to 𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐍, a Discord-based horror roleplay group.

This season takes you to 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐮𝐬 𝐂𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐜, an elite wellness center in Mondsee, Switzerland. A veritable castle perched high up in the alps, Paracelsus is a place for all manner of treatments. This centuries-old institution overlooks the small town of Mondsee and its moon-shaped lake, from which the town earned its name.

Some Paracelsus patients desire a revitalizing getaway from the hustle and bustle of everyday life. Others seek recovery from mental illness, physical ailments, and more. From rehabilitation programs to spa treatments and moments in nature, the clinic has much to offer.

All in all, Paracelsus is a hub of wealth and luxury – an escape where you’re granted the highest level of care, attention, and privacy.

𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐆𝐋𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐂 / 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐋𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄

[joshosis]

i swear to god if josh can't be saved in the remaster, i'm gonna absolutely RIOT

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@gcverncr

"Ho-ho-hold on there, stranger. Don't be too hasty."

. THE Governor turns his highbeam politician's smile onto the young man, this 'stranger' in their midst. Despite the manufactured mirth on his face, his gnarled hands wring his black gloves hard enough to turn his knuckles white. "You ain't been here that long. Give it another couple days for the place t' grow on you."

as far as josh is concerned, that just makes it sound like an infection. but he doesn't speak his mind. the man's smile makes him uncomfortable--- there's a glint to his eyes that makes josh hold his tongue in an uncharacteristic show of self - control.

❛ thanks, man, i'm just... ❜ he goes for something close to a lie. a manipulation of the truth, ❛ i'm real worried about my sisters. they're out there on their own, y'know.. ❜

[joshosis]

SAFIN of NO TIME TO DIE. ❛ people want oblivion, and a few of us are born to build it for them. ❜

21+, independent, & selective. written by silas.

rules / about

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be the bigger person? WRONG! murder spree! 🔪🔪🔪🩸🩸🩸🔪🔪☠️☠️☠️☠️🫀🫀🫀🔪🔪☠️☠️🩸☠️🩸🫀🫀🫀🔪🩸🔪🩸☠️🔪🔪🩸☠️🩸🩸☠️🔪🔪🔪🫀🫀

[joshosis]

CHARACTER AESTHETIC — Josh Washington. BOLD / ITALICIZE what applies.

SOUNDS

tinkling of piano keys / the click of a lock / an engine starting, stalling / sinful whispers / stifled sobbing / the rattle of death / alarm blaring / a siren call / spanish guitar strumming / loud laughter at midnight / banshee screeching / drunk hiccuping / the giggle of a child / rolling thunder / disdainful chuckling / bones creaking / carefree whistling / singing off key / flesh hitting concrete / white noise / a mirror cracking / laboured breathing / a groan of pain / waves lapping at the shore / the roar of a lion / pages turning / swords clashing / deep humming / birds chirping / dial tone / tongue popping / fingers tapping a surface / crystals breaking / music turned up to the limit / raindrops on a roof / angry yelling / yawning at noon / horns going off / ravens talking / bubblegum bursting / splashing water / teakettle squeal / militia drums / wolves howling / slow, sarcastic clapping / soprano notes / whispering pleas / gregorian chants / mournful cries.

VISUALS

filled notebooks / dogeared books / clean shaves / empty stares / sleeping at a desk / the witching hour / driving all night / restless tides / broken windows / coffee any time / freshly baked goods / bonfires / lounging felines / circles under your eyes / bedhead / tangling in the sheets / leather jackets / paint stains / music sheets / too many tabs to find the music / weary brows / card games / messy ponytails / strained smiles / unsent texts / heart on your sleeve / slow dancing in the rain / star gazing / torn jeans / piles of clothes / filled bookshelves / hurricanes / chapped lips / cliff diving / the lights in venice / stolen kisses / poet shirts / half melted candles / empty coffee mugs / hot tea / unlaced boots / shameless flirting / too young to be so old / laced fingers / eyes in the trees / bloody knuckles / french letters / neon lights / ivy covered balconies

SCENTS

burnt leaves / turkish coffee / spiced rum / moss / vanilla beans / freshly cut grass / decay / sea salt / strawberries and cream / cinnamon / honey / copper / pineapple / wet dog / pine needles / wood shavings / rainsoaked bark / something sharp, indefinable / Russian tea / dandelions / squeezed limes / Italian wine / freshly laundered clothes / coming rain / hardtack and gruel / roasting flesh / something cloying in the chest / ichor / lillies in spring / pollen / damp clothes / meatpies / greasy coins / curdled milk / leather / bone marrow / wet cement / ricecakes / open paint cans / cocoa leaves / tar / apples / sandlewood cologne / orchids / molded onions / cheap perfume / mistletoe / rubber on fire / grave dirt / old books / new books / melting plastic / roses / poison oak / seacucumbers / peppermint.

tagged by : @proofwhisky ♥

tagging : @frvckles @mieleimpuro @frederickchill @vulpineobedience @mctives @lcvnderhazed @manufactoredxbyxdesign @gcverncr @heircurse

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I'M ALIVE Y'ALL also hi new followers, feel free to add me on disco @ control_devil !! let's plot and stuff

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yes i'm over it. yes i think about it 20 times a day

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God, save me.

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There is a song You’re trembling to its tune At the request of the moon Licking her chops She looks at the lunatics She needs another fix I’m only joking I don’t believe a thing i said What are you smoking I’m just fucking with your head Only a crazy Little thing I read Maybe the planets Are trying to become the stars And we really came from Mars The earth is alive And man is a parasite (and) Heavenly bodies make us fight

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why cant I just bite people when they piss me off like what's the fucking issue here

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alright y'all, i'mma be stuck on disco / mobile over the next few days -- see ya on the other side !! ⸜( ´ ꒳ ` )⸝

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always watching

bonus:

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josh lurches in response, reaching to balance himself against stu with a pleasantly - buzzed smile. stale music blares in his ears. it's almost enough to make his bones vibrate -- but not quite. he wishes it would. at least that way he might feel something. ❛ principals of marketing? dude, fuck that, ❜ he slurs, practically hanging off of stu. the guy's always been too tall for his own good.

❛ i'll write you a note, buddy, don't worry, ❜ josh pats him on the chest with a laugh. ❛ trust me, no one wants you having a crisis... ❜ he doesn't doubt stu's capacity to turn to desperate measures. no -- some sort of solution will need to be found. though it is a funny thought, josh ever operating in a professional capacity. seems difficult to imagine.

must be the alcohol.

❛ besides--- who needs principles, anyway? ❜ with the quirk of an eyebrow, he tips back his cup and downs the remainder of his drink. cheap vodka and lukewarm lemonade. they really need to find some better parties to go to. ❛ talk about overrated. ❜ josh can't help but grin wryly up at stu.

@joshosis // starter call

The party kind of blows, actually. He'd gotten the feeling it might, but there were people and alcohol and music and all that shit, and that's better than hanging in his dorm where all the furniture was made for someone at least six inches shorter than him and his narc roommate threatened to rat him out if he found any more weed stashes. His parents refuse to pay for him to live off campus, though, since they insisted that dorm life was part of the College Experience.

Whatever. As far as he can tell, everything that they claim is part of the College Experience sucks. Even a party that blows is better than whatever his parents think he should be doing.

Anyway, he'll make his own fun. He spots Josh and makes his way over to him. Josh is weird, sure, but that's probably why Stu gets along with him. 

He hooks his arm around Josh's neck from behind and says "Hey." Then, he swings around to Josh's front. "D'you think I could get out of Principals of Marketing if I say the class makes me want to gouge my eyes out? Like, for psychiatric reasons or whatever? You're an expert, right?"

[joshosis]

it's clear enough that he's failing miserably, but josh has faced far worse in the past. he started this mess. might as well go all in. commit to it. he's proven himself before, in any case. the mention of norwegian, however, causes a visible change in his expression. bored curiosity shifts into a different kind of intrigue, something perhaps even a bit cautious. ❛ well, actually... i mean, it's not like i'm fluent, but i do know a thing or two. ❜

resting his elbow against the bar, he leans in to examine the book, so far unconcerned. ❛ though, 'm not sure why you'd bother if--- ❜

whatever snarky comment was coming is halted mid - phrase as he makes out the title of the book, dark eyes glued to the text. his brows furrow, thoughts processing before he seems to give in--- lets out a tired laugh and a wary look the stranger's way. no fucking way. josh leans back into his seat. ❛ uh... look, hate to break it to ya, but we may be double booked here. ❜ this certainly changes the tone of the evening.

She had done her best to ignore the worst of his drawling commentary. It was an unwelcome distraction, a distraction that had made her realize that she was frustratingly no closer to understanding the text in front of her than she had been ten minutes ago. The book wasn't written strictly in English and she had been hoping that there would be enough in the footnotes to make it a worthwhile endeavor. A sigh, kept internal, as her gaze would lift to flit over to her distraction. It took a moment of eyes flickering up and down the other to determine that this was either a horrifically poor attempt at picking her up or he was horrendously bored.

❝ Uh...okay? ❞ Eyes would dart around them then in search of anything else to focus on at the reveal of his name. She wasn't as keen to put hers out so openly. The second question would earn more ground, at least, as she would offer a somewhat defeated sigh and shake her head, eyes dropping to the horribly useless book. ❝ Not really, unless you're some really convenient expert in reading Norwegian, Josh. ❞ Laura could force a smile when necessary, strained as it may have been and wholly useless in concealing her agitation at the setback. ❝ ...you aren't, right? ❞

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