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INSTAGRAM AESTHETIC  ft.   @joylcst

01.   of course it’d be noela who got me into a skirt.   please end my suffering.    //    02.   i’m just surprised the flowers didn’t wilt the moment they touched me.    //    03.   finally noela found someone paler than her!    //    04.   you can see my ankles??   scandalous.    //    05.   caught an adorable moment,   suddenly i feel less dead inside.    //    06.   the only kind of flower i’ll accept.

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hppyendngs:

‘        HOW  MANY  RESIDE  WITH  YOU?       ’        he  already  knew.  six  women  total.              he  didn’t  care  about  them.  what  he  cared  about  was  the  woman  he  had  heard  so  much  about.  the  one  called  heidi.   ‘      i  have  not  seen  a  coven  act  and  reside  so  much  like  a  family  (  aside  from  my  o w n.  )              did  you  turn  them  all  yourself?       ’              @joylcst   ♥‘d  for  hilda !!

             IT  TAKES  HER  A  MOMENT  to  finally  respond  to  the  man;   too  busy  examining  him,   her  mind  going  over  every  reasonable  explanation  as  to  WHY  the  volturi  have  come  to  visit  her  coven.    THERE  WAS  NO  REASON  TO  WORRY,   after  all,   they  had  done  nothing  wrong.    her  body  relaxes  after  a  few  moments,   the  loveliest  of  smiles  spreading  across   her  features.       ❛   -----   THERE  ARE  FIVE  OTHERS.   ❜     she  responds  to  his  next  question  with  a  simple  nod.       ❛   all  but  ONE,   and  you  must  understand  that  we  all  came  from..  less  than  desirable  lives.   until  now,  none  of  us  had  a  family  that  CARED.   i  was  able  to  provide  a  loving  family  for  each  of  my  girls.   ❜    

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           🌹   ————–     ❛   she,   from  head  to  toe,  inside  out,   is  MADE  OF  LOVE.    she  is  gentle  and  kind,   yet  so  full  of  COURAGE  AND  STRENGTH  to  fight  for  herself  and  those  around  her.  ❜

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RP starters: Concern.

“It’s midnight, where the hell were you?!”

“Stop keeping your phone in silent, you got me worried!”

“Blood? Are you bleeding?”

“I don’t like the idea of you walking down the streets all alone.”

“I thought I would never see you again…”

“We should get you to hospital.”

“Where did all those bruises came from?”

“I have the right to be worried!”

“Have you been drinking? You look terrible.”

“Sleep at my place tonight.”

“I don’t feel safe letting you be alone when you’re in that shape.”

“Please talk to me about it.”

“Let me take care of you.”

“You need to rest now. Don’t move.”

“How many times have I told you to not go there?”

“You could’ve died, you know…”

“I don’t care if you don’t want my help, I’ll do it anyways.”

“You really need to stop drinking. I’m serious.”

“This time you got yourself into a hospital. I think that’s a sign.”

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

“You need to stop doing stupid shit like that or you will get yourself killed.”

“I’m your friend, of course I care!”

“You know I’m always here for you, right?”

“You’re not okay.”

“I’m just trying to help you.”

“Let me clean your wounds…”

“Why did you do it? Tell me.”

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She smiled and all I could think was ‘Oh shit’.

(via shutup-and-make-me-laugh)

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I don’t believe in killing people with kindness, I believe in saving them with it.

heroffbeatinfinity, A Letter to B (via wnq-writers)

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Sarah Gadon being a literal angel as Sadie Dunhill in 11.22.63

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six-word sentences.

“ frankly speaking, i wanna give up. ”

“ they love me cause i’m hot. ”  

“ just try to guess the answer. ”

“ everyone here knows you don’t care. ”

“ fine, do things your way. ”

“ i want to be in love. ”

“ no, i would rather make money. ”

“ shut up already, i’m not going. ”

“ because you said that, fuck you! ”

“ i hate you more than anything. ”

“ just sit down? let me explain? ”

“ can i be a little nasty? ”

“ there’s nothing wrong with being sexual. ”

“ i want you to like me. ”

“ don’t you dare lie to me. ”

“ i’m way too scared to fall. ”

“ terrified of my love for you? ”

“ we were both afraid, shut up. ”

“ it wasn’t anyone’s fault. not really. ”

“ life’s too short to care anymore. ”

“ i dreamt about you last night. ”

“ really? what did you dream about? ”

“ i dreamt you chose me instead. ”

“ how did you become like this? ”

“ this isn’t any of your business. ”

“ i’m losing my mind, losing control. ”

“ you weren’t there! i needed you! ”

“ please don’t start with me, okay? ”

“ why do you always leave me? ”

“ this is all we have left. ”

“ i turned around. you were gone. ”

“ all i can think about is you. ”

“ wow, you look like shit today. ”

“ i called and you didn’t answer. ”

“ i wanna be a child forever. ”

“ today, my love is in mourning. ” 

“ your words felt like sharp knives. ”

“ say something nice or don’t speak. ”

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But I must admit I miss you terribly. The world is too quiet without you nearby.

Lemony Snicket (via quotemadness)

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justpawns:

     “you  made victoria?”   it’s surreal to think of.   the vampire world is  way  too small for bree’s liking             everything seems so  interconnected  and coincidental,   filled both with unknown and the known you wish you  didn’t.   victoria’s name leaves a horrifically bitter taste in bree’s throat,   like acid chewing away at her insides,   left behind by the  BITE  to her neck,   and this woman would say it  kindly?

     golden and pretty and  pale,   she reminds bree of carlisle…   and she isn’t sure if it’s a comfort or something worse.   god,   there are too many vampires who fancy themselves  ‘good’  in this house.   “she…”   she isn’t sure how to continue.   it just doesn’t add up in her head;    the bitch who  ruined  what good she had,   who even put her in this position  at all,   was made by a gentle woman like hilda           hilda,   one of the  ‘good’  ones.   “she was  fucked up.”

          @joylcst    +    hilda

         ❛   no  ...  that  would  be  HER  SISTER   ---   anne.  ❜     after  all  this  time  it  STILL  PAINS  HILDA  to  mention  her  name,   it  never  failed  to  TWIST  HER  HEART  and  fill  her  with  grief.    hilda  has  come  to  terms  with  the  fact  that  she  will  always  remain  in  a  constant  state  of  MOURNING.   she  loved  each  of  them  more  than  anyone  could  POSSIBLY  IMAGINE   ---   but  anne  always  held  a  special  place  in  hilda’s  heart,   and  she  always  would.     ❛  victoria  was  the  only  girl  that  I  did  not  turn.   ❜    

          IT  WAS  DIFFICULT  FOR  HILDA  to  imagine  victoria  as  this  cruel,  horrible  woman.    she  didn’t  want  to  think  that  victoria  was  CAPABLE  of  doing  such  terrible  things..   but  perhaps  they  simply  had  different  reactions  to  being  separated  ----  having  their  lives  DESTROYED  by  the  volturi.    hilda  did  her  best  to  remain  KIND  AND  COMPASSIONATE  to  those  she  came  across,  despite  the  intense  sadness  that  filled  her  soul.   victoria..   victoria  lost  sight  of  who  she  was,  and  without  any  of  her  loved  ones  there  to  keep  her  sane..  she  fell  into  DARKNESS.      ❛   she  wasn’t  always  that  way,  you  know.  ❜     it’s  possible  that  bree  won’t  care  to  hear  it,  and  hilda  understands  that.     ❛   victoria  LOST  SO  MUCH,   suffered  through  so  much  agony.   she  lost  her  sister,  her  friends,  her  home.   what  you  saw,   that  wasn’t  really  victoria.    ❜  

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sanguris:

     giggles fall from her lips as she  nods  along,   less bouncy but still quite as  happy  about it all.   “yes!   it’s so  exciting.”   if only for being new in the affection department.   things are nearly the same as they’d been before,   only more  cuddling  and kissing was involved now.   mary certainly won’t complain about that,   though.   “i wonder why we didn’t notice before?   we’ve all known each other so long!”

         ❛   I  THINK  it’s  because  we  were  so  against  being  with  BOYS.   ❜      no,   she  isn’t  completely  sure  what  changed  their  opinions    (   well  ..   she  kind  of  is,   but  she  isn’t  going  to  say  it  OUT  LOUD  -----   they  know  what  they  did   )    on  dating  and  boys  and  all  of  the  things  that  GO  ALONG  with  those  things.    one  thing  she’s  CERTAIN  OF,  though,   is  that  she  wouldn’t  have  chosen  anyone  other  than  adam     (    for  a  very  long  time,  anyway   ).    she  TRUSTS  HIM  completely   so  she  has  nothing  to  worry  about.       ❛   you  know,   we  were  completely  overreacting.   IT’S  NOT  AWFUL  AT  ALL!    ❜   

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