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Actual proper goodbye because a pinned post edit isn't gonna do it: from yours truly. Shouldve made this sooner but I didn't have the guts, way to go eli!

I've decided a long time ago that I genuinely dont have the passion for this project anymore. I still love this AU, I still love the story, but forcing myself to attempt to create something to put out for the world (which was the comic, but then became an animatic in an attempt to save my passion) really fucked me up mentally?? I always thought that if I didn't share my stuff with the world that I was putting a story to waste. A mid ass story in my case. I also just wanted to appease the masses that don't even exist, I was basically competing against myself if that made sense.

Please don't do what I did. I do not want anyone to repeat my mistakes, it genuinely took a toll on my self esteem and it was a very dark time mentally because of it. If you aren't happy with a story/project or lost interest, please don't force yourself to keep working on it/take a break. Art is supposed to be fun, not stressful.

I won't delete this blog, too precious for me to do, I'll just keep it up for archival purposes, still got some stuff I'm proud of. I'm gonna br active on tumblr and stuff obviously. I might get this story out one day, just on a refurbished blog that isn't this one. I can't stand to look at this blog. (/hj but also not joking)

If you wanna keep supporting my stuff, please check out my art blog, @elisartstuff ! I might post my JSAB content on there (its primarily OSC based but yeah. It's also flopping WAUH.)

Long overdue apology, I am. I am so sorry about that.

You can ask me shit idk

TLDR; Eli decides to end this blog because forcing himself to work on a mid ass story despite not being passionate about it fucked him up mentally.

Anyways as one of my fav songs go, "Good goodbye, again."

- eli / @irrelevaantidiot

(This pic is me with this blog)

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I have like no motivation to actually do much but uh

Happy birthday JSAB!! You've genuinely changed my life in the 11 months I've been in the fandom and in the best way possible.

Also thanks to you guys! The ones who are insanely creative and welcoming!

(Not tagging, but the people who's inspired me have been pinktrashgoblin, zim-card, and jsabaddict! Thank y'all!!)

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Tbh idk

Not my fav but

Reblogs appreciated on my posts btw /nf

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Hi I finally redid my Blixer jaysab design sorry he looks weird as hell smh my head

Also I need to figure out a new annihilate design :(

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Painting style practice but I did it on ibis and not my regular art program

Pretty but respectfully what the hell

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Gang

I'm redesigning boss man so have these mfs for now

Cube and Lycan do have claws I just didn't feel like drawing them

Oh god it looks like cuda has see through shoes no hey stop

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I decided to go to the park today, got struck with inspo!

Cube!! My fav!! Also stuck some references in there lol

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Trips

I hate him so much /neg

Also learned how to import fonts into my art program which is really neat and spared my hands, naturally the omori font (gaegu) was picked but I regret not using the jsab font

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First order of business slight redesigns

Too lazy to scale heights, take this instead

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Adding onto this, I'm redoing the pages I had started back in September as those are genuinely ugly ngl

Terribly sorry for not posting anything jsab related here since that's kinda what the followers were here for but I will get back on soon! I promise!

Random ramble idk where to put

Thing about the state of the jsab au I have

Making comics in all detail kills me inside, I'd reserve that for like full fledged pieces

I fuckin hate voice acting (unless it's the joke dubs, I LOVE those /gen /vpos) because the thought of listening to my own voice makes me genuinely writhe in pain cause it's ew (unless, again, it's the dubs)

So uh

No animatic, just a sort of shitty comic that I'm doing for my own comfort if anything. I gotta redo some ref sheets but that's it then I can work on it. (Reblogging this on the au account lmao)

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Hi I got the surge of motivation to work on it again, let's hope I don't lose that motivation for 9 more frames! (Feeling pretty good about the project actually!)

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Hey

In regard to the state of this account, yea this is. This is definitely gonna be inactive for a bit. I really dont know what I wanna do with the project right now, sorry. /gen

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Evfhfydg

So sorry for like. Procrastinating on the EPS. My brain is genuinely so weird and it doesn't wanna work on the half assed animatic but it wants to work on like?? Higher effort stuff?? So yea shit might be on delay I am so sorry /gen if you wanna unfollow cause like, no actual content you can.

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THE CATGIRL/VPOS

BIG OL CUBEPILE

IT. IS. DONEEEEEEEEEEEE

finally, I’ve finished it. Over 30 cubes, from a server I’m in. And now, to tag everyone in it. Idk some of their tumblr users so if I don’t ping them apologies

a smol reminder that EVERYONE HERE IS FRICKING AWESOME AND YOU SHOULD GO FOLLOW THEM, NOW

(Pings under the cut)

@bgsartcavern @rocky-cloudsxx @bluemoon720 @aliviasyl @lavthequad @handsoftime_ @starrieblu @irrelevaantidiot @mixtercombine @mochashark @acn97414 @shaidai @paw_ureyesout @jet-prince @blixer_himit (ur user might have changed since then? I couldn’t find it) @defaultyboi6829 @starwlf @spirit626 @moonlightdestiny @soulofzurvan @pinktrashgoblin @c4ys18l @therandomlatexglove @orchuris (me lmao) @blockheadblog @thecorruptmatrix (askykidnamedsol) @deltaqi @jaenthedane @kilo_art_studios

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I

I have a TOYHOUSE NOW.

Linking the specific folder so it doesn't get mashed with my side project stuff. Ignore the side project stuff this is a jsab account not the side project account

(THANK YOU @trash-jsab :gaybuthuman:)

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Alone, waiting for the sun to rise.

Hi sorry for like

Shoving random characters down y'all's throats like usual

I just love this bastard more than like most of the actual important characters 😟

Comfort guy that's all

Also speedpaint where it took me til halfway through the drawing to realize I forgot to press record

🩷Text divider made by me! 🩵

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Wanted to do smth for Valentine's day

This isn't an important ship in the story or wtv I just wanted to draw some valentines stuff and this is a comfort couple for me (cubes parents)

Baller