juliasmesmerized
juliasmesmerized
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juliasmesmerized · 15 hours ago
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neon cult LMAO
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copyrighting neon dream as we speak
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juliasmesmerized · 2 days ago
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this applies to everyone in until dawn
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juliasmesmerized · 4 days ago
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ME MANIFESTING THAT EVERYONE WHO SEE THIS POST GETS WHAT THEY WANT.
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(Masterlists)
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juliasmesmerized · 4 days ago
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writing smut is lowkey so embarrassing i’m sitting here looking like the dad from coraline talking about fictional men eating pussy😭
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juliasmesmerized · 6 days ago
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The big reveal of the psycho is still to this day one of the best twists in gaming
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Pics by me :)
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juliasmesmerized · 7 days ago
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biblically accurate sam giddings i love you
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juliasmesmerized · 12 days ago
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IM STILL ALIVE!!
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juliasmesmerized · 29 days ago
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who needs grades when you've got all the natural advantages you can handle?
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juliasmesmerized · 1 month ago
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juliasmesmerized · 2 months ago
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CAN I PLEASE HAVE HIM BACK
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CAN I PLEASE HAVE HIM BACK
PLEASE
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juliasmesmerized · 4 months ago
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First of all – you should love this little boy
Second – he deserves his happy end AND I DON'T WANNA HEAR ANYTHING
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juliasmesmerized · 4 months ago
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there is no point in making an until dawn movie if it has NOTHING TO DO WITH UNTIL DAWN. it's very obviously a cashgrab bc people love until dawn. WE HAVE WAITED YEARS TO BRING THE UNTIL DAWN STORY TO THE MOVIE SCREEN. WE WANT THE ACTUAL STORY.
the least they could've done was have it take place in a snowy place, BUT NO.
THIS IS FINE AS A STAND-ALONE MOVIE, BUT IT IS NOT UNTIL DAWN
NO ONE IS GONNA SEE THIS MOVIE, UNTIL DAWN FANS (LIKE ME) WILL PROBABLY HATE IT
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juliasmesmerized · 4 months ago
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May you please spare a Josh Washington period comfort fic for a poor orphan boy
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white rabbit, ofc ofc - we love some period comfort ESPECIALLY WITH MY BOY JOSH GAGAGAGGAGAGAAGAG, enjoy!!
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✮⋆˙ ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀ��ɪɴɢ ... ╰┈➤ 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 ༄.°
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꩜ .ᐟ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ᴠᴇʟᴠᴇᴛ ʀɪɴɢ ʙʏ ʙɪɢ ᴛʜɪᴇꜰ (2:35)
✰ pairing: josh washington x fem!reader
✰ cw: none !!
✰ word count: 0.4k+
✰ summary: reader is on her period and josh tries to comfort her as much as he can with what beth and hannah taught him.
✰ a/n: he literally has two younger sisters that he's protective over, yeah he knows what he's doing!! also guys i rlly dont get bad periods so pls tell me if this is right.....
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༺colour chart༻ reader ❀ josh !! You were two days into your period, it's never been bad - a bad cramp or nausea here and there, you handled it fine. But this time it was like god himself had something against you, the cramps were nonstop and painful. Making you feel nauseous and overheated in your bed pushing the covers off and on again in waves of feverous heat and coldness. You haven't moved out of bed all day. So when your boyfriend, Josh came over to your apartment to find you not out and about worried him a bit. "Baby, where are you--" He'd walk into your bedroom, finding you curled into yourself on your bed. Noticing the sheer amount of painkillers beside you on your bedside table, he knew immediately. "Are you on your period?"
You were expecting him to be kinda grossed out about it, like all your past boyfriends did. But the look on his face showed actual sincerity and empathy towards your pain. "Yeah-- 't hurts.." You'd mumble out, sitting up a bit. "Hey-- hey, angel. I think it's best you lay down and rest for a bit okay? Do you need anything? Heatpad, snacks, drinks, pads or tampons?" And you definitely were not expecting that. "No-- Josh, its fine.. I'm fine." You'd brush it off, "And you expect me to believe that?" He'd smile a bit, running a hand through your hair. "I would literally do anything in the world for you to feel better."
That's how you ended up, half an hour later with multiple shopping bags on your bed and Josh showing you all the things he bought. "Uh-- I didn't know what size or thickness you wanted the pads to be or if you wanted pads at all so I kinda bought them all? My dad won't mind.. but-- yeah." He said sifting through the shopping bags, "I got you chips, chocolate, gummies, soft drinks, tea-- everything.." He'd look up at you, not expecting the tears in your eyes. "Hey-- hey.. angel, what's wrong? Did I do something?" He'd move to cradle your face in his hands, wiping the tears collecting in your eyes. "No-- no.. I just-- hormones and shit.." You'd laugh a bit, "I'm so grateful for you Josh.." A smug smile was plastered onto his face, "Yeah I know, I'm like-- the perfect boyfriend, dont need to tell me what I already know." "I take everything back." "What-- no... cmon."
Later that night, you fell asleep in each others arms as you watched some cheap horror movie Josh brought over, and you were silently thanking Hannah and Beth for raising him right.
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AHHHHH, i am so sorry!! i wasnt expecting this to be so short, i love josh so much and i completely forgot that he was rich during this fic so i added it in that he put everything on his dads card (which he would) hope you enjoyed <3
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juliasmesmerized · 4 months ago
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When there isn’t 20 new fics for me to read after refreshing the tag (I just finished reading everything and have absolutely no patience)
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juliasmesmerized · 4 months ago
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im refreshing my tumblr like a crack addict waiting for my favs to post bcus im burnt and have only 1 request left
GUYS I MISS YOU GUYS I MISS YOU G-
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juliasmesmerized · 4 months ago
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Me and You
pairings: Josh Washington x gn!reader, Mike Munroe x gn!reader requested type: two pining on an oblivious reader! summary: Mike and Josh shoot their shots on the reader while they just can't get it. vibes intended: Timeless - The Weeknd, Playboy Carti word count: 3334
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REQUEST: Hii mootie ! I just saw your post so i may have an idea ? 💞 if you want ofc ! Mike and ahem my cutie pie josh fighting over reader? For her/their attention and the silly agrument went like hmm heated? 😭 not sure if u do smut so i'm sure if you're do or not- but it doesn't have to be one! Maybe yk both of them being obsessed w reader cs yk we r js their light to their darkness <33 [also if i made typos mb im really sleepy 😿💔] ALSO HAPPY NEW YEAR 🥳🎀 i hope ideas come to you ! You can ignore this take care🤍🤍 - @castielsloversblog
RESPONSE: hi pookie! happy new year!! it's so sweet of you for this and I super appreciate the ideas. I had some time off focusing on finals and I def wanted to explore other characters than just Josh. I write for everyone, yall I love them all. I got ideas as soon as I read this and asked a friend which request to do first, yours was her choice! Enjoy!
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Michael's party was almost underway after a week of planning. Since it was a bunch of the group's first college frat party, Mike decided to plan Jess's, Matt's, Ash's and your first one. Sam's brows slightly furrowed; frat parties are never really chill and freshmen never attend for that reason.
Sam sat with her sketchbook. "Maybe we should have a small get together instead of a full party full of college upperclassmen." Her red coat was eye-catching for the infamous night of halloween eve.
Casa de Mike was decorated with black and orange ornaments. A full skull near the door with a sign that says 'how you doin'?'. There was red splattered around some areas with washable liquid, and LED lights placed around with the remote being Mike's phone.
Mike was setting up more decorations with Jess. "Don't worry about it, Sandiego. It'll be fine! If anything happens to the three freshmen we got them. Josh and I will be on watch." Jessica's hair was longer than usual, gold and sleek. Her purple dress didn't touch the ground, but her hair did.
Emily teased. "You sure you can handle that hair?" Emily wore a black headpiece reminiscing a swan; a corset endowed in pretty bows and a tutu skirt. Edgy black eye makeup and a soft red lip. Her hair didn't fit a bun, so she let it down.
"I better look the part! One night of long hair shouldn't be as bad as wearing heels all night." Jess spoke up as she placed a skull head on the snack counter.
Chris, looking as if he was going to save a young girl, who was immune from a virus, from dying on the operation table that could've saved the whole world. "Why is Jess even here, Mike? Wasn't it supposed to be a surprise?"
He left everything he was doing to stare at Chris. "She had to come over early to do the skull look. Ain't no way I'm doing this myself." He pointed on his face like 'duh!'. He had a skull face drawn on by the makeup artist herself and a full black outfit. A black button up and black slacks and dress shoes. With his height and build, you could see him as a one night fling.
"Riiiiight." Chris went back to checking his phone.
Jess kept going back and forth checking each of the rooms that will be available to the guests, that being the living room, walk-in kitchen, and two bathrooms. "Why is Chris here early anyway?"
"I'm punctual! Why can't we appreciate punctuality these days?" Chris crosses his arms, but lets out a chuckle.
Emily rolled her eyes jokingly. "An hour early isn't punctual, it screams 'I don't have anything else to do with my life.'"
Chris sat next to Sam. "You're not doing much over here either, Em." Sam chuckled from time to time by their conversation as she kept placing strokes onto the pages.
"I was asked by Mike to come early because I knew how to make a party. I got some decorations he could use."
"Mhm. And I am extremely jacked." Chris sarcastically chaffed.
Emily snorted. "Whatever you say, whoever you are!"
"It's from The Last Of Us!"
Emily shook her head as she rested her weight on the wall behind her "Nobody but you would know that."
Jess shouted for Mike who was across the hall. "I think everything's ready here, Mike!" She walks towards Sam; once Sam's pencil left the page, a hand swiped the sketchbook away.
Sam pouted at her younger friend's action. "Jess..!"
"Look here. She's drawing us!" Jess ushered the rest to the notebook. Everyone was dressed up and almost taking a selfie in Samantha's reimagining. Some important people are missing, but were considered by some circles.
Emily cooed as she saw herself holding a peace sign. "Awww, Sammy!" She took it off of Jess's hand to have Chris take a closer look.
His smile earnest, Chris beamed. "I look pretty cool."
Sam shyly looked away from the three complimenting her work. "I'm waiting to see the others to include them."
Jess gave Sam her sketchbook back. "Secret's safe with us!"
The doorbell rings. Sam, like clockwork, got up towards Mike. "Could I hide this somewhere safe? I didn't bring much of a bag."
"Yeah sure, follow me. Em, could you get the door?" Mike walks up the stairs with Sam behind him.
"Sure." She walked towards the door, twisting the knob just right. Her eyes befell the raggedy clothing and dull dark green skin.
An enthusiastic Matt radiated through the realistic zombie costume. "Hey Em! Didn't expect to see you at the door."
Emily stepped aside to let him in. "Woah Matt, how'd you nail the zombie look that well?"
Matthew's positive attitude changed the atmosphere that surrounded them. "I checked some tutorials online! Cool right?"
Emily smiled. "Piqued my interest for sure." She closed the door behind him. He took in the fresh changes done to Mike's place; an area he frequented before, but looked completely redone for this fun occasion.
Matt turned his head to see Jess sitting down. "Do they always go all out with these parties?"
"Frat parties? Yeah, it gets people going." Jess stood up, walking closer to Matt. They had a quick hug.
Sam and Mike came down the stairs and greeted Matt. Before he could continue surveying his surroundings further. The bell rang one more time. Mike went ahead to open the door as a good host.
You and Ashley arrived together. Josh in a separate car arrived around the same time, which had you three at the door.
Mike stepped aside for the rest to come in. "Welcome in!" He kept the door open as a few others began to gather parking outside his suite.
You had a pirate ensemble on, fitting the halloween theme. Ashley's face was highlighted by fawn features; the pretty white spots surrounded by light brown, a light wing on her eyes, the contouring on the nose with the white dots, and a special fawn headband. She wore a short brown dress with white gloves. Her brown boots perfectly cemented the deer getup.
Matt spoke up as he greeted Ashley. "Ash, you look amazing!"
"Thank you, Matt! So do you!" She responded, but all of that drowned as Mike came to greet you first.
He definitely glanced over to fully take you in; top to bottom. "Nice costume you got on. Very coastal."
Joshua walked up next to you. "Thanks Mike, so do you!" You had a smile creep up your lips due to the compliments you've gathered so far and the night barely began. It started with Ashley, then Josh, and now Mike.
Emily looked around. "Where are Han and Beth?"
Josh's demeanor never changed. "They asked to come in a separate car, Hannah's been practicing how to drive. Something about keeping their costumes a surprise from everyone."
Sam recalled all close interactions with the twins. Hannah purposefully kept her mouth zipped, even if she could never hide anything from Sam. Beth was more relaxed about everything, and can hide a few things. "Right, Han never even told me her costume."
"That's interesting. They'll also be the only high schoolers here, keep 'em safe." Josh looked around towards everyone, knowing they'll be a helping hand. They loved pranking each other, but when it came to safety; it was no joke.
A few nods and notes of agreement came from the entire group. The doorbell kept ringing until the place was filled with college students ready to start the weekend off with a bang.
Hannah and Beth entered in completely differing outfits. Hannah went for Emily from Corpse Bride and Beth decided to go Raven from the DC comics.
You greeted everyone and began to drown into the crowd and the ongoing party. There was dancing, conversation, the loners, people jumping into the swimming pool, and drinking; which you couldn't even tell if it was legal.
You decided to head outside for a breather and dip your feet into the water. Before you could fully slip away, Josh took your hand and moved you towards the hallway near the bathrooms.
His smile, gleaming as ever. He decided to have a square voice changer that could be attached to his shirt. The white shirt and jeans outfit was simple to the naked eye, but with the drawn on blood stain and fake knife, you could tell it was from a slasher film. The iconic line of his would go: What's the matter Sidney? You look like you've seen a ghost.
Instead, he goes on elsewhere. "You enjoying the party so far?"
"Yeah, it's definitely new, but nice. It feels you might drown into the crowd any second." You smiled at his attentive nature.
He nodded. "Right, you gotta just get your footing." Your eyes gaze at the square microphone at his collar and he realizes.
Josh takes it off and clicks a button. His voice was augmented as it came out of the machine. "You know, it works." Your eyes sparkled at the interaction.
You looked into his eyes and back at his hand holding the mic. "That's such attention to detail! Amazing!" The astonishment never truly left your face even when Jess called out to Josh.
Jess tapped on his shoulder and looked up to see him. "I need you for something."
"You good, Jess? What's up?" He looked genuinely concerned for a moment. She wasn't one to ask for Josh out of everybody.
She gave a slight smile at his care. "Just a few minutes of your time." He followed her as they walked off, and you were alone once again. You walked outside to see a cooler with a bunch of drinks. Walking up to it, looking into the different choices, you were stumped.
"I'd say it's too early for a drink." The familiar voice had you turn around to Mike. His hazel eyes stared into you with intensity. "We'll be here all night you know."
You cross your arms at him, amused at his conversation. "You're saying I shouldn't party hard and get wasted?"
He chuckled at how far you took it. "I'm just saying a pirate should be stealing hearts, not taking shots."
Going with his flow, you think of a good response. "Whose heart is on the market to be stolen? I don't see any, personally." You point towards the multitude of couples at his place.
He smiled. "You'd be surprised-" He was cut off by another friend.
Chris cries out from behind you and Michael. "MIKE! Mike! Mike!"
Mike turns around to respond. "Yeah, Chris?"
He points back into the crowd. "A girl puked and I don't know what to do? Come with me let's carry her somewhere. She's unconscious in one of the bathrooms."
Michael groans. "I gotta take care of that, see you."
"Of course, take your time. Enjoy." By this point, Mike gave his back to you. He raises his hand to salute and says back: "not going to enjoy it!"
You chuckle at his response, even if he groans and complains; as anyone would, he still would get the job done wholeheartedly. The party is ever-so slightly going harder. People are making out, sleeping on the floor, jumping to the beat, anything you could imagine was happening.
Going back inside, without a drink. The conversation with Mike took your mind off of it; probably for the best. The song playing was something you used to listen to at times, known to be a cult classic at clubs and parties. It was getting to the good part.
Fresh out the trench, four hundred packs Uh, yeah, I'm spinnin' in Paris
Josh creeped up from behind you. "You should try the dance floor." His smile, filling you with comfort and excitement, had you eager to try something new. There was some space at the designated area; the living room where the sofas were placed away from the wooden floor. He put out his palm for you to grab.
Dress for these hoes, they finna flock Just poured a four in a soda, it pop
You smiled at his gesture, and take his hand. "Why not? I love this song." Sam kept eyeing the two of you as you held his hand. Hannah and Beth could be seen whispering to each other. The eerie feeling chilled your spine, but you ignore it in pursuit of trying something new at this new experience.
Them drugs finna hit, I'm feelin' ill I'm wrestlin' all of my demons, I feel like The Rock
The lights flashed random strong colors at semi-long intervals, blue, red, green, purple, orange. The crowd interested in the song jumped to the beat and chanted the lyrics. You and Josh join them. The beat was about to drop. Everyone was colorfully assorted in costumes and embroidery to show off their favorite characters, mastery in creation and design, and just having fun with outfits.
Ever since I was a kid, I been legit If I was you, I would cut up my wrist
The song moves you and Josh follows you. In your element, you don't realize his hands echoing your hips. Eyes closed, feeling the moment and everything surrounding it slow down. Only you, Josh, and the music mattered.
XO tatted all over her body, yeah She just wanna roll and I don't mind it, yeah
Your costume flowed alongside you, the golden chains and belt moved with you, and Josh was taking all of you in. Regardless of how much of a bad dancer you could've been, it felt natural and the confidence showed. Mike glanced at you, already whisked away before he could've done anything.
Ever since I was a jit, I been legit You should let her go, she wanna be it
Josh looked at Mike, knowing the situation they were both in while mouthing the lyrics. Gritting his teeth, Michael put his weight against the wall, leg up, and arms crossed. Planning his next move, as Josh and you continued to the song.
You smiled to Josh as the song calmed down. "Thanks for calling me up here." You still had energy, but the climax of the song has ended.
Joshua effused; still trying to keep cool. "Of course, I knew you'd enjoy your time."
"Have you?" You raised an eyebrow towards his sincerity.
His blue eyes locked onto yours. "With you? Of course I would."
You chuckle to his seemingly disingenuous response. "You'd say that to everyone."
He bantered alongside you. "You wound me! I can have special moments with special people." His right was on his heart and his left hand was on his forehead, his eyes were closed, looking especially dramatic.
You rebutted, seeing him flirt with Sam and Jess quite often. "Yeah, when you don't flirt with every girl you know!" You and Josh both know flirting with Jess, recently single, was more of a joke. If she gets a guy, she wouldn't let Josh even have an inch of a chance to try.
Mike was getting more pissed as he saw you laughed with another guy, even if that was your mutual friend. The idea of you laughing with a friend was innocent enough, but he knew this guy has it in for you also. He hated it; despising the fact you couldn't be the one to focus on him as they were both pining for you.
There wasn't much you could do, he knew that. He knew you wouldn't get out of your comfort zone and do anything like that. You all were friends, and he understood. Josh also thought the same in regard, which pushes them both to pursue you more aggressively. As a board game would go, each of the guys took turns with trying to get you.
Using their wingmen as chess pieces to get you alone, they strike at different times. He couldn't have Jess call Josh out while you guys were dancing, and when he finally had the chance to, you both were done. Michael's train of thought has clashed as he saw Josh make a move. His finger brushed your cheek. His clenched his fist at the sight.
They both agreed not to make a serious move until you figure yourself out. Everyone knew about it at this point, the staggering looks, the whispers, Jess and Chris, everything was calculated. Until Joshua ruined the deal and Michael had to deal with that, alone. Joshua would have to rave the consequences as well, alone.
Without much thought, Mike was already holding Josh's hand away from your face. "Not going to cut it man."
Josh, looking puzzled, responded to Mike. "Yo, dude, what's going on?" You stepped aside from them, knowing that Mike was not happy and you wanted nothing to do with it.
Mike's facial expression was relaxed, but his stare didn't let up at all. "You know what's going on. You disregarded what we agreed on." Everyone who caught onto the situation surrounded them and almost pushed you back from the suspense and itching tension.
You squeeze through them regardless and hold your head high to see everything.
"You can't just claim the situation however you want. How long are we just gonna sit here and verbally shoot our shots? Some people fall after physical encounters."
He shook his head, more forcefully this time. His tone went deeper as he tried to hammer in his point of view. "That doesn't matter. We agreed on something, Josh. Don't fuck with me."
"You're too scared to shoot your shot, don't blame it on me. That was your doing, I took that grace period with you and now we can BOTH do what we want until she takes a stand."
A clenched fist flew into Josh's face. His right cheek, now bruised and red, turned away. "Fuck you, Mike." He held onto Mike's black collar and took his left hand to swing at him. The punch landed on Mike almost immediately.
The chants of "Fight" grew repetitive and loud. As the fight got more heated, more people covered your vision. After crawling out of the situation you were put in, you find Josh on top of Mike. Josh was landing punch after punch while Mike defended himself. You were beside yourself, this felt too much to bare and your eyes widened at the scene. You ran towards them.
They were both in the wrong, you know that. Neither of them should've had this escalate to this, but nothing could be done now but to stop them both from hurting each other further. Josh had a bloody nose, Mike got a black eye, the injuries on them both were never ending.
You screamed. "Stop this!"
Not that it did anything. Blinded and drowned by the current moment, Mike got the energy to push Josh off of him and began to get on the offense. Before his hit could land, Chris grabbed Josh away and Matt put his hands under Mike's arms and pulled him away.
Chris looked over towards both of his friends. His tone more sincere than it was the entire night; feeling stern. "She asked you guys to stop. Stop this."
Sam began damage control immediately. "Show's over everyone. Go home." Beth began helping her out in swaying people to drop the situation. De-escalating something this heated would never be easy or even fully fulfilled, but Samantha definitely had to try.
Hannah, Emily, and Jessica had nothing to do with helping the scene, instead Hannah was frozen in shock of Michael's newfound discreet confession. Emily and Jessica were silently eating up the whole ordeal; two guys fighting over someone? Yeouch! This sounded like a good Friday night to them!
Once everyone cleared up, Josh immediately headed on. Silently glad that Hannah and Beth had their own separate ride. No one could've even silently checked on him on the side, for he was already gone.
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IM BACK BAYBEEEEEEEE! Thank you so much for reading this! I definitely enjoyed this request, please send some more! I have more to write later on, and I definitely have ideas for. I haven't forgotten them, but I got overworked with finals and I couldn't get really good ideas, there was one request I made three separate ideas for, but finally decided on one. •ᴗ•
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juliasmesmerized · 4 months ago
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still on my Josh Washington bullshit guys
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