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Raven’s Meta Masterpost

For ease of reference, I’ve compiled my major metas into a masterpost. (It also serves as a damning record of where all my time has gone the past year. 😂)

I’m sharing this post for interested followers. I will continue to update as I go- hopefully more so as Ep. IX draws closer, and we get new content to analyze. 

I hope you enjoy, my dears! 😊💕

Reylo / Star Wars Metas

Ben Solo Must Live. Summarizes evidence for Bendemption and a happy Reylo ending in Ep. IX. Includes specific predictions for Kylo Ren’s “death” and Ben Solo’s resurrection. 

Courtly Love meta. Reviews how the Reylo dynamic in TFA and TLJ emulates the “courtly love” trope. Includes visual comparisons with famous works of art.

Don’t Be Afraid, I Feel It Too. Addresses why Ben said this in TFA. Discusses Reylo’s cosmic / spiritual connection and intertwined destinies.  

Dom / Sub meta. Argues that Reylo has a consummately equal relationship dynamic, using sexual symbolism and their interactions in TLJ as evidence. 

(A Reylo) Duel in Episode IX. Predicts when and how a Reylo duel will happen in Ep. IX (assuming there is one), based on the demands of the narrative. 

Episode IX predictions meta. Summarizes Reylo-centric Ep. IX predictions (e.g., a Reylo duel, Hux’s coup, Leia’s death, a Reylo kiss, Chandrila, etc.). 

Hades and Persephone Parallels in TFA. Meta that summarizes visual and plot-related parallels of the myth. This reblog addresses Han / Zeus parallels. 

Hold on. Video lip-reading evidence that Ben told Rey to “hold on” after she was injured in the Throne Room. 

Hunger. 

On Hunger and Kylo Hunting his P®ey. My most popular / seminal meta. Reviews evidence that Kylo “hunts” Rey throughout TLJ in an attempt to seduce her to his side. 

Ask responding to the discourse / controversy over the meta. 

Hunger Meta 2.0. Answers an ask with several questions about Reylo’s hunter-prey dynamic, including whether Ben was aware of his motives. 

Jane Eyre meta. (+ follow-up). Focuses on the parallels between Reylo and Jane / Rochester, and how Ben, like Rochester, must choose a better moral path. 

(On) Light and Temptation in the Throne Room. Explores visual storytelling in the Throne Room through the use of lighting, and what it tells us about Reylo in that scene. 

Marriage Symbolism. 

Parallels between the Hand touch and Hindu wedding ceremonies. 

The Hand Touch as Symbolic Marriage. Covers evidence from the TLJ graphic novel, the adult novelization, and a new Jason Fry interview. 

Leia as Rey’s symbolic mother. Argues that Leia’s maternal dynamic with Rey suggests that she will become part of the family (via marriage). 

(On) Monsters and Men. Discusses how Ben sees himself as a monster, but tries to make Rey see him as a man, and how that relates to Beauty and the Beast and Reverse Anidala.

Possession (and Jealousy)

Jealousy and Possession in the Romances of SW. Explores themes of jealousy and possession in SW romances, particularly Reylo. 

Possessive and Jealous Kylo meta. A quick and dirty compilation of Possessive, Jealous Kylo evidence. The original meta was deliberately one-sided and not fully argued. It was written for Darkness Day during Reylo Week 2018. See discourse and clarification here: ( x   x   x   x   x ). 

Possessive Rey. Discusses how Rey behaves possessively towards Ben, particularly between the Hand Touch to the Elevator Scene. 

Possession in Reylo (Again). My most recent, balanced views on the subject. Discusses Ben’s progress from TFA to TLJ, and why his desire to possess Rey still requires a narrative resolution in IX. My response to an ask about it is here. 

Reverse Anidala. 

Parallels and inversions between the fight on SKB and Mustafar. 

Why Ben attacking the Resistance on Crait is different from Anakin attacking Padme in ROTS. 

Comparing / contrasting Rey and Padme. 

Visual parallels between Mustafar and the Forest Fight on SKB. 

Sexual Symbolism / Sexual Awakening. 

Got milk? meta. Discusses the evidence of Rey’s sexual awakening in TLJ, and how it presages Rey’s future as a mother.

Sexual symbolism in the speeders and weapons of war on Crait. 

How RJ turned up the heat in the the Hand Touch scene. 

Rey caressing the legacy saber.

The second Force Bond session . 

Solo: A Star Wars Story: What It Tells Us About Reylo. Reviews parallels and inversions between Reylo and Hanqira, and how they point to a HEA for Reylo. This reblog discusses Solo’s implications for Han’s arc and HanLeia. 

Virginity. Reviews the evidence in TFA and TLJ that tell us Rey is a virgin. Also compares and contrasts Rey and Ben’s joint sexual awakenings in the ST. 

Wolfishness in Reylo. A response to @clyde-logan’s meta on Rey and Ben’s wolfish traits / behavior; discusses how they evoke an Alpha / Alpha mated pair. 

Other Content

Reylo Fandom Discourse.

On fandom perceptions of Ben / Kylo, and why he’s darker than he is often portrayed in fanon. 

On whether Rey made the right choice to leave Ben in the Throne Room. 

On a popular press article by an avid TLJ fan that called Ben toxic.

On Reylo, romances with Byronic heroes, and other controversial fictional couples. 

Reylo Fic Recs.

Original. Short; includes post-TLJ canonverse fics alone. (Feb 2018).

Part 1. Comprehensive list of my faves, sorted by category. (May 2018).

Part 2 . Newer fics I’ve enjoyed, sorted by category. (November 2018).

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My name is Case and I love one (1) boy, too much.

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Once upon a time…

there was a dark prince who hid behind a mask and lived in the thrall of an evil sorcerer. One day, a beautiful girl from distant desert lands found him in a forest. The prince was intrigued by the girl and carried her back to his fortress in an enchanted sleep.

The girl awoke afraid, but she was brave and looked past the enchantment to see the prince’s secrets. The prince was troubled by the girl’s insight. He ran to the sorcerer to seek answers, but was left only with more questions.

While the prince sought advice from his master, the girl escaped and ran to a forest filled with snow. The prince chased her, but she was strong and the prince was wounded even before he gave chase… The girl summoned his grandfather’s sword and escaped on his father’s horse.

The desert girl sought out the prince’s kinsman, a powerful sorcerer, to fight the prince’s master, but he turned her away and she was left to explore the power growing within her alone. The wounded prince thought only of the desert girl until one day, as if by magic, she was there.

At first, the desert girl was angry. She lashed out at the dark prince. But, as the days passed and her power grew, she began to see the prince differently… and her heart was drawn to him.

The desert girl became determined to free the prince from the sorcerer. She took up his grandfather’s sword and rode his father’s horse to the palace to confront the prince and his master.

The prince brought the desert girl before the sorcerer. The girl was brave; she fought the sorcerer for the prince’s soul. But she was not strong enough to defeat him alone. The sorcerer overpowered the desert girl and ordered the prince to kill her. But the girl’s courage had weakened the sorcerer’s hold on the prince. Instead of killing her, the prince cut the sorcerer in half with his grandfather’s sword. Then the prince and the desert girl joined together and fought the sorceror’s guards as one.

Little by little the guards fell, until only the desert girl and the prince were left alive. The desert girl begged the prince to come with her and save their kingdom, but the poison of the sorcerer’s magic still remained in his heart, even if the sorcerer did not.

The prince begged the desert girl to abandon the old kingdom and rule an empire by his side, but she refused and summoned his grandfather’s sword again.The prince’s heart filled with anguish and he too attempted to summon the sword. The strain on the blade was too great and it broke in half with a great surge of magic.

When the prince awoke, the desert girl and his grandfather’s sword were gone. Filled with the shame and pain of her rejection, the prince took his armies and chased the desert girl and her allies into an old castle on a barren plain. All seemed lost until the prince’s kinsman appeared and fought the prince, giving the desert girl enough time to use her magic and escape. She carried the pieces of his grandfather’s sword and the last hope for the kingdom away on his father’s horse… and the prince was alone once more.

Yet the hope the desert girl kept with her was strong. One day it would be stong enough to drive the sorcerer’s poison from the prince’s heart… and bring him home at last.

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― J.R.R. Tolkien

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season 22 prediction kyle starts #cancelsouthpark

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‘Doubling Down’ Rant.

I feel like one of the most prominent aspects of this episode was the portrayal of the characters’ psychology, the writing and the dialogue did a great job depicting how people get into toxic relationships in the first place, and why it is difficult for them to get away once they’re in.

Kyle for instance, is portrayed as a caring and moral-ridden individual, that although rational, lets his emotions and sense of justice get involved in his course of action. He desired to intervene because he considered it to be the right thing to do, never once questioning his personal interest for Heidi until the girls pointed it out. While all the other kids aknowledge Cartman’s demeanor towards Heidi, none of them are willing to get themselves involved in it, whereas Kyle has always been the one to confront Cartman’s wrong doings and pursuit him, positioning himself as ‘good’ and Cartman as ‘evil’, dynamic that has ultimately served to feed both Cartman’s enthusiasm to torture him, and Kyle’s sense of selfrighteousness and tendency to see himself as a martyr, trait that he shares with Cartman, but as he stated, 'We all wrongly see ourselves as the victim sometimes, but Cartman sees himself as the victim ALL the time’, the main difference being that Kyle is able to aknowledge his mistakes and learn from them, unlike Cartman.

To get some insight into Kyle’s remark: 'In a way, I feel like we’re all going out with Cartman right now’ reflecting on how all of them are, at some degree, and specially Kyle, always been involved in a toxic relationship with Cartman’s mind games. Kyle has been, for a long time now, Cartman’s main sympathizer, he can’t help but look out for his personal improvement, and often attempted to get him to do the right thing and gain counsciousness on his own warped mentality, desire that Cartman would not hesitate to take advantage of, tricking Kyle into commiting to a cause if he could profit from his support.

In this episode, Kyle appears to have come to the conclussion that Cartman is beyond help, and that neither he nor Heidi can do anything to change that, for the best thing they can do for him is not to feed his sociopathic needs, furthermore demonstrated by their encounter on the hallway, with Kyle continuously trying to reason with him and assure him it was all for his own good, Cartman making deaf ears to his claims, finally leaving Kyle no choice but to knock him out in self defense, who apologizes regretful.

Cartman, on the other side, is miserable with Heidi, but also without her. As I stated on my last post concerning their relationship:

'He can’t bring himself to end the relationship and thus giving Heidi freedom of choice, she’s a property and so Cartman can’t stand the idea of his belongings moving on to other people. Cartman thinks of Heidi as a tool that exists with the only purpose of being at his disposition to offer him constant attention and validation, nothing more, nothing less. Simultaneously, Cartman can’t stand Heidi, because she doesn’t fit the description of Cartman’s ideal image of her. Naturally, Heidi isn’t the tool Cartman expects her to be, she is an human being with her own individual needs. Whereas Cartman looks for a relationship where he is the center of attention, never giving anything in return, and a partner willing to follow him blindly against all the odds, without him having to worry about losing their support; Heidi looks for a functional, healthy romantic relationship, were all the parties involved contribute their part. Cartman is unwilling to fulfill this role, because doing so would position him as an equal of Heidi’s, which means, to him, degrade him from his high-entity status.’

Nearing the end we realize Cartman has found a way of manipulating Heidi into believing she’s in the relationship she craved for, and thus avoiding any sign of resistance from her. He has learned that if he wants to manipulate Heidi successfully, he needs to put a little effort on the relationship every now and then, offering her reassurance. This way, Cartman can act selfishly while at the same time 'rewarding’ Heidi for her subservience, throwing away any doubt she might had in him. He fools her into believing his wrongdoings are common human flaws that need to exist in order to keep improving himself.

Heidi is portrayed as someone who desires to aid the needy, she cannot bring herself to refuse someone’s cries for help, which is, besides the ironic effects of peer pressure, the main reason she continues to be stuck with Cartman and allows herself to be manipulated by him. He sees in Cartman someone who takes bad decisions, but is fundamentally kindhearted. Someone who is in need for her guidance. Even when ditching Kyle after being indoctrinated by Cartman, her kind nature is a definitive trait of her character. Cartman was persuasive enough to convince her of his beliefs, he made sure until the last moment that his ideas appeared to be reasonably fundamented. He told her what she wanted to hear when she was feeling the most guilty, deflecting the blame for the failure of their relationship unto Kyle instead, but reassuring her image of Kyle by telling her he hadn’t been counscious of his actions. He convinced her of attributing her own supposed flaws ('being moody’) to her ethnic background, and this way implying she has no control over ever improving herself, comforting her but making her feel helpess over her situation at the same time, this serves to Cartman as a mechanism to increase her emotional dependence to him, by making her feel he’s the only one who will ever love her despite her imperfections.

Regarding Cartman’s idea of Kyle, I feel like Cartman projects all of his own corruption unto Kyle. He subcounsciously thinks of Kyle as his equal, although he cannot recognize the corruption from within. Kyle’s intentions are never pure in Cartman’s mind, he must always be plotting something against him the same way he himself does to him. To him, Kyle’s purpose in life is to get in Cartman’s way. As the series progressed, we’ve seen Cartman gradually watering down his hostility towards Kyle in latter seasons the more time they spent together, and instead replacing it with an odd sense of familiarity and trust, until this point, Cartman’s friendly demeanor towards Kyle that even manifested itself at one point earlier in the episode, takes a sudden turn the moment Cartman finds out he might have been responsible for his breakup with Heidi. Following this event, we see Cartman’s hatred towards Kyle reach its peak when he goes batshit after his trippy jewish dream sequence, spewing all his resentments against Kyle in spite of the latter’s attempts to excuse himself, Cartman feeling betrayed after letting himself 'fall into Kyle’s claws’ by allowing him the benefit of the doubt previously.

Having stated all this, I think Cartman has taken care of the problems he had with Heidi, and now that the challenge is over, the last scene leads me to believe he has shifted his interest from the pleasure he obtains from having domain over her, to the impact his behaviour towards her has on Kyle instead. He’s using his influence on the people around Kyle to make them into proxys as a mean to inflict pain onto him. Heidi is no longer the tool, his entire relationship with her is now a tool on itself.

It was also interesting to see the conection between B plot and A plot relying on the parallel of the toxic relationship between Cartman, Kyle and Heidi, and that of politicians with their supporters, instead of having each storyline intersecting with the other, though I don’t have a strong stand on the matter, since I’m for the most part ignorant concerning the USA political status.

The weakest point of the episode in my opinion was the introduction of elements that seemingly served no purpose in the narrative, and ultimately aimed for a specific purpose in order to lead the plot in a certain direction. For example, Cartman’s dialogue when making fun of Heidi for gaining weight after tricking her into introducing meat into her vegan diet, indicated he had a goal in mind by doing this, though we never get any insight on what this particular goal may be other than to reassure his dominance over her. Besides this being a dangerous move for Cartman to make just after getting Heidi’s trust back, it seemed like it didn’t serve any purpose other than to incite Kyle into intervening in the relationship. Another example would be Cartman visiting Token’s house, there wasn’t really a point for Cartman to do this besides giving him the chance to make racial remarks some more. Finding out about Kyle being responsible for his breakup with Heidi through Token’s dad seemed too coincidental, though I don’t really mind, even less after being presented with Cartman’s fantastic Kyle delirium sequence.

I really enjoyed the execution of the humor, there were some great jokes, the animation team did an amazing job and overall I think this was a fantastic episode with a rather dark thematic.

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Kyle’s like 1000% done

(based on Parks and Recs’ meme)

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denial

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She’s just a girl, and she’s on fire Hotter than a fantasy Lonely like a highway She’s living in a world, and it’s on fire Feeling the catastrophe, but she knows she can fly away

You can try, but you’ll never forget her name She’s on top of the world

Everybody stands as she goes by

Cause they can see the flame that’s in her eyes Watch her when she’s lighting up the night Nobody knows that she’s a lonely girl And it’s a lonely world But she gon’ let it burn, baby, burn, baby

Girl On Fire - Alicia Keys 

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What can a female character do without being criticized mercilessly?

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Rey and porg ♥

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123 Ideas for Character Flaws

Absent-minded - Preoccupied to the extent of being unaware of one’s immediate surroundings. Abstracted, daydreaming, inattentive, oblivious, forgetful.

Abusive - Characterized by improper infliction of physical or psychological maltreatment towards another.

Addict - One who is addicted to a compulsive activity. Examples: gambling, drugs, sex.

Aimless - Devoid of direction or purpose.

Alcoholic - A person who drinks alcoholic substances habitually and to excess.

Anxious - Full of mental distress or uneasiness because of fear of danger or misfortune; greatly worried; solicitous.

Arrogant - Having or displaying a sense of overbearing self-worth or self-importance. Inclined to social exclusiveness and who rebuff the advances of people considered inferior. Snobbish.

Audacious - Recklessly bold in defiance of convention, propriety, law, or the like; insolent; braze, disobedient.

Bad Habit - A revolting personal habit. Examples: picks nose, spits tobacco, drools, bad body odour.

Bigmouth - A loud-mouthed or gossipy person.

Bigot - One who is strongly partial to one’s own group, religion, race, or politics and is intolerant of those who differ.

Blunt - Characterized by directness in manner or speech; without subtlety or evasion. Frank, callous, insensitive, brusque.

Bold - In a bad sense, too forward; taking undue liberties; over assuming or confident; lacking proper modesty or restraint; rude; impudent. Abrupt, brazen, cheeky, brassy, audacious.

Callous - They are hardened to emotions, rarely showing any form of it in expression. Unfeeling. Cold.

Childish - Marked by or indicating a lack of maturity; puerile.

Complex - An exaggerated or obsessive concern or fear. (List specific complex.)

Cruel - Mean to anyone or anything, without care or regard to consequences and feelings.

Cursed - A person who has befallen a prayer for evil or misfortune, placed under a spell, or borne into an evil circumstance, and suffers for it. Damned.

Dependent - Unable to exist, sustain oneself, or act appropriately or normally without the assistance or direction of another.

Deranged - Mentally decayed. Insane. Crazy. Mad. Psychotic.

Dishonest – Given to or using fraud, cheating; deceitful, deceptive, crooked, underhanded.

Disloyal - Lacking loyalty. Unfaithful, perfidious, traitorous, treasonable

Disorder - An ailment that affects the function of mind or body. (List the disorders name if they have one.) See the Mental Disorder List.

Disturbed - Showing some or a few signs or symptoms of mental or emotional illness. Confused, disordered, neurotic, troubled.

Dubious - Fraught with uncertainty or doubt. Undecided, doubtful, unsure.

Dyslexic - Affected by dyslexia, a learning disorder marked by impairment of the ability to recognize and comprehend written words.

Egotistical - Characteristic of those having an inflated idea of their own importance. Boastful, pompous.

Envious - Showing extreme cupidity; painfully desirous of another’s advantages; covetous, jealous.

Erratic - Deviating from the customary course in conduct or opinion; eccentric: erratic behaviour. Eccentric, bizarre, outlandish, strange.

Fanatical - Fanatic outlook or behaviour especially as exhibited by excessive enthusiasm, unreasoning zeal, or wild and extravagant notions on some subject.

Fickle – Erratic, changeable, unstable - especially with regard to affections or attachments; capricious.

Fierce - Marked by extreme intensity of emotions or convictions; inclined to react violently; fervid.

Finicky - Excessively particular or fastidious; difficult to please; fussy. Too much concerned with detail. Meticulous, fastidious, choosy, critical, picky, prissy, pernickety.

Fixated - In psychoanalytic theory, a strong attachment to a person or thing, especially such an attachment formed in childhood or infancy and manifested in immature or neurotic behaviour that persists throughout life. Fetish, quirk, obsession, infatuation.

Flirt -To make playfully romantic or sexual overtures; behaviour intended to arouse sexual interest. Minx. Tease.

Gluttonous - Given to excess in consumption of especially food or drink. Voracious, ravenous, wolfish, piggish, insatiable.

Gruff - Brusque or stern in manner or appearance. Crusty, rough, surly.

Gullible - Will believe any information given, regardless of how valid or truthful it is, easily deceived or duped.

Hard - A person who is difficult to deal with, manage, control, overcome, or understand. Hard emotions, hard hearted.

Hedonistic - Pursuit of or devotion to pleasure, especially to the pleasures of the senses.

Hoity-toity- Given to flights of fancy; capricious; frivolous. Prone to giddy behaviour, flighty.

Humourless - The inability to find humour in things, and most certainly in themselves.

Hypocritical - One who is always contradicting their own beliefs, actions or sayings. A person who professes beliefs and opinions for others that he does not hold. Being a hypocrite.

Idealist - One whose conduct is influenced by ideals that often conflict with practical considerations. One who is unrealistic and impractical, guided more by ideals than by practical considerations.

Idiotic - Marked by a lack of intelligence or care; foolish or careless.

Ignorant - Lacking knowledge or information as to a particular subject or fact. Showing or arising from a lack of education or knowledge.

Illiterate - Unable to read and write.

Immature - Emotionally undeveloped; juvenile; childish.

Impatient - Unable to wait patiently or tolerate delay; restless. Unable to endure irritation or opposition; intolerant.

Impious - Lacking piety and reverence for a god/gods and their followers.

Impish - Naughtily or annoyingly playful.

Incompetent - Unable to execute tasks, no matter how the size or difficulty.

Indecisive - Characterized by lack of decision and firmness, especially under pressure.

Indifferent - The trait of lacking enthusiasm for or interest in things generally, remaining calm and seeming not to care; a casual lack of concern. Having or showing little or no interest in anything; languid; spiritless.

Infamy - Having an extremely bad reputation, public reproach, or strong condemnation as the result of a shameful, criminal, or outrageous act that affects how others view them.

Intolerant - Unwilling to tolerate difference of opinion and narrow-minded about cherished opinions.

Judgemental - Inclined to make and form judgements, especially moral or personal ones, based on one’s own opinions or impressions towards others/practices/groups/religions based on appearance, reputation, occupation, etc.

Klutz - Clumsy. Blunderer.

Lazy - Resistant to work or exertion; disposed to idleness.

Lewd - Inclined to, characterized by, or inciting to lust or lechery; lascivious. Obscene or indecent, as language or songs; salacious.

Liar - Compulsively and purposefully tells false truths more often than not. A person who has lied or who lies repeatedly.

Lustful - Driven by lust; preoccupied with or exhibiting lustful desires.

Masochist - The deriving of sexual gratification, or the tendency to derive sexual gratification, from being physically or emotionally abused. A willingness or tendency to subject oneself to unpleasant or trying experiences.

Meddlesome - Intrusive in a meddling or offensive manner, given to meddling; interfering.

Meek - Evidencing little spirit or courage; overly submissive or compliant; humble in spirit or manner; suggesting retiring mildness or even cowed submissiveness.

Megalomaniac - A psycho pathological condition characterized by delusional fantasies of wealth, power, or omnipotence.

Naïve - Lacking worldly experience and understanding, simple and guileless; showing or characterized by a lack of sophistication and critical judgement.

Nervous - Easily agitated or distressed; high-strung or jumpy.

Non-violent - Abstaining from the use of violence.

Nosey - Given to prying into the affairs of others; snoopy. Offensively curious or inquisitive.

Obsessive - An unhealthy and compulsive preoccupation with something or someone.

Oppressor - A person of authority who subjects others to undue pressures, to keep down by severe and unjust use of force or authority.

Overambitious - Having a strong excessive desire for success or achievement.

Overconfident - Excessively confident; presumptuous.

Overemotional - Excessively or abnormally emotional. Sensitive about themselves and others, more so than the average person.

Overprotective - To protect too much; coddle.

Overzealous - Marked by excessive enthusiasm for and intense devotion to a cause or idea.

Pacifist - Opposition to war or violence as a means of resolving disputes. (Can double as a merit in certain cases)

Paranoid - Exhibiting or characterized by extreme and irrational fear or distrust of others.

Peevish - Expressing fretfulness and discontent, or unjustifiable dissatisfaction. Cantankerous, cross, ill-tempered, testy, captious, discontented, crotchety, cranky, ornery.

Perfectionist - A propensity for being displeased with anything that is not perfect or does not meet extremely high standards.

Pessimist - A tendency to stress the negative or unfavourable or to take the gloomiest possible view.

Pest - One that pesters or annoys, with or without realizing it. Nuisance. Annoying. Nag.

Phobic – They have a severe form of fear when it comes to this one thing. Examples: Dark, Spiders, Cats

Practical - Level-headed, efficient, and unspeculative. No-nonsense.

Predictable - Easily seen through and assessable, where almost anyone can predict reactions and actions of said person by having met or known them even for a short time.

Proud - Filled with or showing excessive self-esteem and will often shirk help from others for the sake of pride.

Rebellious - Defying or resisting some established authority, government, or tradition; insubordinate; inclined to rebel.

Reckless - Heedless. Headstrong. Foolhardy. Unthinking boldness, wild carelessness and disregard for consequences.

Remorseless - Without remorse; merciless; pitiless; relentless.

Rigorous - Rigidly accurate; allowing no deviation from a standard; demanding strict attention to rules and procedures.

Sadist - The deriving of sexual gratification or the tendency to derive sexual gratification from inflicting pain or emotional abuse on others. Deriving of pleasure, or the tendency to derive pleasure, from cruelty.

Sadomasochist - Both sadist and masochist combined.

Sarcastic - A subtle form of mockery in which an intended meaning is conveyed obliquely.

Sceptic - One who instinctively or habitually doubts, questions, or disagrees with assertions or generally accepted conclusions.

Seducer - To lead others astray, as from duty, rectitude, or the like; corrupt. To attempt to lead or draw someone away, as from principles, faith, or allegiance.

Selfish - Concerned chiefly or only with oneself.

Self-Martyr - One who purposely makes a great show of suffering in order to arouse sympathy from others, as a form of manipulation, and always for a selfish cause or reason.

Self-righteous - Piously sure of one’s own righteousness; moralistic. Exhibiting pious self-assurance. Holier-than-thou, sanctimonious.

Senile - Showing a decline or deterioration of physical strength or mental functioning, esp. short-term memory and alertness, as a result of old age or disease.

Shallow - Lacking depth of intellect or knowledge; concerned only with what is obvious.

Smart Ass - Thinks they know it all, and in some ways they may, but they can be greatly annoying and difficult to deal with at times, especially in arguments.

Soft-hearted - Having softness or tenderness of heart that can lead them into trouble; susceptible of pity or other kindly affection. They cannot resist helping someone they see in trouble, suffering or in need, and often don’t think of the repercussions or situation before doing so.

Solemn - Deeply earnest, serious, and sober.

Spineless - Lacking courage. Cowardly, wimp, lily-livered, gutless.

Spiteful - Showing malicious ill will and a desire to hurt; motivated by spite; vindictive person who will look for occasions for resentment. Vengeful.

Spoiled - Treated with excessive indulgence and pampering from earliest childhood, and has no notion of hard work, self-care or money management; coddled, pampered. Having the character or disposition harmed by pampering or over-solicitous attention.

Squeamish - Excessively fastidious and easily disgusted.

Stubborn - Unreasonably, often perversely unyielding; bull-headed. Firmly resolved or determined; resolute.

Superstitious - An irrational belief arising from ignorance or fear from an irrational belief that an object, action, or circumstance not logically related to a course of events influences its outcome.

Tactless - Lacking or showing a lack of what is fitting and considerate in dealing with others.

Temperamental - Moody, irritable, or sensitive. Excitable, volatile, emotional.

Theatrical - Having a flair for over dramatizing situations, doing things in a ‘big way’ and love to be ‘centre stage’.

Timid -Tends to be shy and/or quiet, shrinking away from offering opinions or from strangers and newcomers, fearing confrontations and violence.

Tongue-tied - Speechless or confused in expression, as from shyness, embarrassment, or astonishment.

Troublemaker - Someone who deliberately stirs up trouble, intentionally or unintentionally.

Unlucky - Marked by or causing misfortune; ill-fated. Destined for misfortune; doomed.

Unpredictable - Difficult to foretell or foresee, their actions are so chaotic it’s impossible to know what they are going to do next.

Untrustworthy - Not worthy of trust or belief. Backstabber.

Vain - Holding or characterized by an unduly high opinion of their physical appearance. Lovers of themselves. Conceited, egotistic, narcissistic.

Weak-willed - Lacking willpower, strength of will to carry out one’s decisions, wishes, or plans. Easily swayed.

Withdrawn - Not friendly or Sociable. Aloof.

Zealous - A fanatic.