junglejim4322

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Do you know otters hold hands while they’re sleeping so they won’t drift away and lose eachother?? Literally you and me

Me and you

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Me and you

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Catfood Minmo - Silent Hill 3 (2003)

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what if i told you

I LOVE YOU

What if I told you

I love u more. And im always right so I win

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Do you think diaspora content creators act like gatekeepy intermediaries to info about the countries they’re diaspora of?

No…? I’m sorry this is so vague im really not sure what you’re talking about. Unless you’re referring to me saying I wouldn’t disclose the ways people detect caste in other people or something in which case I was right for that.

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hi not trying to be a jerk or anything just concerned you seem anxious and ruminating on some rly dark things today n i'm wondering if you could like. have a cup of tea or go outside for a while. idc if you answer at all but if you see this, random follower is poking you to access even 1% comfort if you can cos you're talking scary and yeah maybe 2% comfort !! u deserve nice

Omg im always surprised when people who follow me think I’ve made a particularly worrying post I feel like im consistently a mess on here but thank you you’re so sweet. I’ve just got a lot going on in my life with a lot of time pressure in all directions (if you haven’t heard from me in a while that’s why btw) and im nervous all the time but I promise im not like on suicide watch or something. you’re very kind and yeah I took a break from working on shit to drink a monster energy drink and ponder. And by ponder I mean watch YouTube drama. Which may be more worrying than anything to some but they can’t take my monster from me I ❤️ aspartame

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Listen there’s a lot of good recipes by a lot of diverse people of many backgrounds but if a suburban wasp is trying to explain how to make Mexican food get the fuck out of there pull the fire alarm and run

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Guys I want to bring attention to the Revive Gaza’s Farmland initiative!!!! APN is working w farmers in Gaza to help restore Gaza’s agricultural sector. They’re just shy of being within 67% of their goal at the moment. Please show them some love by donating & spreading the word

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I was like how is being nervous making me dizzy and hard to breathe and then I remembered panic attacks exist

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Late Homework (PC, 2024)

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You know what’s crazy is when the destructive behaviors you use to cope will eventually eclipse the things you used them to cope with and become another central issue on their own like some sort of parasite evolving inside you feeding off your suffering until it can become its own beast. Isn’t that wild

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I've seen what happens when people Get Worse. I've orbited a lot of people who Got Worse (especially online). If you listen to people who Got Worse it's all the same: they don't have consistent, meaningful social support, they've been hurt too many times and they can't open up out of fear that the next betrayal is going to drive the knife right through the artery, they end up spending too much time alone and develop secret languages, meanings, thought cycles completely inscrutable to anyone who has never had to rely on such rituals to survive, they get caught in a cycle of reopening and licking their wounds because the progression of time is so unrewarding and stagnant that the past is basically always the present, and the present is already the future, they become mean, they become strange.

some people might offer to help them but it's rare they ever know where to start, let alone exhibit compassion without grimace. admittedly, even for genuinely compassionate people, it isn't the easiest thing. if the person is someone who is stuck in their ways or doesn't know you, they don't really have a reason to be receptive to your help. "why should I waste my time on someone who is just going to become another memory of heartache? someone who will carelessly hurt and abandon me?" and such. an earnest attempt to help can feel like an attempted assault to them. at the same time, the meaningful interpersonal relationships that these people need will not survive if built on pity or fleeting self-gratifying feelings of "building" someone into your idea of a desirable person.

I don't know where I was going with this, but I always found it hard not to see myself as only a few degrees removed from these people. one or two safety nets separated from being completely trapped. unable to feel safe in not just the world but also my own body. a cosmological dead end. I stay away from habitually engaging in the obvious things can that make trying to change when you're at this point difficult (alcohol, drugs, etc), but if temperance is how you maintain stability in the face of rock bottom, you're basically already there, right? you're there and your body just hasn't caught up. maybe I'm just being dramatic because it's late. hows everypony finding the new deltarune chapters.

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All medication names sound like high fantasy names including the fact that some are named shit like xiaolutoninate and some are named shit like glob

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Just a little PSA for all our mental health (and chronic pain*) spoonies out there! A lot of doctors neglect to mention this little side effect, which means a lot of us are suffering extra from the heat without knowing why.

*Many psych meds are used to treat chronic pain as well, if you didn’t know!

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I'm just glad prople are realizing modern journalism is really just carefully crafted propaganda for topics that actually matter.