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Fast Asleep

9:45pm

Y/n sat on her day-bed and watched the droplets roll down the window of her apartment. She looked almost in agony as she had to run through the city in the pouring rain in order to get home. She wanted to look at the bright side of things but she was sad. Her boyfriend Hwang Hyunjin had just left for tour for 3 weeks and couldn't see him until after the award ceremonies too. She had to much to wait for and such little time to wait. Y/n’s phone rung

Hey babeeeee - Dramatic babe

Hey:) - Y/n

Wydddd? - Dramatic babe

Nothing, wbu? - Y/n

Waiting for the rain to calm down so I can get on the plane:/ - Dramatic babe

Oh that sucks:/ - Y/n

Yea. I can’t wait to get back from tour and hang out with you!!!>,< - Dramatic babe

Same - Y/n

Well, gtg bye love you baeee<3 - Dramatic babe

Bye love you to<3 - Y/n

Y/n looked at her phone screen and sighed. She was alone again.

4:30am

Y/n laid in her bed fast asleep listening to the rain hitting the window. After about fifteen minutes of listening to the rain it was stopped by a brief show of thunder and lightning, Y/n’s breath hitched as it startled her. She heard footsteps going toward her bedroom. She waited and listened. She then felt the bed dip next to her and an arm wrap around her waist.

“I know you're not awake but I hope you know how much I love you and how much you mean to me. My flight was delayed for the next day so I thought I would come and stay with you while I could.” Hyunjin whispered under his breath. He nuzzled his face in Y/n’s neck and hugged her closely as the thunder and lightning roared and the sky lit up. 

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Jealously

A soft hiss escaped through your lips, as you were standing up from the heavy fall from your envious classmate. You stumble slightly before getting hold on to the iron fence behind you to regain your balance.

Gazing your hands over your back pockets, you realize your phone is missing. As you look, you minimize your movement as you stay straight and mainly depend on your hand to stumble upon it. A rock followed by a phone is felt between your scratched and frail hands. You hold onto it and let out a relieved sigh. 

You make your way to your apartment complex when you're limping. You're caught off guard by a hand gripping your waist and your hand moving and swinging over someone’s neck. 

You look and focus your eyes and your hearing slowly comes back. 

“Y/n! what happened?” “What- what are you doing, Y/n?”

You smile and chuckle as if you're drunk.

“Just, made some friends, that may or may not hate my guts. . . but it’s because they want you.”

Hyunjin holds you and stops you as you walk. Hyunjin looks at you and checks your face. You turn to him with your face scratched and visibly bruised. Hyunjin’s face turns from an angry and annoyed expression to a soft and almost upset pout. 

“Why. . why. . why would they do that to you.”

He said in a tone that made you have to double think about what you said. You shake your head and motion your hand in the direction of your path.

“We are so close..” you eagerly request him to continue walking.

“Y/n. . . I’m worried about you.”

“No way, I'm more worried about you more.”

Your words came out so easily and you start to actually question whether or not you consumed a drink before the incident. Hyunjin holds you but is now quiet from his inner thoughts. You make it the complex and right as you enter, you try to depart yourself from Hyunjin’s grasp but Hyunjin grabs you by the waist and holds you as you walk to his apartment that was closer than yours. Hyunjin unlocks his door with one hand and slowly leads you in. Your mind is all over the place, and your heart beat is starting to increase. 

“Hyunjin, I have to go home.”

“You’re injured, Y/n” “Let me take care of you.”

He brings you to his bed and you sit as he walks over to grab his med-kit that he only opens one other time. He kneels in front of you and your heart is telling you one thing when your mind is trying to counter it. 

“Non-sense, i’ll just go home and sleep-“

You say as you try to playfully push Hyunjin as he leaned towards you to put a bandaid on your sore check. He loses his balance and falls forward and on top of you. You look at each other, in silence, for a moment.

A moment. You realize how close you are, noses touching, lips inches away from each others’.

“I need you.”

You say as you look into his chocolate brown eyes, from the sentence you said caused Hyunjin you collide your lips to one another. He makes sure not to press hard because of your injuries. At that moment, you feel like you are living a dream, you feel your pain melt away. you both break from the kiss and look at each one more.

“Now, you have me.”

He says as he smirks, which causes your heart to race faster than the kiss. You put your hand to his cheek. You rub his skin softly and bring your eyes back to his. 

“I have you, but others won’t want me to-“

“Then I’ll show them that I have you.”

He says as he pecks your lips before standing up and slowly raising you with his delicate grip on your hands.

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When and Where

His lips are above your shoulder, the warmth of his words brush across your skin.

“Are you cold?”

smooch

“Do you need a towel?”

peck

“Wanna head home?”

kiss

You are kinda out of it, disconnected from the socialness of events like these.

Not aware of how out of it you are, you are unresponsive to his affection.

Hyunjin moves his hand from your waist, to hold your shoulder.

He turns you around, catching you by surprise.

He holds you in front of him, holding on your shoulders.

As he begins to speak, his hold on your shoulders become lighter.

Hyunjin looks at you so sweetly, (you swear you have cavities now) his eyes find yours.

“Daisy?” he uses your first name, genuinely worried about you.

“Hmm” you respond, heartlessly.

He drops his arms to his side, instinctively bringing his hands to rest on his hips.

“I'm ready when you are.” he says “if you're done i’m done” he whispers softly.

Taking in his consideration, your mind is off the charts.

Stupidly, you continue to be cold and “uninterested” to his concern.

“Don’t mind me, I just wanted to rest.” you lie.

His heart is pure, and you are trusted by him greatly.

“But.. if you are ready to leave, just get me and we’ll be home” Hyunjin faintly smiles, trying his best to get something out of you.

Your smile slips out, your teeth shine a bit, making his smile increased bigger than ever.

“I love you doll” Hyunjin expresses, his lips raised to make a pleasing fond smile.

Hyunjin takes great care and great thought into his affection towards you, he really adores you.

His fingers almost tickle your back, causing you to break “character”.

You feel the love, you feel the butterflies.

As Hyunjin rests his head in your neck, you know for sure you can’t keep this mood up for long.

Your arms unwrap at your chest to clasp around him.

His charming sigh, which is an instant sign of a smile, caresses your jaw..

(stop this hyunjin.)

“Actually.. I would really like to go home” you break.

“I know you like the back of my hand doll~” He teases.

You chuckle, finding his entertainment adorable.

Hyunjin leans back from the hug, being in front of you once again.

“Let’s go” He smiles.

“Oh stop that,” your cheekbones shine with the smile he's causing you to have.

Your hands interlock, always finding each other without question.

“Stop what?” He pokes at once more, loving when you are flustered.

You shake your head with a short smirk, Hyunjin laughs as he watches you.

You two take a few steps together before being stopped by one of his close friends.

“Leaving so soon?” His friend furrows his eyebrows, offended.

“We are tired.”

“You mean she is” He directs his fingers to point at you.

“No, we both are.” Hyunjin clarifies.

“Since when did Hwang leave parties early? No. He stayed until sunrise” He goes on.

“Well I’m not into that anymore.”

“Yeah well you're no fun anymore.”

Hyunjin turns to his friend, honestly baffled.

“You're no fun because you have this,” He looks at you, disgustingly. “Baggage”

Hyunjin looks at his friend with his aura dropping in tone, “You just don't know what it feels like to have anyone love you, so drop it man.” Hyunjin says sternly. 

Hyunjin takes a hold of your hand again.

“Goodnight.”

He turns down the hallway with you, leaving his friend to keep barfing up nonsense.

You are amazed, out of words of how smoothly and casually he finished that.

“You are so mesmerizing. I mean cool.” You smile, a bit too proud of him.

Hyunjin seems to break his confidence when you begin to send compliments.

“He messed with the wrong guy” He rubs your hand with his thumb. “There was absolutely no way I'd allow him to speak to you that way.” He scoffs, disgusted thinking about that encounter.

“You are not baggage. If anything, you are a prize I want to brag to everyone about.” He touches shoulders with you.

You smile, not being able to stop.

“Oh you” You playfully turn away, blushing as you replay his words to yourself.

“I love you Daisy” Hyunjin grabs your chin.

Bring your face into his, he gives you a very sweet kiss.

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Dripping Love

You sigh deeply at the hard rain as you think of Hyunjin's absence at school today. You lay on your bed and scroll through your texts with Hyunjin.

 You fidget with your phone case and place your phone to charge as you head to your kitchen. You walk past the window with raindrops and you get a chill down your spine. You shake it off as you quickly make it to your fridge. 

Right as you're about to walk up the flight of stairs, knocking on the door catches your attention. You place your water down and your phone. You walk to the door and are worried for whomever is out there in the rain. 

You see a pouring wet Hyunjin. Your eyes open wide and you immediately grab his wrist and drag him in. You quickly take off his jacket and shake his hair to get most of the water off.

As you do that, Hyunjin’s eyes never look away from you. You look up at him and ask

“Why were you not at school? And why show up in the rain?” you say with laughs. Hyunjin smirks and grabs your waist as he says seriously.

‘I couldn’t stop thinking about you”

He walks you to the wall and your lips as inches away. You close your eyes and Hyunjin inches forward, you lips collide and you wrap your arms around Hyunjins neck while Hyunjin holds your waist. You break from the kiss and look at each other for a couple of seconds before you look down and scoff.

“You really are too much, Hyunjin”

“You make me that way, Daisy”

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1:17

1:17 Am

Daisy laid in bed scrolling through tik tok waiting for Sunwoo to arrive home after a long day of practice and work. Dozing off Daisy hears the door open finally.

“Sunwoo, is that you?” -Daisy 

“Yeah, why are you still up?” -Sunwoo

“I was waiting for you, I was worried you weren't safe.” -Daisy 

“You didn’t have to wait. How was your day, pretty girl?” -Sunwoo

“I wanted to wait for you, my day was okay, how was yours?” -Daisy

“My day was busy,very tiring, I’m going to get in the shower for a minute.  Don’t wait for me.” -Sunwoo

1:32 Am

Feeling the bed dip under Sunwoos weight Daisy began to close her eyes finally being able to sleep. Sunwoo skimmed closer to Daisy wrapping his arms around her waist pulling her close into the smell of after-shave and conditioner. Inhaling the sweet mix of smells. 

“You are the prettiest girl i’ve ever met” -Sunwoo

He continued to whisper sweet affirmations before Daisy turned around to face him. Sunwoo admired the way the light peeked onto the top of her eyes creating a look similar to milk chocolate. 

“I love you” 

The words he longed for, she’s said it a million times but he can’t get enough of the sweetness it offers. The way the words trickled from her lips to his ears was the only thing he needed. Leaning in he pulled her into a pleasant and gentle kiss. 

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Do Best Friends Kiss?

You and Jaemin sit in his room after returning from school.

“i’ll be back” Jaemin excuses himself for a second

While he’s gone, your mind is all over the place. You are thinking of confessing to your best friend but are really scared of ruining your relationship. you sigh and decide to try.

Jaemin returns and sits on his bed and takes off his backpack. he groans and falls onto his bed. Your still sitting quietly on the edge of his bed and then you finally go with your decision.

“Jaemin.”

Jaemin sits up “Yes?”

You nervously swallow your breath.

“Do best friends kiss?” you say and your mind is now drowning you with thoughts.

I screwed up.

I’m gonna lose him.

I shouldn’t have said it.

But I want to be with him in a different way, not as best friends.

Jaemin chuckles 

“What kind of question is that?” He says 

You're nervous and you almost say something but he says it faster.

He smirks.

“Are you that curious?” Jaemin says as he looks at you.

“Do you wanna know the answer?”

you nervously glup.

“It’s just a question… I-“

Jaemin smirks.

“Should we do that?”

“Na Jaemin!” you blurted out of surprise at his sentence he said seriously.

Jaemin chuckles.

“What?? you asked right?” he shrugged.

You sigh and say without hesitation.

“Renjun said it could happen..”

Jaemin rubbed his face in embarrassment.

“And.. haechan said too,” you pause “i mean- there’s a chance.” you added.

“why would they tell you that in the first place?” Jaemin turns to you, while you hold your breath.

“I- I was just curious.” you played with your sleeve, obviously hiding something.

(you’ve been liking jaemin for a while, and you're just too scared it will ruin the friendship you’ve had with him.)

Jaemin chuckled, he suddenly moved closer to you.

“Listen,” Jaemin whispered “you wanna know the answer?” Jaemin stared at you and then and then to your lips.

“Because you’ll never know it- unless you do it.” Jaemin whispered and you could hear his smirk.

“Jaemin-“ you say trying to keep the conversation going.

But Jaemin’s arm was already wrapped around your waist and his eyes were looking at you so sweet. Your noses touch and then Jaemin kisses you. 

Fin.

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Tipsy Confession

♥︎

you are invited to a party by haechan and you arrive with haechan and renjun. you look around, mildly intimated by the insane amount of people and drinks, and spot jeno and jaemin siting next to the back door. you walk through the people and get to them:

“hey guys”

“hey, i knew you guys would show up.” jeno said

“why wouldn’t we?” haechan snaps

“i thought you guys would be to intimidated.” jeno laughs

“not likely. i’m never intimidated” haechan bitterly smiles

“you sure?” jeno asks

haechan looks around and grabs a shot from a table. he takes it in a blink of an eye and has another one and takes it immediately.

you clap and root for haechan, amused by his actions. jeno and haechan walk around and meet people and it leaves you jaemin and renjun standing together. you break the awkward silence that was bigger than ever.

“so what exactly do you do at these type of parties?” 

“people usually get toxically drunk and do stupid things.” jaemin says

“yeah, and i’d suggest not getting so drunk you forget things from that night.” renjun says to you.

“yeah, no. i haven’t even had alcohol before so i’m fine.” 

“wait really?” a girl from nearby hears you say that

“how funny is it that you’ve never had alcohol but your at a party like this.” “you must not be that cool though, i mean everyone is drinking.”

jaemin glares at the girl and renjun does as well. 

“i can try one.” you grab a shot and immediately renjun tries to grab it out of your hands but you already drank it. renjun and jaemin look at you as your reacting to the shot. the girl laughs

“wow, i didn’t know you were this reckless.” 

jaemin cuts her off and tells her to leave. the girl leaves with a bitter smile.

your heart is racing but you weirdly wanting another shot. you look around and grab another one and take it.

“daisy! what are you doing?” renjun yells

“it’s fine, i’m trying to fit it.” you say, sounding half way drunk.

“daisy, are you drunk already?” jaemin asks

“one more could be it.” you say and reach over and grab one more but renjun takes it out off your hand.

“daisy, no” “you’ll screw up your healthy stomach.” “we should have stayed away from this area.

you walk away and renjun follows. you walk to a couch. renjun sits next to you. 

“just give me one more, and i’ll be fine.”

“this is what i didn’t want to happen. i didn’t want you to get brain washed.” 

“please, it will be my fault if anything happens.”

renjun sighs

“if you think it won’t do any harm than i guess it’s okay.” renjun finally says

you immediately grab one near by and drink it.

renjun watches you to make sure your fine. you sit there and after a moment, you completely drunk.

“i’m going to find jaemin.” you say as you stand not stable at all.

“why?” renjun asks out of curiosity of the sudden wish to see jaemin.

“i need to tell him something.” you laugh

renjun follows behind you as you walk around. you bump into jeno and almost fall.

“ow” you say 

“oh my gosh, are you okay?” jeno says

“nah it’s okay, but your abs are hard as a rock.”

jeno looks at you confused. renjun looks up and explains.

“she definitely drunk.”

“2 shots?” haechan jumps in

“yeah, but now she wants to see jaemin.”

haechan smirks and jeno looks around from him. you mumble ‘jaemin’ under your breath and renjun and haechan both are hearing it. 

jaemin is brought over with jeno and you immediately grab his shirt and drag him to a hall. renjun and haechan stay back, waiting for something to happen. 

you bring jaemin into the hall and you press him up the wall. you look at him and he looks at you.

“jaemin, your totally my type.”

jaemin blushes

“what do you mean?” jaemin asks

“you are funny, sweet, handsome and you cook really good.” you say seriously

jaemin blushes more then you get closer to him.

“you are mine.” you giggle whisper 

you place your hands on his face and you kiss jaemin sweetly. jaemin ,caught of guard, stay stiff for a second but then he moves his arms to your waist. you break from the kiss and you look at him and then you pass out and jaemin manages to grab you before you hit your head. 

renjun and haechan see from the corner of their eyes jaemin holding you and sitting you up on the wall. renjun runs over and touches your face 

“daisy? are you awake?” renjun asks 

renjun checks your pulse and your still alive, he sighs of relief. haechan then asks

“what happened?” 

“well she brought me to the hall and she kissed me and then after she just fainted.”

“SHE KISSED YOU???” renjun yells

“yes, why?” jaemin asks

“i knew that would happen, and i think she going to be asking me what happened last night.”

jaemin looks at you and his heart beats faster knowing that the kiss meant something and it wasn’t just a random kiss.

jeno offers to carry you but jaemin asks to carry you. jaemin brings you to the car and places you sweetly in the middle seat. 

jaemij gets in and buckles you and himself. jeno starts driving and your head slowly lands on jaemin’s shoulder. jaemin look over and sweetly looks at your features and he smiles.

you get to dorms and renjun decides to let you stay for the night. jaemin carries you to his room and he lays you on the bed. the rest of them leave and renjun covers you with a blanket and he gets ready for bed. renjun sleeps on the floor so you can sleep comfortably.

⁃ morning-

you wake up and you immediately look around. you look at your clothes and notice you never changed. you look down and you see renjun on the ground and you immediately go to wake him up.

“renjun!”

he wakes up slowly

“yeah?”

“what happened? why am on your bed? why am i not changed and what happened.”

renjun deeply sighs

“i’ll explain once i get ready.”

renjun gets up and leaves to take a shower. you are left alone think about all of your questions. renjun returns and sits down next to you.

“so what happened?”

“at the party, you insisted on shots and i let it happen. you immediately went looking for jaemin and then you take him to a hallway and you kiss him. and then you faint right after.”

you look so defeated and then you angry sigh

“how could i do that?” 

“but don’t you haves a thing for jaemin?” renjun asks

“yes i do but i literally planned to tell him this week but not being drunk.”

“well then it’s okY.”

“it’s not okay. cause i was drunk and jaemin might think that it was nothing but i acutally exposed my feelings.”

you pause

“i need to go talk to him.”

“wait why??” renjun asks concerned

“i need to clear something.”

you walk out and text jaemin, still shaking from nervousness 

(hey jaemin, can you meet me at the big tree in the back of the school?”

you wait and your heart racing

10 seconds pass

(yeah, i’ll head over right now.)

you walk over to the tree. you walk out the doors and see jaemin standing by it. you relax yourself and walk up to him.

“hey daisy” jaemin says

“so yesterday i apologize for what i have done.”

“it’s okay-“ jaemin rubs it off thinking this is a rejection 

“but i’m not sorry.”

jaemin looks at you and you look at him. jaemin is in silence for a second but then talks 

“so, yesterday was real feelings.”

you look to the side

“i’m sorry that i confessed this way but i actually meant to confess this friday but yesterday happened-“

jaemin cups your face and kisses you. you are surprised but then you hold his neck. jaemin smiles in the kiss and you feel it which makes you smile. you break apart and you look at jaemin, and jaemin looks at you so sweetly.

“i’m sorry for not asking for permission to just kiss you like that.” jaemin says

“it’s only fair because yesterday i did the same things.” you smile

jaemin laughs and you laugh. you share laughs and you both realize that you two are in love.

haechan moves down his binoculars.

“knew it.” he smirks

he turns and walks, not aware of his surroundings. he bumps into renjun.

“oh sorry”

“what are you doing?”

haechan hides the binoculars behind him.

“nothing.”

renjun laughs.

“you’re hiding something”

renjun goes to reach and haechan isn’t complaining. with renjun laughing and trying to grab the binoculars, haechan felt so happy. first time he’s been able to share a moment like this with renjun.

with a trip, haechan and renjun fall.

renjun holds himself above haechan. haechan’s looks up.

they make eye contact.

“i-“

you walk though the door and are holding hands wiht jaemin. looking down you see the image.

“oh my!”

“i would have never guessed!”

renjun and haechan stand up and brush themselves off.

“what do you mean?” haechan furrows his eyebrows

“seemed like you two are a thing now”

renjun and haechan burn up.

in sync.

“no we’re not!”

looking at each other, they look back at us.

you with a smile, causes the two of them to excuse themselves.

you watch as they walk off.

“i think they are cute together”

“maybe” jaemin smiles.

you and jaemin walk down the halls. holding hands. (that will soon be a habit of the two of you)

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Thinking of You Always

<3

“I’m back home love~”

Serim hears a squeal from behind the door of your room. He smiles, finding it always adorable when you welcome him home with open arms.

He drops the bag down at the door when the door of your room opens.

“MY SERIM!” You smile, so thrilled to see him.

“You are probably freezing love” You pick up your speed.

“Let me warm you up” You wrap your arms around him.

“I missed you handsome”

“I missed you more pretty~” Serim takes the opportunity to kiss your temple.

You smile.

“How was the event?” You break from the hug, but still hold his hand.

He sways your hands as he responds, looking at you with the warmest look.

“It was energy draining for sure, all I could think of was to return back home to you.”

You melt.

“Aw!~ You are literally so sweet! I would do the same” You hold his hands tighter.

Serim rubs your hand with his thumb, comforting you.

“And while I was heading home, I was thinking about you so much I went around into some shops.”

Your heart beats fast.

Serim bends down to grab the present.

“I got you something.”

You look at him, not saying anything. Just taking in this moment, the way he looks, the time and place, and the thought.

“Daisy?” he teases, knowing already you are very touched.

“SERIM!” you whine, hugging him without wanting to grab the present.

Serim laughs in your ear, which is like music to your ears.

“Love,” you hold him in front of you. (He looks breathtaking, but you keep your composure,)

He raises his eyebrows with a matching smile to make your heart go crazy.

“You are all I want and I ask for, you are enough for me.”

“But I know you’ll like this”

He holds the present for you again. You look away, still emotional.

Serim laughs, and holds you close to kiss your cheek.

"Here," He moves you in front of him so you can open it properly.

You take the present and take out the gift inside. You felt the soft material before you brought it up to see.

A soft cozy winter blanket.

You look at Serim, his smile shows he's prepared to say something.

"There's more.."

You look in and see an old movie you and Serim used to watch. It gave you the biggest smile.

"Serim, this is so thoughtful."

"And one more," he smiles, satisfied at your reaction already.

"Three gifts? This is-"

Serim steals a kiss. Catching you off guard, you cover your mouth.

"I want to cuddle and watch this movie with you."

Heart eyes for serim at this moment, you kiss him back as you say in his mouth "I love you."

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Bittersweet

words sounded so coldly and harshly as they left your lips, like the rain that poured outside. As you looked at him, the pain only intensified. Your words wounded him, and you felt you could say more, but you knew you had nothing left. “don’t hesitate to correct” your brain argues with your body, yet your stiff; no movement and no sign of any soon.

the slience is what drove you crazy. you stood with him, not being able to utter anything, and counted mentally until he would say something.

1 2 3 4 5

“you can choose your own path, but it’s not going to end up your way. the way you want it to.”

“who are you to predict my future” as if someone used your body to speak, you spoke a foreign rage. you lower your tone looking at him, but his eye spoke harsher than before.

“because i want to change this direction. i wanna be with you on that separate path. or else i’ll never love any one else as i watch you leave.”

“i..” stunned, you are stunned by his confession reveal. just as you he’s been keep his attraction of you far but close, forming crushes on each other secretly at the new year’s party.

“i understand-“

“please don’t understand. don’t get to know me i..” shaking heart, hands and legs you sob uncontrollably. the tears run down your cheeks without a indication of stopping. unable to quit it, you become focused to wipe away the tears but a warm hand had already beat you there.

up pressed against your skin, his hand pet your cheeks. not at all alarmed or bothered by your water works. how do you feel? how do you move on? how do you not look so desperate as he stares into you?

a chuckle breaks from his small grin he hid, you can’t deny, you jumped a little (worrying if he had read your thoughts).

“take your time-“

“stop be generous i am wasting your time,” you giggle but your heart bleeds, knowing you are indeed wasting his time. this argument, this situation could have been avoided ways back when he first invited a confession but because of your wimpish flight mode.. you dragged this longer. extending a book that was beautiful laid out to have a perfect ending.

but this isn’t a fairytale, you need to fix your fault.

“i promise you, this fight will go on no more.”

“we are fighting” he attempts to lighten the mood but the lighting roars to put him back in place. your attention grabbing him as your eyes waver across his features.

“you are excellent. you are a joy. everything you do is correct and well done. my only, and last question is why,” you take a needed inhale.

“why me?”

almost like you injured him, he is on his feet. his hand reaches out to your shoulder, for his words to be communicated but also received.

“never ask that again. you are the reason i am excellent, i strive to be excellent for you. you are the reason im a joy, i never got rid of the joy you gave me that night.” you sob, smiling like a fool as his confession rips your heart. you hate your self for delaying this moment.  

he continues smiling as he feels your love through your gaze“everything i do his correct done said completed because i want to be with you.”

like a strings attached to you, your body guide into him swiftly. an embrace that felt warm, cozy, and safe. a smell that drowned your senses straight away. clothes that had history on it. you begin to cry as you realize.. his sweater is from that night.

“i hope those are happy tears” he rubs your head ever so kindly, taking care of you.

“i adore you” you speak up.

“i love you.”

like he has waited for this, you could feel his smirk as he spoke those words.

you hold his in front of you.

“say it again” you sniff, your heart pumping.

“i love-“

“i love you” your hands cling to him, calling him at once to meet your lips.

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Our Memories

♡ 

your usual date night with yerim consited of going to the night market after having a sunset picnic. the picnic was a catch up since you and here are very busy. when you two get talking, time is irrelevant and goes by too quickly. you swear you could look at her all day talk and by the way she curtosy laughs at your "dad jokes" makes you have a feeling she feels the same.

crickets crying was the cue to head back. yerim began collecting the picnic blanket as you took the picnic bag. her curtain bangs flowed heavenly in the dying sunset, you got distracted by your pretty girlfriend. that smile of hers made you smile, espacily times like this:

"what are you looking at?" her smile carried to her voice.

you break into the resisting smile and laugh replying "you" under your breath so she will ask

"what? you speak too quiet"

"you. i was looking at you." speaking a little louder.

"you can't do that!" she whined as you bent over to pick up the trash. straighten up, you look at her offended.

"why not? if i wanna look at my pretty girlfriend i can" 

yerim does argue only falling into your hands, mumbling on your jacket "im sorry."

"don't apoligize" you tap her butt a few times to break the hug so you can return to collecting your stuff. but yerim is glued to you, holding your open hand tightly. shes a physical touch girl which you don't mind.

-

everything gathered, yerim hold your arm as you head to the night market. the smell of the fish cakes drew you in more as you got closer. the warm lights made everything cozy and made yerim look beautiful.

"flower."

"yes?"

yerim gestures as a gift shop of custom trinkets beside the fish cake stand you first arrived at. you didn't even have to be look at yerims face but you were aware her eyes were glued to them, wanting to get some.

"those are cute.. but where would you put them?"

"where i usually do,"

you raise your eyebrow, not totally up to date with her decoration obsession.

a scoff escapes her soft cherry lips "my computer" her eyes go back, continuing to list more.

"my piano too, and ive given some too lucky"

"as a toy?"

"no, he has an his own area which i decorate"

"cute" "here," you hand yerim some of your wallet cash.

"really?"

"sure," you nod.

"thank you baby" she kisses your cheek quickly before departing to the stand. your cheeks burn pink even though she kisses you multiple times.

"how cute" the person at the stands grins at being a witness.

"yeah, shes cute" you laugh, going for another fish cake.

-

you have in your hands fish cake cups and a fruit cup cherry got. and yerim held two gift bags and the blanket from earlier.

"oh" you remember.

yerim looks at you.

"i was gonna ask i just remembered."

"do you still have my tooth brush at your place?"

yerim laughs with a cute smile

"yes, you should-"

"i wanna have a sleepover again."

yerim was blushing. she was ready to have you over right now, last sleepover is one of your favorite memories with yerim and hers as well.

"sleepover?"

you nod, taking a fruit with a tooth pick and feeding yerim.

with a watermelon slice in her mouth she smiles

"tonight?"

what day is it, you thought. reaching for your phone you want to check the day 'it should be-"

"friday!" yerim feeds you a single grape.

"then yes, tonight"

yerims giggles were addictive, you were excited to have a sleep over again.

"movie marathon? playing board games? baking? skin care?" you ask

"ALL! i have it all" a sweet grin from yerim, who is a few inches shorter than you.

"lets get it"

and of you and yerim go, making jokes and sharing food as you head to yerims place. :)

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Love Letter

you’re madly in love with hyunjin but you are too shy to talk to him so instead of being a smart person, you begin to write notes for hyunjin and deliver them to his desk. 

hyunjin had already been used to girls falling in love with him left and right but an encounter with him once left a permanent interest in you. but hyunjin is very modest and blushes at the cards because he has a theory that they are you. 

one day after school hours, you stayed to “study” but really went to deliver a note. hyunjin catches you putting a note on his desk and he gets a bit too excited and runs in and hugs you which causes you to slightly scream from the sudden jolt. he quickly shushes you with chuckles of pure happiness. 

“sh silly, it’s just me” he says as he hugs you a little harder but not too much and kisses your temple. you nervous laugh and he proceeds to act like a puppy and rubs his head against you and you both rock back and forth while hugging. he turns you around and sees your nervous face. he smirks

“you really are too cute.” he says as he reaches past your shoulder to grab the envelope.

 you get pure panic and try and grab the letter to try and save yourself from embarrassment but hyunjin thinks that your cute because you are shorter than him and kisses your cheek and then hugs you and restricts you from moving your arms. he opens the letter and reads it out loud

“Dear hyunjin, you really were handsome today. I loved watching you laugh with your close friends and I could have sworn you caught my eyes >~< but I can't be certain. but you hope you have an amazing day and eat and sleep well. love, a girl who thinks you're amazing. p.s you are really charming in a tie.”

you cringe at your letter and hyunjin can’t help but giggle and hug you harder. you try and say something to him but your nervousness is to great. he rubs your hair and says 

“I'll make sure to wear a tie tomorrow.” he kisses the crown of your head and then hugs you one last time before walking out the doors. He waves with his eyes glued on you. right as he leaves, you immediately squeal and cover your face that is smiling more than you have in your whole life. 

you touch your cheeks and they are burning. you grab your stuff and you walk outside. you go to your car and sit in the front. You screamed again and started talking about hyunjin kissed you and he looked like a prince.

Fin.

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Dive

jungwoo came in for a lemonade your made. jaehyun follows and johnny.

your frat guests??

“thank you pretty” jungwoo kisses you on the check and slides behind you as he drinks with you in his hand.

giggling you hand jaehyun his and he gives the “thanks” upwards nod.

johnny went to the fridge before coming back.

“chilled glass” johnny smiles his typical johnny smile.

“your too extra.” you scoff.

“it’s a hot summer day shortie.”

ready to yell out john when

“Hey! don’t call her shortie.” jungwoo rubs your side as he does so. the small gesture of sticking up for you was a normal jungwoo antic but this time it just sent your stomach into a hurricane.

“why because you only do.”

“yes.” jungwoo finishes his lemonade and kisses you again as your mouth drops open of betray. 

you kick his butt before he runs out. johnny follows and jaehyun deep laugh echos in his lag empty cup.

“go on laugh.”

“i am.” he smirks.

you shake your head and take jungwoos glass to clean when jaehyun hums for you to stop? you turn and see him quickly finishing his lemonade.

a gasp and he’s walking over

“i got it.”

jaehyun grabs the glass in your hand with his middle finger.

“thank you-“

“DAISY HELP!” before you can appreciate jaehyun's generosity, jungwoo is flailing in the water. johnny above him laughing.

“I NEED A HOT LIFEGUARD!” 

ugh he’s such a cutie. 

you laugh “i don’t have my swimsuit on.”

jungwoo holds his breath and goes under and comes back up, gasping.

“HELP!”

his determination to get you in the water is adorable. you make your way over and stand at the side.

“jungwoo swim to the side” you reach your hand out.

“thank you, you’re-“

jungwoo takes your hand and pulls you in. as you fall in the water over his shoulder he finishes his sentence. “swimming now.”

“JUNGWOO!”

his smile heals you better than any medication. he’s so mischievous.

excepting your fate you splash jungwoo in the water as you ask johnny

“was this your plan?”

“his but he told me to keep quiet.”

typical boyfriend.

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No Boundaries

He tenderly embraces your waist, his fingers are kept close proximity to your hips as you swayed gracefully on the ballroom floor together.

He gently tapped your waist to secure your attention, his lips pressed together; halted with words that wanted to be said.

“Yes?” you let out with a question. 

“May I ask you something?” The words whispered out of his mouth in the softest way. 

“Of course.” you nod once.

“i’ve always liked you, and one day i’ll still like you but begin start to loving you.” He said with an endearing blush.

“if you allow me to..”  A gentle smile appears, displaying his blush.

You feel a laugh escaping from your lips, you look away to flush and his eyes follow you, troubled.

You look back, seeing he's all uptight. Being cute after confessing.

“I’ll allow you to,” “but” 

"how will I know you're in love with me?"

He presses your forehead to his, looking into your eyes, trying to convey the depth of what you feel for him.

“My love for you knows no boundaries,” 

“If I could I would spend every second of forever and eternity finding new ways to show you my devotion and admiration. I would do anything and everything just to spend a minute more with you.” 

“and i won’t be happy, unless your happy.” 

“Well, when you put it like that,” you move your hand to grip his vest, holding the material well to yank him towards you.

Your heart is beating so fast that you feel like you’re on a rollercoaster. His face is so close; you can feel his breath on your skin. Smiling softly, you dust away all remaining doubts as you move in and whisper "I love you" against his lips.

“i love you more” he gasps against your lips, taking you in closer than before. you assumed this was the closest you could be but when his lips were sent into yours, you swear you became fused together. what was two, became one.

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Features

Even now that we are on different paths, I can’t get him out of my head. just the glance of those pretty lips of his… Remind me of our first kiss.

College fundraiser*

“I am aware this isn’t an ideal confession spot-”

“I could not care less” your eyes twinkle in the moonlight.

He takes a moment to look at you, your body language comfortable with him. He feels like he can be casual too. Yet, his casual is enticing.

“In a good way or bad way?”

A scoff escapes your throat, inviting sudden annoyance to this handsome boy. 

“What do you think?” you coldly reply.

“Well your tone sounds positive, but those eyes..” his voice becomes timid.

Your eyes looking into his.

“Those eyes..” a smirk grows on his lips. (ZIDAFIOWAO)

“What about my eyes?”

“They’re gorgeous..” his lip dropped, and his eyes fluttered as his eyes switch between yours.

He takes time to get to know your eyes because he finds them enchanting.

You look away, covering your mouth that could stop grinning wide.

“Hm?” 

“You’re words are too sweet.”

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Caught in A Spiderlove

you return home from a long day of work and you take off your bag and throw it in the floor like it’s nothing.

you run to your bed and lay. you melt on the bed and you sit up. you hear a knock on the window you look over and see spider man.

you smile as you boost up to open the doors. spider man enters and you smile uncontrollably.

“where have you been?“

“gone too long”

spider man scoops you up and you break into a laugh. he takes of him mask and you see the handsome smile you melt for.

“i missed you”

“not more than me”

jaemin pecks your lips. and you giggle.

“you really did miss me, you are really lovey today”

“am i not lovely enough?”

“am i not my love?“

jaemin says muffled as he kisses your neck and then your cheek. you giggle.

“no you are i just want to tease you”

“oh my gosh”

you laugh and jaemin goes closer to you, you know he want to kiss but he is such a sweetie that he always asks.

“may i kiss you?”

“go ahead”

jaemin wraps his arms around your back and passionately kisses you. he smiles in the kiss and you feel it. you kiss for what seems like forever but it just like 10 seconds. jaemin breaks and your still wanting to kiss more.

jaemin sits you in the bed as he grabs his mask again.

“why?” you exposed yourself

jaemin looks at you and breaks into a smirk.

“why what?” he asks, even though he knows what

“that um..” you stutter

“you want to kiss longer?”

“aaaahhh”

“well you know what they say”

“what-“

“candy must not be eaten all at once”

you blush and jaemin kisses your cheek as he puts his mask back on.

“our lips will meet again”

“i’ll be back love”

you run to the balcony and see jaemin fly.

“JAEMIN!” you blush

you cover your mouth after accidentally yelling his name.

you return back in and your run to your bed.

you freak out that he kisses you so sweet and loves you so much. you kick your legs in love.

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Wanting A Cuddle

You and Jaemin settle down in your apartment and Jaemin lays on the bed. You sit beside him on the sofa and sit on your phones. Jaemin gets bored and without any notice he pretends to sleep. He lays for a bit and you sit without doing anything. Jaemin still remains fake asleep and checks every so often if you see him while squinting. You sit up from the seat and Jaemin closes his eyes immediately. You walk out of the room and close the door on your way out. Jaemin squints to look and sees you gone. He scoffs.

“I want to lay with her, but she’s not noticing.” he mumbles.

Jaemin turns with his arms crossed, and looks at the sofa for a second. He immediately melts and lays back on his back.

“I'm not mad at daisy.” “I'm just trying to get her to lay with me.”

Jaemin looks at the ceiling and hears footsteps. Jaemin immediately closes his eyes and listens to you coming in. You walk in with quiet footsteps and grab your phone and leave with it sounding like you stayed in the room. Jaemin squints and looks at the sofa, and to his surprise you're not there. He looks at the door offended. Jaemin sits for a moment, drowned from sound because of his thoughts.

Minutes pass and Jaemin stands up from the bed. He reaches for the door and opens and sees you walking to the door with a breakfast table for him. You look at him and he looks at you. It seems like you are looking at each other forever when you break the silence.

“I was just coming to wake you up with breakfast-“ as you say that Jaemin takes the tray and places it on a table on the side of the door. Jaemin looks at you again and kisses you on the lips and hugs you tight. You are shocked but loving his affection. After you both kiss, you depart and hold each other close.

“I thought you didn’t realize I was asleep.” Jaemin says while scoffing

“I realized quickly and took cute photos of you.” You say, proud of your antics.

Jaemin holds you back in a hug and rubs his head against yours.

“your too much~” he says in a whiny tone.

you smile uncontrollably and hug him with a happy sigh.

“Your food might get cold” you say on the edge of his chest.

“okay, i’ll eat it now” he smiles.

FIN.

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Kitchen Kiss

as you prepare small foods for the picnic bag, you sat jungwoo down to listen to your recent school drama.

jungwoo sits in front of you, listening closely as she assembles a pb&j

“oh and don’t get me started on her ex, like from hearing those nasty things about him..” you places a grape in her mouth “I already established he would be my number one on my purge list.” you shakes her head in disgust.

he smiles softly, and is snapped at moments later.

“huh?” 

“did you hear what I said?” you placed down her hands on the cutting board.

jungwoo can feel his hands get sweaty. now realizing he wasn’t paying full attention to your words.

“sorry,” he clears his throat, embarrassed.

“could you say it again?”

“you weren’t listening?” the tone in your voice was obvious of pain.

“no i was,” jungwoo straightened. meeting your eyes.

her eyebrows lifted as a (?)

“i was distracted by your voice.” he lowers his gaze.

some seconds go on without another word from jungwoo looks up, worried.

you are touching your cheeks, your eyes darting all over.

“hon?” jungwoo stands up and goes to your side. seems to him your resisting looking at him.

jungwoo holds your chin to him, and sees your cheeks are bright pink.

“you’re blushing..” jungwoo announced as if you weren't already aware.

“because of you. it’s your fault” 

“my fault?”

“you can’t just compliment me when I’m not prepared”

“well, how would I know if you are prepared” he grins, seeing you being serious/defensive.

“well..” you trail and then are surprised by a kiss on your cheekbone.

you looks at him.

“i like seeing you blush” his hands move to hold your face.

“it’s adorable” 

you burn up and brought into a comfortable embrace with jungwoo. his chin rests on your head as he smiles.

“i love you” 

“i love you too.” you except his hug, rubbing his back ever so softly.