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Anyone got a code pls? I can sketch something for it

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Oh yea it’s all coming together

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If you haven't heard, (original tweet was deleted, thread still remains)

DeviantArt created an AI generator using the database of all the art in the platform where everyone was originally opted-in by default and to opt-out you had to fill in a form that may take days to be revised and could get rejected, allowing DeviantArt essentially steal all of your artwork.

They listened to the people and made it so every art is opted-out by default in this other tweet.

Although they "fixed" it but as of now have yet to apologize to all the artists the platform has offensively dared to steal from... in my eyes, DeviantArt is dead.

I also consider twitter dead in my eyes but that's another story and irrelevant to what I wish to discuss.

Because of the horrible executive actions DeviantArt, I have removed my past presence from the platform and I want to talk about my finds.

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DeviantArt, in the past, was a very influential platform for little ol' me so going back to remove my old art was a trip down memory lane.

There was a total of four accounts. I always struggled with identity online and because you needed to pay to change username, i simply made a new account instead. It was... nice. I saw four stages of my art growth that made me nostalgic.

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The first account I went to was my latest account, 2019-2020.

It had my most recent artwork with little to no description. It was no cause of nostalgia because it was my latest and still had art that I consider okay. It was my most urgent to remove from the platform trying to steal it.

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The second account I visited was of 2016-2019. Apparently by 2018-2019 was when I started spending most of my time on Amino since there's a couple of posts drawing OCs of people from Amino. Despite mainly spending my time on another platform, I still posted occasionally to DeviantArt.

But let's talk about the past first, 2016-2017, my second most active year on DeviantArt. I posted drawings of my OCs and characters I simply designed for the sake of it with a brief description.

This was my first drawing posted on that account:

"Vladik" nov 29, 2016

This is a fellow character of mine named Vladik (whatarelastnames) who's from a story that I may write. I'm also gonna write a better description than this later but for now satisfy with a one sentence explanation.

He's that typical shy guy at first that the more you get to know, the more annoying and flirty he'll get as well as his edgy, dark past and- oh the pain! (making fun of my own characters ftw) but even with that he keeps that little smile as his past events haunts his mind... becuz he secretly edgy

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Yeah, I was young and had recently figured out how to use a drawing tablet. My biggest art inspiration that contributed to my current style was the youtuber "LeslieLu Marie" (great artist, check her out).

Looking back at it, oh how I wish I had explained more... This character, back then, was one of my main OCs I'd think about a lot and even used for roleplays with my friend. I had a very detailed and tragic backstory for him that I no longer remember since it was such a long time ago.

The vague memory I have, he was a soldier (?) and had a group of friends but one friend went against him so he had to kill his friend. Years after, his dead friend came back for revenge (?). He truly doesn't fit the design but looking back, how fun heh. It's fun to look back at what younger me was creating, elaborate plots and relationships, all the things that shape my current story.

All the other characters were in similar fashion, either being a mere design or being a very detailed OC with complex backstories. Unfortunately, it's all stories lost to time because I never wrote detailed descriptions. I can never know the stories I had planned because I was very secretive, I kept it secret from my own friend because I wanted to be mysterious and only reveal it once I have an established comic/novel. The sad reality is that, that day never came... and those stories became secret to my own self as I read back only to find nothing.

The OC story I remember the most is of Vladik and I already wrote what I remembered, it's not a lot... the fact that I may never remember what these characters were was slightly upsetting for me.

This was my last drawing posted to that account and also my first and only traditional drawing:

"Snek boi" Jan 13, 2019

Oh wow traditional art o^o

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...I vaguely remember that he had a name and story but I recall no details of it. Again, his story is a mystery to myself.

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The other account was 2015, the creepypasta phase.

Let's briefly talk of the backstory and mentality of 13 yr old me:

I was introduced to DeviantArt and Wattpad before that age and now I was old enough to actually use the internet and those platforms without lying about it online.

I thought "Jeff the Killer" was hot and that his story was sad and therefore excused the murders. I wanted and eventually did make my own creepypasta (lost to time) and I remember I had two creepypasta OCs, my Jeff the Killer rip-off named "Crooked Smile" and my Liu rip-off named "Cody"... obsessed with Jeff the Killer is an understatement.

I believed the only valid way for me to post art was digital art and that traditional art wasn't good enough to be post and if I did post it, it was of no use because my camera was crappy and it'd look bad either way. Therefore, I drew my creepypasta OCs but I never posted them because they were all traditional.

I pirated Paint Tool Sai... as I'm sure most artists did back then, right?

I was now involving myself more with the horror community because of creepypasta and I still interact with media involving horror movies (Mista GG) and stories involving murder and other (MrBallen).

(No, I do not and will never consider myself part of True Crime Community.)

And then I moved from being obsessed with Jeff the Killer to being obsessed with Ben Drowned and that's when I started posting on that DeviantArt account on 2015.

Backstory over, let's go over to my first drawing posted on that account:

"*Warning*" Jan 1, 2015

As it says there I'm a creepypasta-fan, soooooooooooo... I draw creepy stuff

(I draw horrible T-T)

well at least I finished the drawing and OMFG! it took me ALOT of time to draw it

first: I drew the boy in paint XP (or something like that) but I couldn't leave it like that with no background

second: sooooooo... I went to paint tool sai to do the background, but people wont understand WHY did I drew it soooooo...

third: I went to paint to put a text and FINALLY I finished and I'm so happy

I don't know who the f**k is he... maybe Ben idk do you think that he could be my OC because only the eyes are similar to Ben but nothing else right?

okay maybe its Ben in casual eating some kidneys with Jack? (nah... we all know that E.J. wont ever share his kidneys and Ben will never eat that right?Sweating a little...)

well whatever hope you enjoy it and leave a comment always helps me (please no critiques)

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EDIT: hahhahahaha no (2017)

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Oh my creepypasta phase... even though it's as one calls "cringe", I look back at those memories fondly. It was a weird but fun era for me, making those drawings of my "Ben Drowned" rip-off.

Myles Thorme, creepypasta name being "The Missing Thought", catchphrase: "Are you lost? Because I think you're missing." He was my most developed OC in public. He even had a comic and a completed journal with his backstory which is frankly... a hilarious read.

The best of this character is not the poorly drawn blood on his mouth or his hilarious choice of style but the fact that he was the one to help me connect to a community for the first time ever browsing the internet. You see, after making him, I looked up DeviantArt groups to join, something roleplay focuses because me and my friend would roleplay but since they moved, we haven't been able to do so. Because of that and because of my obsession with creepypasta, I found "Proxy High", a creepypasta fan group where slenderman was the director and was housing a bunch of creepypasta fan OCs that were his proxies.

This was my input to the group, and the first time I fully moved from MS paint to Paint Tool Sai:

"The Missing Thought/ Proxy High" Jan 3, 2015

For Proxy High

I only have one OC sooooooo. . . yeah nothing else[Green Link Sweat]

is the uniform okay? cause idk

and know I'm officially ready for rp I am a dummy!

(I forgot to say that in the school he's ANTI-social, but I HOPE he can finally find a friend)

Name: Myles Thorme

Proxy name: The Missing Thought

Nickname: Missing

Gender: Male

Age: 13

Class: Green

OC: yukkim.deviantart.com/art/

Back Story (how he became a proxy):

He went though the city, getting a new victim like always. He covered his face with his hoodie. When he finished his daily walk in the city he went into the woods. Lucky he found a young teenager wondering through the woods. Trying to forget what happened last he went to say hi.

"Hello", said Missing.

"Ah! you scared me, what's your name", said the girl.

"Are you lost?, Cause I think you're missing", said Missing.

"I am lost but not missing!", she said.

Immediately Missing stab her in the stomach, he kept stabbing her again and again. When she was unconscious on the floor, he got matchstick and burned her body. He ran away before the fire catch him. While he was running, he noticed that his knife was missing. He went back so there where no clue of his existents. He saw that the knife was on the girl that was now on fire. He grabbed his knife as quick as possible and went running. But then, he notice that the fire surround him. "Its the end, I'm dead", he said sitting there waiting for the fire to catch him. When the fire was inches of him, he heard a static from the distance. "Open your eyes Myles", said a mysterious voice. Missing was shocked. Nobody new his real name. "Well that doesn't makes sense", said Missing. He blinked and the fire was gone. Missing was surprised. He saw a tall man in suit but no face. "Ummmm. . . hi! thanks for saving me", he said waving his hand. He heard the static again it eventually got louder and louder, hurting Missing's ears. He fell unconscious on the floor by the static. He heard the faceless man. "You will work for a proxy", said the man.

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EDIT: this be were I met my friends Llama Emoji-50 (Whistling) [V3]

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Well isn't that a hilarious read? I posted this to the group which they surprisingly accepted me in and for the first time I had received an influx of comments starting roleplays. It was lots of fun roleplaying with so many people even if my OC was definitely one of the hilariously bad OCs the group had.

After gaining some... notoriety, I began making a comic about Myles life in the school. It didn't last long but oh I sure had fun making it.

I'm glad I wrote as much as I did about this character, even though it's such a bad character. I know him really well, know his story which was so dramatic and funny, and his relationships with others. He (and I) had a good friend which was a rip-off of "Ticci-Toby" but essentially the only difference was that she was a girl. We'd roleplay a lot until... well I started to grow out of the creepypasta phase and sadly, I left her behind. Where ever she or they are, I hope they're okay and remember this phase as fondly as I do.

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I left that account on 2016 when I got a drawing tablet and began learning how to use it which afterwards, I made the DeviantArt account I spoke of above. I did however, briefly came back to it on 2017, reading messages of old friends that had moved on from the creepypasta community. It was a bittersweet feeling to see messages but having abandoned them but in a way... it was a nice closure.

This, wasn't my last drawing posted there but I think it's the drawing that matters the most to move on from this chapter:

"Draw This Again" Apr 7, 2017

cuz y not make it a meme [Llama Emoji-66 (Orly) [V3]

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The last account I visited was my first ever DeviantArt account and it was made on 2014 when I was 12 yrs old. Yes, I lied online about my age to join DeviantArt.

I was drawn in by my friend who recommended me to read a comic they found about, at the time, favorite movie "Rise of the Guardians". The was a fan comic which involved an OC called "Mori the shifter". I loved that comic and it was the first comic I read and finished.

During that time, despite reading a comic with humanoid creatures, I was more into drawing feral and anthropomorphic animals. Essentially I was (and still consider myself to be) a furry.

In the old account, I'd draw furries and most of them had no story whatsoever. I had a fursona which I named "Happy" (because it was before I was diagnosed with persistent depression... cough).

There wasn't much on that account but I did revisited on 2016 for a redraw:

"Draw this again- Happy" Dec 9, 2016

2014 vs. 2016

Sooooo I found my old account in deviantart and damn... wtf iz dis shet I've seen some things - [Emoticon ... Nino Wants To Die] I then decided to re-draw it because.. why not?

Her name is supposed to be Happy because she's an optimistic lil sh!t

I don't care what she was in the past or what you all say but she gay...HA! GAAAAAY! (Emoticon) LOLOLOLOLOL

ALL DA HOMO :rainbowfrog:

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But there's something I have yet to mention about this account. I apparently had a story about a group of wolf friends? I wrote nothing related to them because I, again like my recent self, wanted to keep it a secret until I made a comic I never started. All I remember was a black wolf named Shadow who was the villain of the story.

I sadly don't remember any other details of the story...

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Before all this, before my slow transition to the online media on 2013 and before that... my childhood was spent drawing traditionally a comic about wolves and their adventures in the world which I have unfortunately lost the 4-6 completed notebooks (Yes, all the pages filled) of.

And before that? 2012 I believe I was roleplaying with "Littlest Pet Shop", having complicated stories inspired by the novelas my mother and I would watch before bed.

And before, before that? I was roleplaying irl with my friend about wolves, inspired by (and yes bare with me) "Alpha and Omega", the movie about wolves and "forbidden romance".

Before, before, before all that? I was just me being a kid. I still am me but as an adult I guess. It's alright, I'm having fun roleplaying with my current boyfriend. I'm thinking about elaborate stories and plots to do with him.

I had fun then and I'm still having fun and I hope my future self also has fun whatever they're doing.

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Why did I write all this?

Be cause if I could go back and change one thing about the past I'd do one thing... I'd write more. I'd tell my younger self to write down the silly little stories they have planned. Tell them that it doesn't matter if they have an audience or not because your own self is the best audience you will ever have.

You have no idea how much I wish I could know what was my younger thinking when I drew that purple wolf in 2014 or that snake character in 2019. How much I wish I could connect to my younger self like I can easily do with my 2015 creepypasta self.

So the real answer is, all this is for my future self. Hi, future self, enjoying the nostalgia trip? It's nice to look where you came from and compare to who you are now, no?

Whoever you are, whether it's myself or some random person online, wherever you are and however you are, please... look into your past fondly because your past is what shaped you into being you!

With that said, have a nice day/night :].

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I decided to try rewriting an old one shot story I had lying around with ocs I still think of.

I never planned on finishing it I was just doing it for fun since my drawing tablet broke and couldn't finish my on going pieces.

In the 3yrs since I made that one shot up until now I learned quite a bit. I'd like to share in hopes of helping someone out.

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My old writing was filled to the brim with in depth description. Back then I'd follow the rule "show, don't tell" but that didn't reflect on the paragraphs of description, paragraphs of telling the reader what they should see.

"Show, don't tell" doesn't only apply to emotions and characters, it also applies to scenery and also magical things.

Exposition is the other word for my in depth descriptions. Although sometimes exposition can help, sometimes describing in depth is useful but it's not always.

Less tells more.

For example:

In my old writing I went in depth of how it was pouring down rain so loud and the character was soaked and the other characters under cover is also wet!-

It is not necessary to repeat again and again that it's raining so much. Actually, it might feel insulting to the reader to have their comprehension abilities underestimated by being told everything. Readers aren't dumb, unless you're writing a children's book they also won't be kids reading your writings. There's no need to "babify" your writings, they will understand.

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There is something only books can successfully do which is the reason why movie adaptations tend to flop and that is "filling the gaps".

Part of the fun of reading a book is to imagine the scene in your head and fill in any gaps with your mind. A reader doesn't want too many details, they only want enough to picture the world- your world... but in their eyes.

Which is why when you go in depth with exposition and descriptions it can really damage your writing.

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This... is frustrating to hear for any aspiring book writer. If your plan is to write a novel then it's understandable why the writer would want to achieve the word count and yeah many do it by overly describing a simple object that doesn't need much describing. To learn that I'm advising you to cut down your descriptions and then see that word count take a hit after doing so; I can certainly understand it feels discouraging to hear.

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Walk a mile in the other's shoes. Would you want to read a book that's 80% exposition and the rest actual writing? If it's boring for you, it will be boring for the reader.

If you don't think the same, that's fine. It's your story not mine, write for yourself. I'm only giving the advice I've learned over the years as a hobbyist writer.

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How did I apply this to my own writing?

I scratched out around 5 paragraphs and shorten it to one paragraph where the reader can fill in the rest. I reread and I found it interesting and wanting to know more of this mysterious set of characters.

Will I ever finish it? Probably not but I'm just having fun with the one shot, letting ideas flow and watching these characters interact with each other.

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Closing thoughts:

Have fun writing.

[juniiperx]

User bio template//google docs

PC version

Mobile version

hey, hey, anyone asked for user bio with short about me/dni/byf? no? oh well anyways here it is either way, an all customizable user template for google docs use, you can replace images with those of your choosing and make a theme of your own that fits with ur oc's aesthetic

there is two versions because there sadly isn't a way to optimize table to mobile so I just made one specifically for primary mobile users; pls use the one for the device you use the most [mobile ver is pc friendly but pc version is "not" mobile friendly]

feel free to use but pls don't remove my credit: ⬡ [so ppl can find me and ask questions or request bio templates]

enjoy!

this is the template I used for my intro post, check it out to see how it can be used if you'd like or not I can't control u so oh well

[juniiperx]

OC bio template//google docs

PC version

Mobile version

hey, hey, here's an all customizable oc template for google docs use, you can replace images with those of your choosing and make a theme of your own that fits with ur oc's aesthetic

there is two versions because there sadly isn't a way to optimize table to mobile so I just made one specifically for primary mobile users; pls use the one for the device you use the most [mobile ver is pc friendly but pc version is "not" mobile friendly]

feel free to use but pls don't remove my credit: ⬡ [so ppl can find me and ask questions or request bio templates]

enjoy!

[juniiperx]

Juniiper About Me/DNI/BYF

Hi, welcome to my acc where I'll talk and draw whatever I'm interested in doing, get to know me:

My main/unfiltered acc is junii-nc-18 [mdni]

Hey hey, it's  Junii Crow here with ur fav collection of art and wares. More about me: I'm hispanic non-binary that goes by he/they pronouns and I'm age 20. I'm polyromantic and bisexual, can't get more queer than this/j (yup when casually texting I use tone tags to clarify my messages).

Note: I am not interested in looking for others so pls avoid flirting with me.

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I'm an aspiring webcomic artist aka unemployed. I sometimes draw, sometimes I write rants or blogs, make templates but most of the time I talk about silly stuff. This blog here is because even though I’m an adult who prefers interacting other adults, my content here will be family friendly such as talking about art experiences that can help others in their art journey and don’t wish to gatekeep with “mdni”

I have a main blog which is more... nsft in nature, talking about mature/sexually graphic stuff. If you’re a minor DNI with my main blog, it is NOT for you.

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I'm an atheist even if I tend to say "omg", bit of a cultural thing lol. I believe in human rights, tolerance of all religions as long as they don’t violate a human’s right, and ethical consumption of meat. 

Basically, don't be an asshole.

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I like aesthetic; psychological horror, gore and angst, roleplay, usually intense and edgy ones but I also enjoy a good fluff rp; art, I draw every full moon; oc talk, I could endlessly talk about them lol; aaaand memes of ocs.

I dislike pretty much anyone in my dni list, mean and purposely edgy ppl without chance of talking; big personal pet peeve is ppl always rping in character even when just normally talking like pls just stop, I'm talking about memes I don't need u pretending to be ur pfp.

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Do Not Interact

➸ sensitive adults

➸ anti/ pro-shippers [both can politely stfu]

➸ political speaker, no right wings no leftist this is a political free zone

➸ the rest: racists, homophobes, terfs, radfems, super straights, nazis, white supremacists, exclusionists, toxic/ problematic ppl, fake disorders for attention, pedophiles/ maps/ zoophiles, promote eating disorders/ self harm, simp for serial killers, clout chaser, romanticize abusers/ killers, like “dark romance”, spread misinformation about topics [anti-vaxxers/ conspiracy theorists], art thieves/ tracers,

Will block if. . .

fit any of the criteria in my dni, are a sex primary account/porn bot, are toxic/ have a “dark” humor, you call abuse “romance”, you shame artists for using references, your blogs make me uncomfortable in any way, you’re an anti-shipper who gets out of their way to harass others/ are a pro-shipper who ships underage characters, both: ew.

Before You Follow I am...

Uncomfortable interacting with minors and agere, I prefer speaking to those who are around my age because I don’t like discussing topics usually of mature nature where there are other minors. I am fully aware that my content is sfw which attracts other sfw creators which tend to be minors which is okay, but if you are a minor pls don’t message me.

Interact if... You understand my boundaries, minors can indeed interact with my sfw content but pls do not message me and try to interact any further than what mentioned.