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Had my first bng p🤮rg in a while. Definitely not my preference anymore. Highschool me was built different to p🤮rg up to 10 times a day.

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I’m officially 10 lb down from my SW & HW. I will never see that number again. Hoping to be back in the 100s very soon.

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I miss curling my legs up. I can’t wait till I’m below my lw and contort my body into a little ball again

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Telling myself 1,000 calls max and then eating less than 750 and feeling full is the best feeling.

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There’s nothing more frustrating than having to sh*t 15 minutes after you do a morning weigh in. Like I’m sorry you couldn’t have happened earlier? I could have seen a better number but you decide to clock in late? Rude.

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Having a job that includes cleaning something foul at least once a day is great bc it kills my appetite!

Plus my job keeps me so busy that I already barely have time to eat more than a bite so if my appetite is ruined and then my only chance to eat happens right after I just fast till I get home.

Unintentionally OMAD most days

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I will be trying all of these

super non-suspicious m34lsp0

because 90% of the 'non-suspicious' posts I see on here are like three slices of cucumber. WHO IS YOUR FAMILY?? WHY ARE THEY NOT SUSPICIOUS OF THAT?!?!?!

these work really well for OMAD, these aren't my photos but I have made all of them for 400-500 c4ls

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I miss how people treated me when I was at my lw. Being back at almost my sw is such a reminder of why this started in the first place. It’s not just about how I feel about myself, it’s that the whole world treats me differently the moment I look smaller. Going from eating whatever I want and however I want to eating 1,000 calories a day max is going to be wonderful when people treat me kindly again. Also prgd for the first time in 4 months so we’re truly back b*tches

It’s time to glow up.

Also I won’t be using tags anymore bc they’re getting targeted constantly.

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Heyyyy been a minute since I’ve been on here! Hope everyone’s having the day they wished for as long as it includes you being alive. Breakfast of champions and I’m on my way lmao

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I finally got a gym membership today!

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Hey, you don't need to fast to lose weight. Fasting works by your body going long enough with out food that it starts using back up energy usually your body fat. If fasting isn't for you. You can burn fat other ways!!!

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This.

Did anyone else go through a random recovery where your mental health just improved in general which allowed you to kick your ED mentality to the curb and see through body dysmorphia but then gained a decent amount of weight making you unhappy with your body and reverting back to ED habits even though you don’t have the same obsession anymore and now feel like you don’t really have an ED anymore because it’s not that bad you just have disordered eating and also kinda wish your mental health would just fuck up so you could at least go back to being a real Anorexic/bulimic ect. Because boy this feels shit and confusing and I really do feel like I’m faking it now.

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I’m begging for any fucking advice! I can’t stop binging. I used to be great at Ana and now the moment I start restricting it’s like my brain shuts off and I eat everything in sight. Am I trying restrict too fast? Too slow? Wtf am I doing wrong! I need the scale to go down not up!

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I have been in a binge starve state over and over recently! I can’t get out. I’m also having some sort of psychotic episode. I need advice! I want to restrict and limit what I’m allowed to eat but right now it’s not going well! I feel like I’m just a wind up toy who just eats and screams

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Ended up fasting for 27 hours but my best friend is on her way and I’m pretty sure we’re just going to spend the entire night eating junk food. Trying my hardest to not let my brain ruin tonight bc she’s going through enough shit. Just gonna eat and deal with it tomorrow.

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I’m only a few hours into a 24hour fast and I’m at work with a very specific binge craving. I want to eat the whole appetizer sampler platter which is over 1000 cals! And I’d get the meal free bc I’m on the clock

I don’t know how to get rid of this damn craving without just eating it

UPDATE! I didn’t eat anything at work!

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I have found a new safe food to hat looks like a shit ton but is known in calories!!!!

Kimchi fried rice (cauliflower)

I used 2 egg whites, a whole bag of cauliflower rice, and lots of kimchi (plus a ton of salt bc I have POTS) and it’s a whole plate full of food for 134 cals! This just saved me from binging