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I saved this art to my phone and stare at it often. Btw. 🥺💙

*(kicks door down)* I HAVE A DOODLE REQUEST!!!! Since you said they're open!!

Pre-heresy Mortarion!! What's he doing? Don't much care! I think the descriptions of him from The Buried Dagger (dark hair + eyes, pale skin) are better than the descriptions of him from his primarch novel (bald.) but there's a ton of really good ones on tumblr!! A personal fave is the design megsdoodletag here on tumblr came up with, if you want inspo :333

HIII YES THEY ARE! THANK U!!! How fun!! I was working on designs of him last night - I pictured him as having kind of a super choppy-ish wolfcut and he's giving 'guy-who-is-always-a-bit-sweaty' DLSJFDHF we have enough baldies!!!

I'm excited to get into more of the Primarchs!!

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Can I hire him to do something else. Like. Take off his shirt

I hired this crimson fist to stare at you

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I'm not sure about face tats but SOME SCARS-

he greasy

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SIRRRRRRR?!?!?!?!!??!?!

Dropping an angered ron here and scuttling away.

@angronius , he posed nice because it ur bday

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"But that ship is toxic and problematic" okay ❤️ yay ❤️

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Wtf

yall know what a dorcopsis is?

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Mortarion canonically Yearns (for what? Yes.). Also he's found a lady pretty before hehehee :3 (The Buried Dagger)

As I remind everyone of

Horus Lupercal's canonical breeding kink

once more, I would like to add that this is why you should read the books. I cannot emphasize enough the amount of insane shit that gets casually slipped into 40k books on a regular basis. I have seen Ferrus Manus freeball in goddamn power armor. I have watched assorted primarchs chase Konrad Curze around Macragge like Wile. E. Coyote chases the Roadrunner. One of my favorite passages features a group of Ultramarines pause in the middle of a T'au weapons testing course to argue over helmets. I have not read the book, but I know for a fact that there's a book out there where an ork debates gender with humans, I have read the fucking excerpt. 40k books are amazing.

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But also, no seriously. This man spent who knows how long living amongst and committing and having to suffer through true horrors. Things no person should ever see, let alone have done to them. He hates himself, at minimum, and I do think he's depressed. I do think that in the right environment (read: some isekai world where he can just be and not have to worry about magic or daemons or the Imperium at all), he could learn to work through it, or at least with it, and find happiness, in time - but that'd take space and it'd take work, and it'd take help that's neither judgemental nor worshipful - something he cannot have in his universe.

Which is why I typically isekai this man XD The chances of him ever finding happiness in his universe are so incredibly slim, even ignoring the whole 'he becomes a daemon prince' thing, so I toss him into a world where he could potentially find it.

You know, I honestly would love to see a version of mortarion in your style, but actually happy. So far all your interpretations of him are sad asf lol.

ok so since i just answered a very similar ask in good faith, I feel less bad about taking this in another direction. I wasn’t thinking so deeply about this initially, but the way this ask was worded was ah. How To Put This Diplomatically…

At the risk of sounding blunt, my interpretation of morty seems depressed because I think he is. him liking someone or being in a relationship is not gonna fix that. him having nice experiences is not gonna fix that. as a kid I often got into trouble because i wasn't 'happy enough' about certain objectively good things in my life, so perhaps my defensiveness of him being a little stubbornly dour is from that, but like, that's how it goes sometimes when the Brain Bad. That is how I interpret the character, and unless i’m doing fanart of a specific other interpretation or being paid to do otherwise, when I draw a character my specific interpretation is what you’re getting.

anyway he's like eeyore hundred acre woods to me? he can have friends and enjoy things but he's just going to have a little stormcloud following him around on most days regardless

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It's okay I'm still making him soup. It won't fix him, but now he'll have soup!

You know, I honestly would love to see a version of mortarion in your style, but actually happy. So far all your interpretations of him are sad asf lol.

ok so since i just answered a very similar ask in good faith, I feel less bad about taking this in another direction. I wasn’t thinking so deeply about this initially, but the way this ask was worded was ah. How To Put This Diplomatically…

At the risk of sounding blunt, my interpretation of morty seems depressed because I think he is. him liking someone or being in a relationship is not gonna fix that. him having nice experiences is not gonna fix that. as a kid I often got into trouble because i wasn't 'happy enough' about certain objectively good things in my life, so perhaps my defensiveness of him being a little stubbornly dour is from that, but like, that's how it goes sometimes when the Brain Bad. That is how I interpret the character, and unless i’m doing fanart of a specific other interpretation or being paid to do otherwise, when I draw a character my specific interpretation is what you’re getting.

anyway he's like eeyore hundred acre woods to me? he can have friends and enjoy things but he's just going to have a little stormcloud following him around on most days regardless

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Freaky rennaissance??? I'm listening???

Also: EXCELLENT ABBY!!! Love the gunshow, love the tats.

unfortunately i've spent the past few days drawing heretical bullshit to make fulgrim blush. so here's an abby sketch that survived the fire <333

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This has pre-Imperium Mortarion vibes (I know it's not him, but *the vibes...*)

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they should invent a medicine that makes the aching jagged wound in your soul close

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simon is so nasty when he eats you out.

he’s so big your legs are already spread wide to accommodate him but he presses his thick hands to your soft thighs to spread you out and open.

giving him perfect access to kiss your hole. tonguing and licking before fucking you with his tongue.

his crooked nose pressed to your clit, rubbing against it roughly as he devours you.

loves it when your slick starts coating down his chin, and how you get a little embarrassed at how wet you’re getting.

spitting onto your puffy clit before sucking on it until you’re desperately asking him to let you cum.

but he doesn’t let you until your pussy is rippling against his tongue, and you’re crying and messy and overstimulated. then he’s stuffing you with his thick fingers and sucking on your clit. filling your hole over and over again until you’re sobbing and coming so hard on his fingers your vision goes a little spotty.

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it’s the silent devotion. it’s the crumbling into degeneracy against your oath, it’s the letting go of all the rules and limitations you take so seriously. it’s about the hot metal and sweat collecting in the seams of heavy armor, it’s the lack of face and skin and voice. inhuman beast, a shield and a blade and a loyal servant but oh so human once broken past that. oh and the cock and balls i guess.

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I fr saw this while I was at work and it was a genuine 'Oh, they posted... HOLY FUCKING SHIT THEY POSTED!!!!!' Moment like I had to buffer for a second; this is incredible!

Okay big ask: happy Mortarion? Whatever that looks like for you. An AU, if you need to/want. And thank you so so so much for all the good food 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Im actually a huge fan of the Isha Switch for a morty return arc, but that's only partially canon to Updated Codex because my ideal happy morty does not get rid of all the nasty stuff. He's a farmer, like a real farmer. He's sloshing through muddy fields and fertilizing the earth with stinking dead fish and letting the insects drawn to decomposition do their work. Exposure therapy works, in doses; he cultures vaccines and grows sumac in the house. He's left alone but he's not Alone.

I like to think the night lords have figured out his beetles clean trophies quicker than they can, he's got a pretty good commission system set up.

I also think he was happy, for a time, on barbarus. or something like it

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OH MY FUCKING GODDDDD I AM EATING THISSSSSSS I LOVE THIS THANK YOU SO MUCH MDT!!!!

Okay big ask: happy Mortarion? Whatever that looks like for you. An AU, if you need to/want. And thank you so so so much for all the good food 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Im actually a huge fan of the Isha Switch for a morty return arc, but that's only partially canon to Updated Codex because my ideal happy morty does not get rid of all the nasty stuff. He's a farmer, like a real farmer. He's sloshing through muddy fields and fertilizing the earth with stinking dead fish and letting the insects drawn to decomposition do their work. Exposure therapy works, in doses; he cultures vaccines and grows sumac in the house. He's left alone but he's not Alone.

I like to think the night lords have figured out his beetles clean trophies quicker than they can, he's got a pretty good commission system set up.

I also think he was happy, for a time, on barbarus. or something like it

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OH MY GOD????

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