kaiseinx

[kaiseinx]

I just did the amphoreus quest, and MYDEI HAS BEEN CALLING PHAINON A BASTARD THE WHOLE TIME WITHOUT PHAINON HAVING ANY CLUE IS FUNNY 😭😭😭

But imagine mydei calling you his spouse in his native language without you understanding what he said :3

So imagine that someone ask who you are and he said that you're his spouse (you're not even married, yet). but what's more funny if the person asking actually understand what he said.

[kaiseinx]

I'm sleepy.

LukaHyuna / HyunaLuka x child! Reader (reader is their child, pls don't get it wrong)

Imagine being luka and hyuna child in the modern au, having a dad who somehow can sense when you're not feeling okay or feeling down with a mom who's energetic and will go her way to make you smile forgetting all of the pain.

(i suppose maybe modern luka where everyone is happy will be sensitive to emotions like he can read people's emotions like that)

there was always a song you remember them singing when you're little, a song that always get you to sleep because of the lovely and calm melody.

you remember getting carried by your mom when you're little while you're being sad, and she with your father will sing you a lullaby to help you calm down or sleep when you get nightmares.

The lullaby :

you remember how the lullaby will always calm you down, as if you're forgetting the reason you're crying.

the part where you're shocked? the part where they know you'll be having trouble sleeping and they want that even if they're not there they'll be able to calm you down so they records their voice singing and adding some melody (was helped by mizi & till) and the song was perfect! they put it on a music box before giving it to you.

the music box figure was a figure of you three "a family photo" that's was it is.

not just a family photo, it's a family photo with your parents who are everything to you.

With a special carving on the music box :

"(reader), live with love" — love, mom and dad.

isn't that just lovely?

(I'll rewrite this later but you get my point right?)

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i think they call this... love?

(whoever you see fit this scenario) x reader.

to be honest, you never even expected anything from anyone. because you always just had that expectations crumble into pieces.

so you just thought that it's better if you don't expect anything from anyone, and you won't be that disappointed about them.

affection feels weird for you, because the moment you receive them it's always because of something that they wanted to ask you or to tell you to do.

affection is weird.

And, he's/she's weird.

he/she just. be by your side, when you need him/her or not he's/she's just... there.

at first you thought it was because he/she needed or wanted something from you, so you wait until he/she at least mention about it.

but no, he/she just.. stay's there...?

that's weird, why is he/she here?

more importantly, why near you? why not near someone else's maybe? why does it have to be you..?

so you decided to just.. ask him/her about it.

"why are you here?" the question that's always in your mind everytime he's/she's besides you.

you're expecting him/her to eventually tell you that he/she actually wanted something from you.

but his/her reply is just "why couldn't i?"

weird. what a weird person.

and you're more weird than him/her.

everytime he/she talked about something you just silently listen to him/her and sometimes stare at his/her eyes without realizing it. it's pretty. Okay.

it's weird, that everytime he's/she's upset you would try your best to cheer him/her up.

that's weird.

are you sick?

if so what's the name of this sickness?

because everything feels weird to you.

it feels strange.

as if it's a abstract object being in a room full of “normal” and tidy things were.

maybe he/she is weird, but you're weirder because you don't even know what's causing it or what's the problem.

[kaiseinx]

I'm sorry but everytime someone put a warning when it's either dion agriche or rezef hill and the warning is like.. "the man himself is a warning, so you don't need anymore warning" is somehow funny to me 😭💔 i don't know if it's my low humor or what..

[kaiseinx]

This kinda hurt, but you know the worst thing about loving someone is when they started to mirror or mimic the person you once love, and without you realizing you accidentally think of them as that person. So imagine this with raven and deon also with dokja and hakhyun.

and the lyrics is "so do i look like him?"

raven of course wouldn't know who's deon and probably wouldn't even realize it if you never tell him, but hakhyun will know. when you do that, he'll instantly know about it.

with raven :

"do i remind you of someone? you look like you've seen someone get stabbed"

"no, I'm sorry. just.. no one's important"

with hakhyun :

"do i remind you of him?"

"..."

[kaiseinx]

I couldn't stop thinking about wiege cuz someone said that it's actually Luka's and hyuna's child lullaby or something, so imagine this. Their alternative universe. Where they're married, have a child. And they'll sing wiege to their child everytime the child cry (to calm the child down) or when the child feels uncomfortable, uneasy or anything. there. Now anyone pls draw this

[kaiseinx]

Imagine if deon and raven (Deon's reincarnated self) meet each other. And (cmiiw) but raven doesn't have any of Deon's memory. So for raven all of it (Deon's experience) could be just a small thing for him? But for deon it's the complete opposite. Because Deon's world turned upside down even ended when it happened to him.

can you imagine if you date both version of him? like dawg imagine the pain hahahaha. being with deon and experiencing all of it and being with raven who clearly doesn't remember any of it. Wow.

I'm fine, don't drag me to the asylum again pls💔💔

[kaiseinx]

New darling

Mr scarletella x reader

tbh I'm writing this while half awake so don't mind it there's some typo 💔💔💔

imagine this man but in modern au and he's a human, he'll probably be a son of a known business in your country. Maybe the way you met him is by when he goes to your family cafe that you work at? And he really likes the food and soon he started to fell in love with you.

at first it was something small like the way you talk, dress or maybe your smile? He was just making sure you get home safely by following walking you home. He doesn't want you to get in danger or trouble??

then maybe enter the same highschool as you? Just watching you from afar, before entering the same extracurricular as you. and trying to get closer to you by having a small little talk.

or the cursed! Au??

Where he's actually cursed and maybe can turn into a cat..? and you like cat so thinking that he's a stray cat you always fed him (he's still from a rich family with a curse tho— he was running away from home because some problem? And accidentally met you!)

imagine him always wanting to see you everytime he became a cat and always waiting at the spot you always waiting for. imagine the fact you thought he's injured because his fur is actually red with slight black?

and learning you're a highschool student he actually ask to be stopped being homeschooled and getting enrolled at your school

alr i have no idea anymore

[kaiseinx]

Him and you

Ma gyeonglok x reader

(cuz I'm feeling toxic i wanna do manipulative character x manipulative reader)

You know that he's just using you all this time, you always knew that. But he never knew that you're also is using him for your own benefits.

In fact, you both are using each other, the way you're going to do anything he ask and the way he's going to listen to all of your words. It was like when he asked you to do that for him, you're really going to do that. and when you tell him something, either it's small things. He always listen to you and do anything you need him to do. It's like you both are on each other's hands.

he need you and you need him.

every "I'm going to throw you or perhaps get rid of you someday"

always met with "you can't, you need me my darling."

either it's from him or you.

(gosh imagine you guys at each other's neck but still need each other wth is wrong with my brain I'm sorry I'm kinda into toxic ship these days help)

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"You can call it a home as long as those you love are in it"

Kim dokja x reader

You once hear a song with lyrics "You can call it a home as long as those you love are in it" (kamu boleh namai itu rumah, selama ada mereka yang kamu cinta di dalam nya)

an apartment with him is not a regular apartment, it's a home. where you can be yourself without worry about the whole world, where you both can enjoy yourself without any pressure. where everything in there is filled with comfort and love.

Where crying is not a weakness or when pain is supposed to be shown and not being hidden. where everything in there feels safe and lovely. where everything feels like a happy memories.

even when the apocalypse hit, with him. wherever you are, everything feels like home. with him, it's not a simple house or where you have to keep your guards up. whenever you can keep your guards down, with him it was like that. you don't need to be scared whenever you hear anyone's footsteps.

you don't need to recognize everyone's footsteps, you don't need to be like how everyone expect you to behave. where everything feels safe, it's always with him.

and now, the safe place you always go to is not him anymore. it's in a hospital room where he's in. that's the only place you can call a home, isn't that just wonderful? your home, doesn't feel like home anymore. it smelled like the hospital, where you're always afraid to go. but this time you're always go there, just looking at him silently without anything you can say.

"this is not the home i always wanted, is this what you wanted? or is this the home you always felt?"

one star in the sky lights up, the light shining bright in the night sky, with you sitting on the same couch you always sits on. just like everyday, with tears in your eyes that you can't even stopped. it was like you can't do anything and just feels weak there.

the epilogue, no ending.

(guys I've been thinking about writing on tiktok cause i can use the sound to make it even more fun or angsty what u guys think 😈😈😈)

[kaiseinx]

his face

kim dokja x reader

you're an artist, and you like him. that why you always draw him everywhere.

actually for you it's a secret crush since you both work at the same office.

you often draw him and that's why you always remember his face

even when you're working on a project, you sometimes add a piece of mini him that you draw hidden on the presentation you're doing

his face was like a mark in your head, it's always there.

but then the apocalypse came and you're separated from him, all you did was trying to stay alive and hoping that he's still alive.

you kind of know how this "novel" went because you sometimes caught him reading it and listen to him mumbling about the novel

you still like to draw, but everytime you draw him, everything is perfect. except for his face, you.. can't seem to remember his face. what's he look like? his eyes? his smile? you can't seem to remember it. ended with just a blurred images of him in your mind.

you're thinking you're going insane. why can't you remember his face? why? why can't you remember his face? what's wrong with you?

everytime you try to draw him it just ended with you crying and tearing the paper you're using into pieces and you're crying.

even when he's gone, all you can do is stare at the sky and say "what do you look like?"

(this is so fckng late tf, i was supposed to upload this at his birthday but still, happy 2 days late birthday my dearest dokja!! <3)

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“big brother”

caleb x fem! reader

special for his debut dawg (he kinda reminds me of luke from tot).

"big brother" that's what he used to look and act like, at least in your mind. he acts like an older brother, he's a bit protective and also very caring towards you.

in your point of view, he looks like an older brother. that's how kinda think of him as one.

but is that how really is? does he really act like an older brother? or is it just in your mind?

you always saw him as your older brother right? right? right???????

at this point you're confused, he's like a friend but also and older brother but you can't deny that you got a slight crush on him.

is that even allowed? to like someone who you thought as your older brother?

but he's not your brother.

he's a friend who acts like a brother...

this is all confusing you, you can't stop thinking about him. he's cute, he's nice and also handsome.

and before you can even think further, you both are becoming busy with your own life. and you guys see each other less and less, tho still chat with each other everytime you can.

this was all before the incident.

but after that incident, you feel like you don't even know him anymore. he's acting like a stranger but also like the caleb you knew. it's like a light switch.

he's acting so strange. like a stranger, but you knew his fav colour, his fav food and everything. but he felt like a stranger.

or maybe he's always like that, it's that you just never realized it?

is he the one acting strange or it's you the one who just realized it?

spoiler alert, it's you who never realized it.

[kaiseinx]

remember my name.

manhwa x reader

you know your life is not long. you never excited to do anything because of it, always feeling empty whatever you do.

drawing? what's the point of this?

writing? it's only fun if you're famous.

business? who would continue them if you died?

doctor? you can't even take care of yourself yet you want to take care of others?

all you like to do is stay in your room and dream about a good life. where you're happy and wouldn't be worried about deah at all. where no one would know if you're death of alive, where you can do what you want before you die.

until one day you “transferred to another world” or whatever. you didn't know how to describe it.

and there, you met him. and you somehow just had the feeling to ignore him and stay away from him.

so you decided to do what your guts told you to. but it sucks because you always met him.

when you're there, he's there too.

when you're here, he's here too.

it's like.. impossible to stay away from him.

so you just decided to give up and approach him.

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surprisingly, you have a really good time with him. it's like as if he filled the emptiness you always felt.

you guys spend a while.

a while...?

but for you it felt so long.

that you're scared one day you'll be back in your world, a world without him.

so you decided to ask him, "would you remember me if i disappear?"

"i would" he answer.

but something feels wrong with his answer, yet you don't know what it was.

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you were so happy with him.

it was like heaven...

with him.

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and one day, you're back in your world again. a plain life, with no motivation.

but somehow you decided you're going to do something with your life and try to enjoy it.

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"what's lacking from me that you disappear? am i not handsome? not rich enough? do i have to burn the world for you to come back again?"

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"whatever is that, I'll do it. so wait for me."

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he did what he have to do, and that brings him to your world.

"now, you didn't think you can just poof! out of nowhere like that right?" ...

"don't worry my dear, I'll always remember you. so you better remember me."

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ERROR ALERT.

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"I'm here, did you miss me my dearest ——— ????".

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ERROR ALERT.

SORRY DEAR PLAYER, WE CAUGHT SOME ERROR.

would you like to re-start the game?

yes ‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ ‎‎‎ no

please don't regret any decisions.

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hungry, something, waiting.

manhwa x reader

"i am hungry. i have been hungry, i was born hungry. what do i need?"

a young child, who was told "owh, just that? yeah sure, that's great. whatever dear, we're busy right now, how about you play with anybody else?" and seeing others get help or praised for something small. become hungry for affection once they grow up, wanting to talk to someone and get praised for it. you're that child. and meeting with cruel hart was something you never imagine. how he, who you thought would be a cold person. was so patient with you, praised you for any little things you did. just like how you wanted it. you're filled with affection. with him, you're never get hungry. yet when he was gone, it's not hunger anymore that's filling you, but emptiness.

"i am something. i have been something, i was born something. what could i be?"

being the "cale henituse" fiance, is something. even when he became a trashy person, you're known as "his fiance" people will glare at you with pity looks. whispering behind your back, talking about how unfortunate you are to be his fiance. to them, you're "his fiance" it doesn't matter who's your name, what family are you from. the fact that matter to them is that you're his fiance. getting pity looks from other people, also them telling you that you have to be careful when you're around your own fiance. and that he might abuse you. but you can see through him. the side of him he's trying to hide, where he would call you his beloved when no one is looking. how well he treat you, it doesn't matter how people say he's a trash. to you, he's cale. you wouldn't mind people talking about you behind your back and giving you a pity look. as long as it's him, you're not "something" but everything.

you're there again, waiting for him. like u always did. yet he can't seem to remember you everytime he woke up from his dream. who exactly are you? and why couldn't he remember you? he was good at everything, so why can't he remember you? who exactly are you? it feels so weird to him, he can't remember your name, your face. he only knows you look beautiful everytime you showed up in his dreams again, and your voice was calling for him name. and it was that time when he went to a hospital, he doesn't know why. but it felt familiar, so he went into a room. and he sees you. that's when he remember who you are. his girlfriend, who has to deal with his problem and ended up in a hospital bed. it's not that he doesn't remember you, but his brain is trying to delete you. because how broken he felt everytime he remember that he's good at everything, besides saving you. he couldn't stand the guilt.

"i am waiting. i have been waiting, i was born waiting. i was born waiting for that something."

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Looking for me?

kim dokja x reader

how dating this suicidal loser feels like?

having to panic everytime he die cause u never know is he really dead or not,

having to hear him tell you every detail about the novel he reads,

having to hear him cry and vent sometimes,

having to deal with him.

but it's all worth it, if it's him.

if it's him, everything is worth it.

oh how everything that stressed you out was gone everytime he's around.

and how you became kind of anxious when he's not around.

and this time, he's gone. only 49% was left behind. you knew, even when he's a piece of your beloved, he's not him.

all you could do is looking at the stars, hoping he would show up like he always did and says "looking for me?"

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You, me, and your god

zayne x reader

“do you really love me or are you just playing with me?”

“you never showed me affection. you never says that you love me. is there anything wrong from me that I didn't deserve to hear that coming out of your mouth?”

you're tired, of how he looks like he never showed any affection towards you.

tired of how you never even hear any "i love you" coming out of his mouth.

you're feeling as if there's a big wall between you and him.

and everytime you try to break it or push it, nothing happen.

you're tired.

and he loved you, he really do. but if he have to choose between keeping his feelings and sucking it up or watch you die, he choose the first one.

"one day, you'll know about it. and i hope at that time, you'll be ready."

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Admiring from afar

kim dokja x reader

how does it feel to love some without being able to confess or talk to them?

that's how you feel, for a long time. you love him. yet you can't do anything besides admiring him from afar. going to the same school as him, and even working on a company that's close to his. taking the train, just like him. gosh, you can never say how in love you are with this man.

even when the scenario started, you're always there. but was far from him.

maybe that's why, when he decided to sacrifice himself, all you could do was holding your anger from afar because of how careless he is with himself.

even when he's 51% and 49% all you could do was admiring him from afar, looking at the stars, hoping he's watching you somehow. but that was only your wish.