kalayw

[kalayw]

Border Credit: drblacula

Haiii uhh I've never pinned a post before, so here we go ^__^

I change my username a lot, but you can call me Cali or Dolly. My pronouns are she/it, and I'm an aromantic lesbian demigirl.

I don't think I have a national dni right now to be honest..

I like Four and Two a lot. I'm obsessed with fourtwo and onex as well. I am a multishipper, rarepair, and I like toxic yuri & enemies to lovers. ♿︎

I'm a beginner artist, by the way. I try to improve as much as I can :3 Just don't pay attention to my old posts, please. They embarrass me. AAAND ignore my posts about me and my current state, I just like to write and vent really.

Social media i use

(Pinterest 690mg)

(TikTok kalayw)

(YouTube ccdolly - inactive, I don't know when I'll start posting again)

(Twitter dollyfour - Trying to gather the courage to post something.)

byee

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I think I'm getting paranoid about this whole dying-from-a-simple-mistake thing. I hope it at least happens while I'm sleeping.

I'm afraid to research whether it's true that medications can kill someone. I don't want to become more paranoid than I already am.

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i love them so much

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some doodles i made on paper

(ignore the filter, my camera is horrible and I wanted the photos to still have good quality)

my art style looks so weird on paper 💔

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And to make matters worse, I found out this afternoon that, because of a medicine I'm taking, I could DIE at any time because my parents were giving it to me the wrong way. I don't like taking these capsules.

I hate everything about myself and I am hurting everyone around me with my outbursts

THAT DAMN VOICE ALSO DOESN'T LEAVE ME ALONE. I LITERALLY HAD A PANIC ATTACK AND I CAN'T WRITE ABOUT IT WITHOUT STARTING TO CRY

My life was much better before I met a certain someone who hurt me psychologically.

I can't do anything. I don't want to walk, I don't want to leave the house, I don't want to talk, I want to be at peace

Last month I had a fainting spell because I am stopping eating. I don't know what I did to have such strong karma anyway

I am sad without even knowing the reason, I am simply sad. I should have asked for help in 2023.

Erm.. I shouldn't be sharing personal information on a public app but I don't even care anymore..

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I am nothing more than a disgusting person because of the decisions I am consciously making

This is all his fault I HATE YOU NIKKI

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i miss my gacha era

is this the next tpot episode

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BFDIA 21

the only character that actually makes me laugh 💔

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hi again

hi im Cali and i am losing my sanity hi im Cali and i am losing my sanity hi im Cali and i am losing my sanity hi im sanity and i am losing my Cali inanimate and sanity greetings and salutations I am your host mephone4 and this is inanimate insanity

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tpot 19

sigh.. kiss already. get married and leave earth. Go live happily among the stars and flirt with each other

Four why you ☹️

Two, nice legs i guess

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i love this image

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I think i shouldn't have tried a different art style using Easy Pose but I liked how the hair turned out

the filter is for better quality

this is unfinished (definitely not going to finish this)

and whatever It is

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// disturbing? ? i dunno

GOD

idk what is this 🥀

I was going to make a drawing of Two of their current sad state, but i think I confused expressing their feelings with my own...... that's why it looks kind of corrupted *cries*

what should i call this one

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fourtwo Two lost their number shape 💔

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a joke vid

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my school break started so i have time to make videos like this

ib: Whirlee_giggz on yt

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tuwak two

guess who doesn't have patience to make a good, not lazy background