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He loves me, he loves me not, we are taught to say, as we tear the flower away from its flowerness. To arrive at love, then, is to arrive through obliteration. Eviscerate me, we mean to say, and I’ll tell you the truth.

Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous  (via bluebeardsbride)

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if I wrote a dystopian novel where the corrupt evil megacorporation that controls society has a fucking smirk for a logo, my editor would tell me to use a less heavy-handed metaphor

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Dearest. There are no accidents and he would have found us one way or another. Everything comes full circle. Be grateful it was sooner rather than later. You’ll think it harsh of me to say so, but no explanation I offer will satisfy you. Please don’t be angry when I tell you that you seek resolutions and explanations because you’re young. But you will understand this one day. And when it happens, I want you to imagine me there to greet you, our lives stretched out ahead of us, a perpetual sunrise. But until then, there must be no contact between us. I have much to do, and you, my darling, even more. Please believe that I would do anything to see you happy. So, I do the only thing I can… I release you.

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“My angel. Flung out of space.”

Carol (2015)

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my top 7 wlw movies:

The Handmaiden (2016) dir. Park Chan-wook Carol (2015) dir. Todd Haynes Lovesong (2017) dir. So Yong Kim Bound (1996) dir.  The Wachowskis Sisters Appropriate Behavior (2015) dir. Desiree Akhavan Pariah (2011) dir. Dee Rees With Every Heartbeat (2011) dir. Alexandra Therese Keining

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Perfect shots in Carol (2015).

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Carol (2015) dir. Todd Haynes + Edward Hopper Influences

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Just women yearning for one another.

Carol (2015); Disobedience (2017); Vita and Virginia (2018); Portrait of a Lady on Fire (2019); Atomic Blonde (2017)

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when you have a bad childhood god makes you hot in your 20s

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cute date idea: we go to a botanical garden. you point out a flower and i immediately eat it

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And I was afraid of the days that were nevertheless flying by mercilessly. Honey and Clover.

So so busy….have a good weekend!

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Seduce me with your gardening knowledge

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My life isn’t the way I want it to be yet but I appreciate it and I am learning everything I need to so I can have the life I want someday