kannammasuniverse - Tumblr blog

[kannammasuniverse]

[kannammasuniverse]

A punch in the gut would've been nicer. T0T

I got bored so I wrote this poem

Fear

A feeling some run from

But some chase

The fear of pain

It aches in waves across the skin

Though constant deep in the cracks of bones

Pain felt from now where

Or pain felt from me

Though you are never scared of me

You close your eyes

Swallowed by the black abyss

Just feeling

I will break you

Your delicate skin

And fragile bones

Though they will never see the sun

Because you are stuck in a box

And I am the lock and the key

[kannammasuniverse]

and it’s something i will say because it’s true

it’s true that i love you,

and it’s true i can see your faults

i want to be free of this weight

the weight of caring

of you

[kannammasuniverse]

Actually...life is good. And, I'm thriving. EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT JUST FINE (I'm manipulating myself)

[kannammasuniverse]

I apply lipbalm and start thinking life is worth living again

[kannammasuniverse]

Chelsea Dingman, from "Psychogeography"

[kannammasuniverse]

why are you the dagger?

I will run my finger along your jagged edges

knowing full well I cannot smooth them over

taunting you to draw blood

and it pours in little pinpricks

stains my gown, stark against creamy white

I will marvel at your metallic luster

and you can take from me

whatever I have to give

[kannammasuniverse]

And that hit me. Damn

People say I am insensitive,

They claim I don't feel,

When I see people walking away,

And decide to just watch them leave,

Little do they know,

I have had to let people go,

Time after time,

I have seen people walk out of that door,

Most in my life never chose to stay,

As if it costed something,

A price they could never pay.

They left me wondering,

If it is supposed to be this way.

But there was a time when I did grief,

For each exit that was made,

Just to realise,

That when people didn't stay,

It was mere fate,

That most people are chapters not meant to last,

So I learnt to embrace every connection I found,

Because end is inevitable,

Whether they decide to go or stay,

And treasure each bond until it fades away.

Saumya Thapliyal

[kannammasuniverse]

"I'd rather be lost than locked in a golden cage"

- Kannamma (s.r)

[kannammasuniverse]

I take bad decisions like they're my pills. I scratch people like I always did. I ruin them like my favorite dolls. I run and hide because I never like to be seeked; I liked winning. So, I ended up running. I run. I hide. I push. I lose.

I hope to lose in another way, but I won't let it happen. No, not ever.

- Kannamma (s.r)

[kannammasuniverse]

"I'm too frightened to tear apart his feather like heart, too scared to even touch him.

He seems so fragile

And, I have the thorns as my skin."

- Kannamma (s.r)

[kannammasuniverse]

Just to remind you, even if our story gets erased a million times, I'll always welcome you with 'I love you's.

I'll love you a thousand times and I'd do it over and over.

- Kannamma (s.r)