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In the past months I didn't had the motivation to draw any kind of sfw artwork my focus was on my other stuff, which is fine but Im struggling with some thoughts … I do wanna express some ideas which will come from a currently very negative and depressed brain, so have mercy for being a bit cringe in that way in the next posts haha It is really hard for me to know what to prioritize in life. At least I got a bit of my motivation back to socialize and fighting my anxiety and paranoia.

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Depend On You - Redraw 💙💚💛

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Drawing the cast of the show that plays in my head 24/7 representing the downfall of my own dignity and mental health ♥️ Showing Noah, Etu, Sam and Atan :3 Adding more soon …

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CW: implied death

A bit more about Etu's sexual desires. I hope the text is self explaining, otherwise I can explain more: He only feels the deepest passionate connection towards a dead person when both had spend a lot of time before their passing. How they die is not very important to him but he has some preferences. I wonder if the pain of loosing a loved one is giving him this kick, the grief you feel can easily be turned into something addictive like selfharm.

If I do any grammar mistakes have mercy, my dyslexic ass forgets letters or words very often.

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Finished sams page https://karchah.neocities.org/samuel

♥

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There are two types :3

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It’s falling apart at the edges, This world I built from thousand dreams. The stars are falling, but I can’t tell. Are they breaking, or is it just me? ✨✨

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more doodls and some in paint

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lowpoly 3d model of Noah ♥ Very simple rig and quick textures which I wanna improve later on :3

Next step would be a facerig, only texture based ❤️

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doodls

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❤️Noah and Sam

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feeling splitted

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✨ I didn't create any spooky art this year. I felt too pressured to make anything, so this is all I ended up with. Enjoy :3

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Sketches of Sam and others. He’s the biggest pervert when it comes to being the meanest sadist in the group :3

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❄️snowing

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CW: Vent art and slight blood warning, no gore ~

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More like this may come soon; I just found joy in creating backgrounds like this, though it does still look a bit too tame… need to fix that ~