karma1987

[karma1987]

please keep the thoughts away please keep the thoughts away please keep the thoughts away

[karma1987]

I breathe in and crash out

[karma1987]

The opposite of addiction is not sobriety. The opposite of addiction is human connection.

[karma1987]

I experience very violent thoughts towards myself and I don't know how to make them stop.

[karma1987]

Is this all I’ll ever be?

[karma1987]

i feel like no one understands and i have no one in my life i can talk to

[karma1987]

Suddenly, with the blink of an eye, at my worst all over again.

[karma1987]

[karma1987]

Man I wanna kill myself so fuckjng bad

The heat drops and en empty feeling occurs deep within

My soul is nothing a graveyard waiting for something to happen

Yet my mind is waiting longing for your touch...this hurts more then I can ever imagine...and i will do something

[karma1987]

😢😭😢😭 I just wanna die

This pain hurts more then anything in this world, just the thought that maybe ud tell me u love me and mean it...the thought of u even maybe thinking of me..when really your not .

The thought if us actually being intimate with each other..but that will never happen again

Maybe just maybe that u wanna try..but God knows that u4 happy where you are. U tell me u dont want me and dont want us..hurts me more then anything.

Ur having a blast laughing and drinking as usual...having a great time only cause your preoccupied

While I am here crying and dying inside thats the difference between us..im left with memories while your making new ones this really really hurts. I dont know what and how u feel...and vise versa..but is what i do know ill never ever stop loving you like u did to me.....clearly

[karma1987]

Ugh

[karma1987]

I don't wanna wake up, and I don't wanna feel this pain

And I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I don't think that it's gonna change

I don't wanna wake up, and I don't wanna feel this pain

And I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I don't think that it's gonna change

Lately I've been on the edge, closer and closer to losing it

All of these thoughts in my head, finger, trigger, pulling it

Feeling like nothing on earth can make sense to me, I just don't wanna keep doing this

Forcing myself out of bed, faking a smile, I feel like this is foolishness

This shit is all a facade, why do I feel like I'm living a lie

Why do I smile and why do I laugh when I know I'm dying inside

Ego is powerful, won't show my pain, it's a battle with pride

So don't be surprised when anyone asks, I say that I'm doing fine

My shit's not together and I fall for perfect and I hate the way that I feel

Scars that I've had since I could remember, never did heal

Feeling like some type of money could make me feel better, but I know it won't

I really don't like anybody, it's funny cause I know I can't be alone

I don't wanna wake up, and I don't wanna feel this pain

And I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I don't think that it's gonna change

I don't wanna wake up, and I don't wanna feel this pain

And I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I don't think that it's gonna change

I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I don't think that it's gonna change

[karma1987]

Ugh ill never have any fun shit in my life

[karma1987]

Ugh..hearts so heavy

Missing the girl i was with for 4 yrs

I want u so much but it sucks everything isn't the same I know it will never be the same..

I miss touching you kissing you holding you...being with u

I miss my person i miss when u loved me and actually wanted me sucks..yes I went out and did stupjd shit...but even fun shit I still have Noone.....I dont have and fun friends..its all stupid shit

[karma1987]

@ch3m1c44l-0r1c-0v3rr34ct10n tah dahhh!! idk how accurate it is lol

TW SH ANIMATION (beans cut)

[karma1987]

The urge to slice my fucking neck open.

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