karmael

[karmael]

𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵…

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Bpd culture is: AHHHHHHH EVERYONE HATES ME AND I'M GONNA DIE ALONE AND I DESERVE IT- wait nevermind they texted me back

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thinking about that saying that your moles are where lovers in your past lives kissed you the most. makes me feel,,, so soft. imagining for each mark what kind of person i was, what kind of person i was with, what position we must've found ourselves in often enough for the universe to take note of. despite never having had a partner of my own, i can still notice when a new mole forms and know that i am cosmically loved. i hope that my next life will find marks on their skin that i will never see, and know that i was loved. that they are loved.

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A walk at the lake during sunrise a year ago.

[karmael]

{ quotes and paintings @rbcages /Silas Melvin, from "Twenty," Grit/Franz Kafka/ from series end of fucking world on Netflix /Anne sexton a self portrait in letters/Sylvia path/Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Gentle Spirit/ R.arnold.}

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I think I’m very hard to deal with

[karmael]

Wolfsena / sue zhao

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once you stop looking, things find you

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pspspspspps ..... introverted submissive loving guy with an attitude and a pretty face that i can ruin.... pspspspspspsps

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[karmael]

i don’t care i don’t care i don’t care (im going to sob my fucking eyes out)

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You ever want to overstim someone until they are crying. Torture them with pleasure. Make them wish they never asked to cum. Leave them a drippy spent mess with nothing left to give. Completely used and helpless to resist. Only then fucking their holes until you are satisfied? I do too.

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I wonder if I'm ever stuck in someone's mind.

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I never make the same mistake twice. I make it like five or six times, you know, just to be sure.

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i’m not a quitter, but sometimes the game isn’t worth playing anymore.

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