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If insomnia burnt calories I would be a stick

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Who also likes Winter Season, so I can comfortably hide my body under oversized sweatshirts?

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Why does it bother me so much that I’m ugly ??? Why do I need so much validation???

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Being mid ugly and fat is hard

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Im really done I don’t have any energy left for my life… everything is better without me I’m just making way too much trouble… I’m just very very unhappy rn

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Ehm, excuse me ma’am

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Not me wanting to wear a bikini so bad but showing even 0,0000001cm of my skin gives me headaches

But Seriously when will I feel comfortable and skinny ??!?!?

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This video made me cry so bad because he lifted her effortlessly and ran just for her to say goodbye to her friend in the train …

It makes me so sad because I know this will never happen to me I’m just way too heavy and no one will pick me up but deep down I want to be carried in bridal style so bad …

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I hate that I’m so sensitive… why do I have to have this sharp pain in my chest when I have an argument with someone??

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Sometimes I feel like my body is ugly no matter if I’m fat or not because I have really bad body proportions… like why are my boobs so small and my stomach is sticking out so much ???

Sorry for these bad sketches but they the only way to describe it 🥲

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i feel so safe here. i can be myself. no one knows who i am . i can talk about anything. no one knows about this. and i hope it stays that way.

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Hardest pill to swallow is that recovery is not about eating more … for me it resulted in binge eating and then back to restricting

especially for someone bigger like me nobody cares about eating more it’s just “try to eat healthier” or “be more active”

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Not me trying to drink 1 liter of water because I forgot throughout the day 🤪🤪

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My self esteem after looking into the mirror

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Lately Instagram became a very interesting place on the internet there’s body positivity like “you shouldn’t change yourself you are beautiful kinda bullshit “ and the diet culture fitness blogger “you can achieve anything and you will feel different kinda bullshit”

But there’s no in between I’m very confused

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I feel like my Ed isn’t valid just because I’m fat I fucking hate it but nobody notices it

When my mom says that only certain clothes make me look “thinner” and i shouldn’t wear too revealing clothes it hurts so bad like THANKS I KNOW IM NOT ONLY SKIN AND BONES