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Ya Allah, pengen punya uang yang cukup untuk umroh, PPDS dan daftar haji berdua suami. Aamiin

-Dec 19, 2023

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"Saya tunggu kamu PPDS di Unsri. Betah-betah di sini, ya.. Jarang ada dokter mau ke sini." Then suddenly I can't hold my tears..

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It's my 8 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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Life is not easy recently and I know it will not be easy ‘till December 13rd this year. May Allah always give me strength and always, always guide me. 

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Kecewa sekali rasanya, Ya Allah. May Allah heals dan guides me, always :'''''''

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Hi! Hello! It's me again!

K

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O Allah, please give me another home where she can't meet me everyday.

-k

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*sigh*

Making assumption without asking what was going on, crazy abusive words heard afterwards. 23 years and never change. Please, please, coming faster, September. Please. I just can not wait to set myself free. -July 1st

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Am I letting it go or just holding grudges?

-k, on the 1st eid 1440 H, what a day.

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"Cukup enam bulan, Mbak? Kalau kurang, kami kasih waktu. Kami tunggu.."

- Him, at that time.

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I let them questioning why. As time flies, they will understand why I chose you in the first place.

-k

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Baby, why does it break my heart to hear you said that?

-k

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Who needs holiday when there's you here by my side?

-k

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Gatau dah gimana rasanya jadi ibu negara beneran. Jadi 'ibu negara'-nya paketua pdl aja dah gimana gitu rasanya..

-k

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I need more sundays..

-k, not so ready facing tomorrow..

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I miss you. A lot. :'(

-k, just met once a week and it was just some minutes. 😭

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I miss him. I miss him every single day..

-k, can't see him often because we both are anak mayor dua ter-gak-enak (kata orang2. Let's see..)